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norris-lando · 8 months
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is it cool that i said all that? / social media au
max verstappen x singer!reader x charles leclerc
summary: after your breakup with max, you find yourself falling for a different driver
faceclaim: sabrina carpenter
author's note:
part 1 · part 2
Sent via submission from Deuxmoi
Pseudonyms, please: anon
Subject: singer Y/n Y/l/n
Message: Hey, I saw on instagram people speculating about Y/n getting cozy with a certain F1 driver and I can confirm this! I was out having dinner with friends during Miami GP weekend and I saw Y/n with Charles Leclerc and some other drivers having dinner as well. (No Max in sight, though as expected after the breakup rumours, I guess..?) But anyway, Y/n was definitely getting cozy with Charles! I didn't manage to get any pics, though cause they were so far away but it was definitely them!
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yn.insta: New York, ✨ New Me ✨
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user17: slaaayyy SLAAAYYYYY
user2: max probably crying in some corner after seeing this
ybff.insta: new york, ✨ new man ✨
yn.insta: 🤷🏼‍♀️
user1: what on earth is going on in the house of commons
user5: is that confirmation that mother was snatched by another vroom vroom guy
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charles_leclerc: Back home.🤍
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user3: pic credits to @/yn.insta ???
user4: yn's in nyc y'all are on some next level bs i swear
user3: let me be delulu in peace thank you
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yn.insta posted a story!
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maxverstappen1: Good to be back!
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user1: i love how max is so unbothered with everything that's going on lmao
user17: great seeing you back on the track!
user2: is it bad i still miss max and y/n together
user5: yes, it is
user8: max really out here saying idgaf you do you
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norris-lando · 8 months
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it's time to go / social media au
max verstappen x singer!reader
summary: in which rumors spread about max cheating on you but thankfully, there's a knight in a shining red armor waiting for you
faceclaim: sabrina carpenter
author's note: this is my first time doing a social media au, so please go easy on me 😭 nevertheless, i hope you guys enjoy! also, i'm going to doing more parts to this :)
part 1 · part 2
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f1updates: Max Verstappen and singer-songwriter Y/N Y/L/N have called it quits after almost 2 years of dating. Sources close to the couple have commented the breakup saying, 'apparently there was some sort of infidelity involved.' The couple have yet to confirm these rumours, but what do you guys think? Check the link in our bio for more information regarding the situation.
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user1: noooo mom and dad 😭
user2: i'm denial, ain't no way one of them cheated wtf
user3: say sike right now ☺️
user4: it's okay guys mom and dad are just being silly 🥰🥰🥰 it's fine 🥰🥰
user5: i mean if the cheating thing is true, i'm sure we all know who cheated on who
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y/n.insta: how long will it be cute, all this crying in my room 🎼
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user1: mother noooo 😭
user2: it's okay max ☺️ i just wanna talk ☺️🔪
user3: i didn't wanna believe it but looks like the streets were right this time 😪
user4: i'm so lost, what happened??
user3: apparently m*x cheated on y/n
user4: wtf nooo they were my endgame 😭
user5: charles what are you doing here
user3: lmaoo chill they're friends
user6: it's okay bby i can go vroom vroom in circles too and i promise i won't cheat
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y/n.insta: they say write about what you know so i wrote about heartbreak. it's time to go out now on all streaming platforms!
btw, had a BLAST in LA this last weekend. thank you so much for all the support, i love you guys 💖 next stop ➡️ miami
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user1: can't wait to see you in miami!! ♥️
user3: 15 years 😭 15 million tears 😭 begging till my knees bled 😭 i gave it my all 😭 he gave me nothing 😭 at 😭 all 😭 tHEN WONDERED WHY I LEFT 😭
user2: @/maxverstappen1 been awfully quiet since the queen dropped it's time to go 🤔
user1: not the tag lmaoooo 🤣
user6: okay can we pls talk about the fact that cHARLES is back in y/n's likes???
user5: i admire to be this delulu
user8: still feels so weird not the see max in the likes and comments
user11: i know right?? we get it, it was a good joke hahaha i'm laughing now pls can we stop this
user9: i think you dropped this 👑
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maxverstappen1: Simply... Lovely. What a great weekend again 🏆 Miami, thank you!
