Bpd and depressive schizoaffective and a narcissistic asshole! Damn bro! Do you care or not?

Idk. I don’t know. I DONT KN-

Why can’t you grow up. Why aren’t you just.. ugh. Your so pathetic. You need to grow up. You cry and bitch and scream over everything. You can’t genuinely be this dramatic

I don’t think I’m delusional I just have high hopes. I love you khye

I love him. I can’t wait to tell him. To be the one he says it to. “I love you” ugh <3 coming from him. It would be perfect. It’s all gonna be prefect. So so perfect.

I got yelled at and idk if I got my car completely taken away or not. I hope not because what I need now is to get outta here as soon as possible I don’t care what it takes anymore. Buy a car first. Hopefully get a roommate. I’m already the manager of chipotle so I make pretty good money. More hours. I’ll take every call in I can get. I will do anything to be with him. I don’t care what it takes. I don’t care how hard I pull myself. I can do it. It’s all gonna be worth it. If I get him. It’s all worth it. The stress. The anxiety. The over working. I promise I’ll do it all for you my beloved

AM I TO WEIRD. I swear I’ve been trying to not be.. but what I’d I stop and he things I lost interest. I didn’t text him today because I was scared he might think I’m to clingy but I literally am. I love him so much I hate being away from him. He said he had a good chill day today tho.. I hope he’s ok with me. I hope he likes me omfg I feel like I’m spinning. I love him so much have I said that?

Hey baby :( baby boy :( my love :3 my darling! Cariño~ ummm… unprivate your twitter please! I’ve known about it for years now :3 wha- whatcha posting all of a sudden that I can’t see baby love? Hmm? What’s.. hehe :P what’s that about?

I love you so much my beloved. I hope you somehow feel it. I hope you think about me. I hope you love me. I love the feelings you give me. How nervous I get around you. How I could just stare in your eyes for ever. For ever and ever and ever. I could get lost in you. I’m your heart. In your smile… in your voice. The way my eyes drop to your arms. Oh how much I wish you’d hug me tight. How much I love to look up at you. To see you smile down at me. I know you know much much I love you. Love? I adore you… I… have been enamored by him. Although it has reason it may be foolish I don’t care. How could I. I could I not appreciate every little thing you do.. every.. little. Thing.

I’d drive to you all again if it meant you were happy. I’d pay the price. I’d suffer and cry and bleed and cut. I’d crawl thought sharp heated glass to get to you. Ill do it all for you. You’re my true motivation. Your my word. I love you my beloved. I love you with all I could possibly muster in my body. I’ll do it all for you. For your happiness… money? it truly means nothing to me. I wound regret a second of it. I’ll do it all again. Over and over and over. Just to hear you say it.

I love you.

I wish to fade into you. My love I want you from sun up to sun down. No day goes by that I wish I had never left you. My heart beats for you. Even in darkness would I be able to feel your warm heart. Even without smell I’d be able to follow your sweet sweet scent. Without hearing I’d still be able to know exactly what your wonderful voice would sound like my love you just don’t understand how much I truly. Truly love you. I wish someone could tell you for me. I wish I could fall to my knees and give you every ounce of love I have in my body because all of it is for you. Your in my life for a reason. I love you for a reason. I don’t need you. I want you. I don’t need you because I’ll never be able to use you until I’m done with you for I will never ever truly be done with you. I have never been. I want you. I want to make you happy. To cook. To clean. To buy you all the wonderful things that catches your eye. I’d do anything to see a smile on your face. To hear your laugh that shatters my heart just to rebuild it again just to your liking.

I love you. I love you I love you I love you. I love you and I love you.