what the fuck is up tumblr god its been a while

what the fuck is up tumblr god its been a while how are my disordered babies doing

anywyas hi update i guess; this is just like brain thoughts you dont have to read

im going back to notmal school again becaus eive been doing online school for the oast few months and im kinda excited, my mum works at the school too which will be nice i guess. ive been planning my lunches out because a big part of my previous school problems was not having enough energy and always thinking about how hungry i am, and doing online school i eat the same thing everyday but its honestly kinda high cal, so im excited to go back to real school so i can start restricting again. im also making sure to have bfast and im gonna tell my mum on days where i feel like shit to maybe help me by making me bfast so i have energy to get up n stuff. ive also been working on a plan for those days where i feel like shit and cant get up n stuff, just coming up with ways to get motivated and push through the bad days n stuff, cause i dont have too long until i finish school, i have like 2 years left and also considering that, goong back to real school will give me that face to face interaction AND also fun school events like the formal and graduation and stuff. im excited but rceently ive been feeling very up and down tbh, but j hooe it gets better soon, im excited for the end of the yesr cause im going on a cruise and im also mervous fir that ebacuse… its a cruise… im gonna be like in my togs all the time, ill probably wear a big shirt over it all the time tho but rahhhhshahbdjd whatever. if you read this i love you el oh el

i love tumblr more than twt, i feel like im just soeaking into the void here and i feel lessly judged too

did anyone used to watch superfruit or was that just me

tmi //

idk why i keep using laxatives because i hate shitting my guts out and it BURNS 😭

im going back into my gravity falls phase 😕

im sooo ed but im also eat cookie dough at 11pm

me when i eat like 1500 calories but lose 2lbs AND im on my period 😈😈😈🙏🙏

id be so much skinnier if periods didnt exist

id be so much skinnier if winter didnt exist

smash or pass

when i get a thigh gap my cat wont have a lap to sit on anymore. BUT he will sink into the gap and be surrounded by leg

i love tumblr i can just say whatever i want and someone will agree with me, or maybe nobody will even see my posts ! i love it ! its like my brain on here i just post what im thinking. i love you guys and tumblr i love anyone who sees these idc if we havent intereacted ever i still love you

even pickles toes !?

i love anything pickled

atleats its less than 800 cals i guess. slay omad

was meant to fast today and then i ate even when i wasnt hungry i dont know why but now i feel sick why am i so bad at having this ed 😍😍😍