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user19: it's time to go to apologize to y/n now ☺️🔪
user5: so proud of you, great job again!!
user17: imagine being in miami at the same time as the girl you CHEATED ON
user2: facts, i feel so bad for y/n cause i remember seeing a video of her saying she scheduled a show in miami at the same as the gp so her and max could spend some time together
user3: lmao at least Charles had a fun night at y/n's concert last night
user17: what?? how do you know that???
user3: he posted on instagram last night that he was there!!
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charles_leclerc: Good day yesterday, on and off track. Thank you, Miami! And special thank you to @/yn.insta for having me at the show ♥️ It was phenomenal and can't wait to see you again soon.
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yn.insta: Thank you so much for coming! I'm glad you had a good time ♥️ Can't wait to see you soon!
user6: the red hearts!!! and y'all called me delulu
user8: okay but the hearts don't necessarily mean anything?? i mean y/n just got out of a relationship
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norris-lando · 8 months
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dress
Max Verstappen x Reader, Charles Leclerc x Reader
inspired by the song Dress - Taylor Swift
warnings: nsfw, cheating, smut, mentions of alcohol, slight angst, mentions of a toxic relationship
author’s note: This has been sitting in my drafts for forever and cause I'm having the worst writer's block I'm posting this now. I hope you enjoy!
word count: 2.1k
our secret moments in a crowded room, they got no idea about me and you
You and Max had been together for a few years at this point. Things had been rocky from the start every now and then but that was life, right? Or so you thought. You loved each other and there was no way you would ever breakup or hurt each other intentionally.
Yes, a part of you was more than intrigued to see what a relationship with one of Max's colleagues would feel like. Hell, even just a one night stand with Charles Leclerc would be enough for you, as well as Charles.
Ever since that one fateful summer you spent with Max in Monaco, you and Charles felt something between the two of you shift. Leading to this.
The race weekend had just come to an end. The party was loud and everyone was there. People were drinking and having fun. Max had won and Christian Horner was making a toast on behalf of Max and the rest of the team at Redbull. You were sat down at the one the tables, eyeing the champagne glass in front of you. You should be feeling happy for your boyfriend but something made your head spin. You couldn't focus on Horner's words. You looked around the room as you felt your dark blue silk dress tighten around your figure. It was almost like the room was spinning.
Charles couldn't keep his eyes of off you. He knew his thoughts were wrong. You were spoken for. You were in love with Max. But he couldn't help his unorthodox thoughts crossing his mind. And the dress... The dress was something else. It looked perfect on you but he couldn't help but wonder how it would look on his hotel room floor.
It was hot and you couldn't help but feel like suffocating in this moment. You scanned the room and locked eyes with Charles. He had a slight smirk on his face but seeing you in your current state, his smirk fast turned to a look of worry. You held his gaze for a moment, smiled, almost as if letting him know, ‘I’m okay, don’t you worry about me.’ You turned your attention back to Max who was sitting next to you. Max rested his hand on your thigh, startling you from your own daydreams.
"Excuse me, I need to use the restroom," you whispered in Max's ear all while you could see from the corner of your eye how Charles still held his gaze. Max was still focused on the celebration and didn't really hear you. His hand slid off your thigh as you got up and walked away from the room.
all of this silence and patience, pining and anticipation, my hands are shaking from holding back from you all of this silence and patience, pining and desperately waiting, my hands are shaking from all this
Charles caught up with you before you could enter the restroom. This wasn't the first time the two of you had put yourselves in a situation like this which had you questioning your choices but you sure were hoping this was all just a dream. Last thing you wanted was to cause a scene right here right now.
"y/n, is everything okay?" he asked as he grabbed your hand. Your knees were shaking and you were sure they would buckle from under you any second. You turned around and couldn't dare to look the gorgeous man in front of you. Eyes shifting back and forth, you tried to peek around to make sure no one was in earshot of your conversation.
"What are you doing here?" you almost yelled at Charles. A part of you was angry, you couldn't let this happen but you also couldn't help yourself. It was no secret to either of you, how you felt about each other behind closed doors. You sometimes wondered if the two of you almost forced these moments upon yourselves. Where it was just you and him. Where it was like the rest of the world didn't even matter.
Charles sighed, "I wanted to make sure you were okay," he said, still not letting go of you. He knew about the trouble in your and Max’s relationship but didn’t want to overstep his boundaries. Charles’ hand was hot and you were scared it was going to leave a mark on your body. "You looked sort of miserable back there," he continued and you could swear you saw a flash of a mischievous smirk behind the concern.
"We can't be here together, what if someone sees?" Worry filled your mind, "what if Max comes looking for me." Your last sentence being more of a statement than a question though both of you knew that Max was too focused on celebration right now to notice if you were missing for longer than usual.
