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reading a hannibal fic where will wakes up post-fall back in wolf trap, seven and a half years prior. everything was going fine until will/i remembered that beverly isn’t dead yet. i feel the breath stolen from my lungs at the thought. maybe i am Too Fragile for time travel fics but o god i’m gonna be sick TToTT

#i also have an Unreasonable amount of grief-related trauma & have been having time travel dreams consistently for the last mmmnearly eight y #ears #so why am i surprised #i should know by now shish like this effs me up!!! however!!! i live for it!!!!!#y'all think i study astrophysics bc i'm a nerd? god no. it's because i Need time travel to be possible && also: aliens.#(5 years into my degree yeahyeah i know about the drake equation & the fermi paradox && how we can only prove time travel forward /thus far/#but let a bean live)#anyway.#nbc hannibal #hannibal fic #beverly katz #my darling love. will won't let hanni get you this time. i'm certain of it. protec her at all costs #And another thing! (my fave follow up phrase to use) God. I too would be So terrified if i were in will's sitch #bc yeah. first things first: oh my god. i've lost it #havent i?#but moving on & accepting that your future self's memories have been sent back to your body in the significantly long ago past #like holy Shit the pressure. no matter what u do ur so screwed. nothing will be as it was. you can't be natural about what you're doing #you know too much. you don't remember enough #i have dreams of exactly that. pretending like i don't know that ___ is going to die because i don't want to scare them #or i want to believe things will go differently #but other times i am frantically trying to explain the sitch but things go wrong anyway. i'm so sad for will in this AU. all alone. no hanni #nothing. :( best of lucky bby. also. how did i end up starting a 90k+ word fic at 1am when i have to be up in 4 hrs. gl w that future me #will graham #hannibal lecter #hannibal #hannibal s1 #twotl

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