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#you can tell he's never outgrown his angsty teenager phase
palepinkycat · 2 years
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🪞 for Cillian (or another OC if this one's already been asked about)?
Thanks so much for asking about my fave blorbo 👀
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~ Hung pictures of patron saints up on my wall to remind me that I am a fool, tell me where I came from, what I will always be, just a spoiled little kid who went to Catholic school
When I am dead I won't join their ranks 'cause they are both holy and free and I'm in Ohio, satanic and chained up and until the end, that's how it'll be ~
^ it's just a fragment but really this whole song is just ✨ perfect ✨ for him
~ Don't cry, I am just a freak [...] My head is filled with parasites, black holes cover up my eyes ~
~ And if I meant every word that I ever said you would probably question the life I have led, you’d probably think I’m an evil, broken person and you would be right ~
~ Command me to be well [...] I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies, I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife ~
~ I haven't walked for days though I wanted to, you told me, for with every move the feeling follows. In nature's empty face, I am of little use, you told me, I'm just another fool for the earth to swallow ~
~ If somebody loved me, then maybe I'd survive and we’d sit by the harbor to stall our empty lives ~
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