Ok so like ik ya'll are going through a hard time w everything going on in the world and in ur personal lives.. Just remember that it's not the end of the world, it gets better.. It's always stormy, rainy and dark before the sun comes out and that you're not alone. It will eventually get better. Don't pull yourself down because of some stupid reasons or people that have expectations from you.. They're will always be the kind of people in your life which will pull you down to bring themselves up.. So ignore them, think about yourself, take care of health, don't stay up too late picking out flaws in yourself. Instead tell yourself about all those things you're great at. Also your responsible for your own happiness, not your friends or your parents. So take a breath and think about all that you've achieved in your life. Trust me it's worth it. Anyways if you ever need anyone to talk to, hit me up:)

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Ocean of sadness

I walked down the coast raising my Hope's higher and higher to get to the top of the mountain. One huge wave just pulled me in, into the ocean of sadness, depression and anxiety. My mind was manipulated.

I tried to break free from the chains but it's strong power fools my mind, everytime. My mind captivated me in the long sea for a long time. It's a deserted world, said the ghost inside of me. Indeed it is, said another. I think I like it here, said my mind. I was too weak to break free. I was helpless. The darkness was talking over me. I tried to baptize myself out of this ghostly place but, the more I tried the more I got sucked into my own thoughts. I was scared. Something evil was taking over my lungs. I couldn't breathe. "Help", I shrieked but it was pointless, I was alone. I started to gasp for breath. My heart started to beat faster and faster. I was in tears. I was a mess. Everything inside of me was broken. "No one loved me enough to save me", I said to myself. Soon, my eyes started to feel heavy. I felt dizzy. I couldn't stay still in one place anymore. I tried to keep going but I just didn't have the energy.

I fell on the cold, hard ground. I couldn't keep going on anymore. It was time to stop. Stop everything! I closed my eyes and let god do what was best.

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She is sad

She is hurt

She is dying

She is alone

She is lonely

She is a mess

She is judged

She is ignored

She is stressed

She is confused

She is depressed

She is misunderstood

She is tired but living

She is hurt but won't show it

She is screaming but is silent

She is in pain but still smiling

She is me

"She just wants to isolate me from my friends and make them and myself think that I'm worthless, useless, unwanted and what not in the dictionary of depression. She just wants to be the best not thinking about what or how I feel when she makes my friends turn their backs on me. I feel like the whole world is collapsing on me without my friends and I was nothing but a burden. Now all I want to do is shut everyone out of my life and stay alone in my bedroom forever. I can't believe that some of my friends actually turned their backs on me. They were never actually my friends for believing such lies about me. It feels like if wasn't here, I wouldn't have to go through any of this", you say to yourself.

Do me a favor and remind yourself how amazing and beautiful you are. If you feel like no one loves you, remember that your family, especially your friends and I love you. I will always be here for you no matter what. If you feel like you're not as beautiful or as skinny as the popular girl or movie star, just remember that you're not the only with insecurities but everyone has something in them that they dislike. But, they just have a way to not express it and just be happy the way they are. Always remember that you have a heart of gold that the person you fancy might have have. You were born for a reason so don't rip a page out of your story as it had a purpose to be there. It might have taught you the most important lesson of your life. Anything can make or break you and your trust so take your time to recover, and while you do that remind youself that you're beautiful. Don't forget, I love you, I always have and I always will.