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First Aesthetic to the protagonist of my First Fantasy Saga that I have yet to name, which is introduced in my first book, The Fall from Babylon.

I created her cuz I was struggling studying and having a perfect grade cuz I was still a freshman, at 18, and the shame further fueled my social anxiety. I was struggling with being a woman, a good Christian Catholic cuz I feared Hell, and I felt alone even if I had my family, but I didn't let them pick through my mind cuz I wanted meet the standard of the Golden Child and the Firstborn (honestly I felt a mix of Mirabel, Isabela y Luisa).

I was inspired by an owl movie which I don't honestly remember the name, when I'll remember I will give credit.

Now I revived her, and discovered that she is inspired from the an Ymbryme OC (a Peculiar specie from the Saga Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children) and from other OC of my Fanfictions that nobody has ever read and never read :).

The last time she talked to me feels like a century ago, I didn't let her take my hand for describing herself, I created her as a self inserted so I could vent out all of my problems, but she's not me, and now I finally separated myself from her so she can live.

I will make a video for introducing her, but now this is her Aesthetic. The song associated with this Aesthetic is this:

When I will know her better, I'll keep you updated. Thanks to anyone who stopped scrolling for just reading, just that means a lot for me.

P.S. When I was little I've gone with Firew°o°rk, and I'll still go cuz I owe her this. ^.^"

#babylon #history #young adult #fantasy #floating island #owl-movie-that-now-i-don't-remember-and-i'm-too-tired-to-do-a-google-search-yeeeeeeh #dead inside like younger hunger #I’m all talk with a thorn in my sideI've got a real big heartThat I'm willing to hide #this feels like i'm stealing something #like i should be original but i get creative only taking inspiration from other works of arts and then mix it into a pot #like i'm a witch a Janara that steals knowledge for her insatiable hunger #Janara means a Witch in Neapolitan #with The Brilliant Friend i have so much representation #waiting for the last searies on RAI please don't spoil me the ending #if you follow me know that i will link things like 2 + 2 = 6 so be warned 🧿#you can call me jo and i spend too much time on 🪐 to cope with all of my mental illeness #at least i know i'm mentally ill 🙈✌🏻#Spotify

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