xxx some misconceptions abt my angel routinely come up in plotting & interactions, so thought i'd talk abt him some to put it out there!:

angel loves his job. being a sex worker brings out the best in him & it's not a shameful occupation he was forced into, needs to be saved from, or is a direct cause to any of his grief. yes, he is overworked & his talents are unjustly exploited but in no way that's worse than any other occupation due to its sexual nature. the angle of the ' poor destitute prostitute ' peeves me kinda massively actually & i really don't vibe with ooc whorephobia.

angel is VIOLENT & RECKLESS. blood & gore doesn't make him squeamish. weapons don't make him squeamish. he's not offput by slaughter & often engages in it himself. he has a severe sadomasichistic streak, a high pain tolerance, & the ability to shed & regrow limbs due to his insect - like physicality. it also takes a LOT to actually make him afraid of physical violence, bc in his mind nth holds a candle to things he's already experienced. on that note!

angel is PROTECTIVE of his relationship with valentino. not because it's a good thing, by any means. but because ( depending on the valentino muse in question ) valentino is and remains to be an important figure in his life for better or worse. whether they were past lovers or strictly have a working relationship, angel's relationship with valentino is closely tied to his own identity & success. he won't hate on him or tolerate such things easily. ( also this popular notion of treating valentino like a hate sink isn't super fun for me. for angel, it's Personal with a capital P )

angel doesn't quite look like he does in canon. i'm not much a stickler on this, but throughout the time i've mused and drawn him, my angel's come to look a little different. primarily, he sports a vibrant pink & curly hair, so please don't describe him as white or pale

he's a cis man with a passion for drag as a lifestyle. gender expression is an intimate part of his identity, but the same - sidedness of his own gender isn't something he's ever doubted. the validity of certain parts of himself that make him a man? absolutely. his sexual identity & gender expression are central themes to his character. but he's never had that deep, internalized wish to cross over. he celebrates his own personal gender expansion but dabbling in things considered ' feminine ' doesn't mean he's ever considered himself a woman ( & being called such isn't smth he likes )

Hi! How about a smutty Eddie story where the girl is a masseuse at the hotel, he gets super embarrassed about getting an erection but she doesn't mind...xxx

You opened your schedule diary just in time. You were almostcertain that the elderly woman who has just left was your last client today,well, she wasn’t. At first you had a little trouble reading your tinyhandwriting, but then you managed to get those letters together and suddenlyremembered Pearl Jam’s singer Eddie Vedder really called you earlier this dayto order a massage at six. You worked as a masseuse in one of the mostluxurious hotels in Los Angeles. It was a sure thing that five-star hotels likethis provided services of all kinds and massages were very popular among the guests.If you tried to count up all the famous people from actors through models tosingers who already laid under your hands, you wouldn’t have been successful.Although everyone else considered them as ‚stars‘, they usually weren’tdifferent from other visitors of your hotel and most of them acted like normalpeople who simply like to relax on the massage table. Eddie Vedder was a greatexample of a guy who was a huge celebrity in everyone else’s eyes, but as soonas he stepped in your working room, you saw shy and humble man. He played withhis fingers and his eyes found comfort somewhere in the floor.

„Hey, am I here right?“ the colour of his voice surprisedyou, it was deep and voluptuous.

„Of course, I’ve been expecting you,“ you mixed smile with alittle lie, „please, take off your clothes behind the screen over there and wecan start.“ He nodded and hesitantly disappeared behind white screen at theother end of the room. Meanwhile you prepared different kinds of aromatic oilsand spread towels on the massage table. When Eddie walked out from behind thescreen, you heavily swallowed. You were used to seeing men’s bodies in towelsaround their hips, but Eddie’s naked torso was seriously something for youreyes. Without the smallest guilt inside you immediately thought that a girl whowins this guy will be the luckiest in the world. His eyes shyly met yours,making you realize you should probably say something and not stare at him likeyou’ve never seen a bare man before.

„Uh, okay, I always let my customers pick a scent of anaromatic oil they want. Take a look and tell me.“ He browsed through the smallphials probably being too indecisive to choose one.

„I don’t know, I like all of them,“ he smiled and put astrand of his hair behind his ear, looking up at you, „which one would yourecommend?“

„Personally…I think vanilla smell very pleasantly,“ youreplied. His eyes brightened and it said enough. „Great then, now lay on thistable, please. Keep all parts of your body completely relaxed, okay? Should Iturn some relaxing music on?“ You wanted him to feel the most comfortable as itwas possible. Your customer’s comfort was the thing that mattered the most toyou.

