okay, but i need the girls to try and cheer lucy up by getting her drunk, only to have their plan backfire when lucy starts sobbing over and over about how much she misses and still loves tim.

: schizophrenia :

100,000 people live inside my hollow mouth and one of them sold their soul to satan dying to show you what the dark side is about or what you're made of

someone is screaming currently fighting demons sacred entities taking control and my ability to speak away - pacing back and forth old married couple fighting on a front porch think i have to resort to past habits to make sense of what matters pabst blue ribbon spilled on the carpet dogs barking the parking lot of my mind is filled to the brim and 12 of these whoevers are in a jazz band / drunk and disorderly people in there that can't stand or drive another one is divinely enlightened by god directly like first name basis vibes

~ icp is playing on 2 peoples car radios at the same time with the doors closed sounding muffled and loud somehow

there's one i hear that's hurtful dude cruel and rude they want me to feel pain and you to feel that way too - one is painting with the color blue all over the walls in my brain insanity seeping into my veins. red is taking over my eyes cant see anything / actually fuck i just watched someone dose at least 30 of them in there now i'm becoming aware

~ scary ass haunted house attraction where circus music is playing clowns spraying faygo maniacally laughing looping lapping around in circles crying out yelling help burning buildings down and cracking jokes the paperwork that had my name hopes and fears kinks dreams and why i hold in my tears is sticky covered in icky fizzy dripping tipsy spit and piss i'm making shit up again to feel like all of humanity fits inside of my body or my head looking visibly sloppy tasting every emotion in my chest I can't hold it together obviously questioning if i'm getting better lately or if i want to

~ monotonous situations ending up as second nature they all lie to me to you well who's next facial expression unimpressed desperate for a moment i don't double guess for once 2 plus 2 equals baby 2 to this dunce and baby you ought to see your face when i say no one could take your place the only one; my Truest Love wait who said that just now overlapping tapping trapped in skin asking how am i still here the beginning of time is where i reside no end in sight its all bent to my liking but my liking is corrupted recently whoops ow erupted by accident acting indecently i'm so sorry it happened again none of these people can be trusted What about me?