I'm perpetually torn between dissing 1st-game!Kishiar's zero communication skills + handling of 1st-game!Yuder and excusing him for everything bc 1) he's so obviously in love with Yuder it hurts, 2) he's dying and is obviously dealing with A Lot, and 3) Yuder is probably too young and inexperienced for a lot of shits Kishiar's involved in.

Still!!!! Kishiar!!!!!! Open your goddamn mouth and at least tell Yuder you treasure him like a human being!!!!!!!