„You don’t have to actually, I’m fine with the silence and the little bit of…your voice, if you don’t mind,“ he said as he was laying down.You couldn’t help but smiled, removing his longer hair from his back to have agood access everywhere. Then you let few drops of vanilla oil fall on his skinand started your usual moves.

„If something didn’t feel good, just tell me,“ you informedhim. You were gently embrocating the oil into the skin on his back, startingoff right above the hem of the towel and continued up along his spine. Youweren’t able to keep your eyes off his bronze skin and perfect back that wasexposed in front of you. Luckily, he couldn’t see your hungry stare since helaid face down. As you got higher to his shoulder blades, the muscles around itstarted to be harder to massage.

„Stiff?“ he murmured all of sudden.

„And how! Your back is so strained, you should be carefulabout it. When was the last time you were on a massage?“ you inquired.

„This is my first one,“ he laughed, „and it’s much betterthan I’d expected. I have no idea what you’re doing with your hands, but it’s likebeing in heaven.“ Something like this was always nice to hear.

„I’m glad you like it. Now sit up,“ you ordered him and hedid so. You got rid of his hair again and started taking care of his shouldersand neck, which wasn’t less stiff. The oil was making his skin smooth, so yourfingeres did the best work they could. Eddie suddenly started writhing a bitunder your touch, moving his hands to his lap and everywhere around. „Sit still,please. I don’t want to hurt you by pressing some wrong spot.“

„I’m sorry,“ he apologized and calmed himself for a while,but then it all started over again. His body language was so weird andunnatural that it was confusing you a lot. But in that moment you realized hewas just trying to hide a bulge that was formed under his towel while you were massaginghis neck. It wasn’t anything unusual for you, but it made you feel good insideeither way.

„Don’t worry about it, you’re not the first one to have thishappened to. It’s a natural reaction of the body,“ you explained to him with asmile.

„No, it’s embarrassing and I wish I could just disappearnow. I’m sorry,“ his cheeks were burning. To ease the tension in the room, you walked around the table and stoodin front of him. If it was a problem for him to look you in the eyes fewminutes ago, now the problem was ten times bigger. You still found him adorable.

„Well, there are two options of what I can do now. Do youwant me to stop for a while or…“ you put your hand on his thigh, „…do you wantme to do something with it?“ He finally made an eye contact and didn’t lookaway as you were approaching his lips. You caught his lips in yours and to yoursurprise, he was the one who dominated the kiss. Who would have said that a guywho barely looks you in the eyes keeps so much passion inside? He used tonguevery often and tangled fingers in your hair while he was exploring your mouth.Your hands meanwhile slipped down and threw the towel away. Then you left hislips and kneeled down in front of him, taking off your tshirt and bra. Youplayed with your breasts for a while and watched his eager stare which wasmaking you only more and more turned on. When you put your hands on his body again, you went straight to his manhood. As soon as you touched it, he let outa soft groan that encouraged you to continue. You squeezed it a bit in yourhand and started going up and down in a slow tempo, just to make him harder alittle more. When you managed to get him to the state where you wanted him, youmoved even closer to him and started licking his glans and then you put hiscock in your mouth little by little, causing him a good pleasure. His moans andfingers trapped in your hair were proof that you were doing a good job on him.Once he started pulling you away from him, you looked up at him with confusionin your eyes. He took you by your elbows, made you stand up and then he sat youdown on the table instead of him. He crashed his lips on yours and with a quickmove he undressed you from the rest of your clothes. He stuck his body to yoursleaving soft bites on your neck and widening your legs more. As he entered youwith his length, you had to lean yourself against the massage table. Thefeeling of him filling you seemed to be the best thing you’ve experienced in along time. You were moaning under his lustful touches and pushing deep intoyou. You started crushing the towels between your fingers as you knew you werecoming close to your climax.

„I’m gonna…I’m gonna…“ you weren’t even able to finish thesentence, because in that moment the biggest wave of delight hit your abdomen. „Well,fuck,“ you breathed out as soon as you caught your breath again. Eddie cameright after you, groaning out in pleasure. Then he collapsed onto you, lettinghis hot breath caressing your body.

„This is probably the craziest thing I’ve ever done,“ he admittedlater when you were both dressing up. „How much is for the massage?“

„You’ve already paid enough, don’t you think? But if youwant to, you can come tomorrow and we can finish it, your neck didn’t get asmuch care as it would have deserved yet. What do you say?“ you bit your bottomlip.

„I love this idea,“ he pecked you on the lips and squeezedyout butt slightly before he stepped out of the room leaving you very impatientand looking forward to tomorrow.

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Here you go, hope you liked it♥