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My YouTube shorts are flooded with... people that lost their beloved pets. I wish these people would understand they do nothing but put their pain onto someone else. Taking advantage of the likes and views becoming a viral video. That is what pisses me off. I understand this grief theres not a day goes by I don't think of my beloved pets. I have lost. I don't share the pain. I would never put that onto someone else. Fucking gypsy rose is out of prison. Feel sorry for me feel sorry for me. I told her she needs to get a fucking job. I'm pissed because she uses people. Like she used nick for her dirty work. Poor poor pitiful me. What gets me. She got a new nose job had her teeth done. Wheres this money coming from? Uses the kindness of strangers like her mom. Get a fucking job!

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Q: Do you ever find yourself ruminating? What do you ruminate about?

I feel sober … delirious … a crass imperious, like a needless meltdown or a skirt with buttons sewn down the ass, leaving queer imprints each time i sit down. Don't frown. I have floppy sweat, sweaty flop and this deeply odd dimple. Here are two blinkable eyes drowning in my mop top. High dreams, click bait, a smoking glitter glue gun. Don't laugh, this glamour is serious, like the foundling you're fondling. Hell's bells in the palm of your hand. Don't question this fog's piss. I've turned totally bogus, as the kids say. Fog? Dementia that swells in me, hot as any glue from a gun.

As I’ve noted elsewhere my father has dementia and I, being the oldest child in the whole extended family, am perhaps showing early signs of it too. I say, “early signs,” as if I were operating with some sort of money-back-guarantee of reaching a million miles before needing to be sold for scrap in exchange for something slightly better.

This is what I think about, perhaps at times a bit too much. Self-pity is an odd toxic beast. Some folks say that dementia is a blessing since it causes the patient to forget that they’re slowly losing everything about themselves. I don’t spend a lot of time on-line these days, not because I don’t care but because there are times that I’ve forgotten that I have a blog and that revelation is sorta a total bummer.

If, at some point, I stop posting here for good it will probably mean that I’ve lost the path to get back home; midway, as Dante would put it, through those deep dark woods where no search party will ever be able to find me.

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