You hadn't noticed in your current state but Charles had pushed the two of you into the bathroom and locked the door behind him. You only realised after your brain registered the clicking sound of the lock.
say my name and everything just stops, i don't want you like a bestfriend, only bought this dress so you could take it off
"No one's gonna hear us and no one's gonna come looking for us," Charles whispered in your ear as he closed the distance between the two of you.
Goosebumps rose all the way around your body and there was a tingling sensation in the pit of your stomach. You could feel your panties getting wetter by the second and it was getting harder and harder for you to hold back from giving in to this newfound sensation. You hated admitting it even to yourself but Max hadn't made you feel this way in a long time, if ever.
"Just say the word and I'll give you what you really want." A quiet moan escaped your lips as you heard Charles say those words. His hands were moving up and down your body. It felt like a fever dream. You couldn't explain it. The truth was, there was only person on your mind the second you picked out this dress from your wardrobe for tonights event. And it wasn't Max.
You wrapped your arms around Charles' neck as your lips collided in a passionate kiss. It was hot and alluring and exciting. It was everything you'd dreamed of and more. It was everything you remembered it was. But all the while you were kissing Charles, there was a nagging in the back of your head. You knew this was wrong but—
Your thought trail got interrupted when you felt Charles' hand travel up your thigh. The same thigh Max's hand had rested not too long ago. It made the whole situation seem somehow even sexier.
Charles' fingers trailed around your pussy as you begged. "Please I want you so bad," you managed to breathe out. You could feel how a grin grew on his lips when he heard your words.
Charles lifted you up on the bathroom counter top, moving your dress out of the way. Your hands made their way to his pants and his belt buckle all the while the two of you shared passionate kisses.
There was a sudden stop to your movements when you heard noises coming from hallway leading to the bathrooms. You almost feared what was to come when you saw a smirk appear on Charles' face. He put his hand over your mouth, while his other hand made its way to your pussy, fingers going in one at the time before he curled them inside you. You were left to forcefully swallow the sounds that were about to come out.
"You're such a good girl," Charles whispered in your ear, hand still tight keeping your lips shut. Nevertheless you couldn't help yourself as a quiet, long moan came out. Muffled thankfully but you still prayed everyone would be just as clueless as before as to what was going on.
With Charles' fingers still deep inside you, working wonders, you were closing in on climax. Somehow the man responsible for must have realised this as he shook his head at you. "No, no, no. Not yet, baby," he said taking off his pants and boxers, something that you were interrupted from completing before.
Charles took his dick in his hands, keeping one still on your mouth, loosening his grip however as he started to guide his cock to your entrance. Both of you groaned at the pleasure at hand. The way you made each other feel was something many didn’t experience in a lifetime. At least that’s how you saw it. Maybe it had something to do with the secrecy but you were sure it was more than that. It had to be.
Slow and steady, Charles moved his hips back and forth. You were tangled in each other and any fears you had of someone walking in were long gone now. Mind blank, only thing you focus on was the euphoria you were experiencing. A part of you wanted to scream, ‘let them walk through the door if they dare, let them see what this man is doing to me and let them see how good he is making me feel.’
Your nails were digging in Charles’ back, his movements became faster, sloppier each time he hit your sweet spot and the two of you were panting at this point.
“I’m so close,” you breathed through in his ear and you could feel Charles nod his head in agreeance. After that, it didn’t take long until you felt his cum shoot in you. Warmth filled your body all over as you stayed there, holding each other for a few moments. Both of you needed the time to restabilise after the actions you had just performed.
However, the moment came to end too soon but you had no other choice. “I should probably go first, you wait a few minutes, okay?” There was an apologizing prospect to your words and Charles could hear it. He knew the reality all too well, just like you but you still felt guilty. More towards to the man in front of you than the man waiting for you.
inescapable, i'm not even gonna try, and if i get burned, at least we were electrified
You walked back to the ceremony, your pussy still filled with Charles' cum. Cheeks flustered, you did your best to touch up your hair and makeup to make what had happened that much less likely for anyone to realise.
You sat down next to Max just as Charles came around the corner, scanning the room for his seat but catching a glimpse of you in the process. And there it was again, that same devilish smirk you had just stared at in the bathroom. Something in it just made you feel weak in the knees.
"What took you so long," Max questioned, anger in his tone. You straightened your dress, took his hand and kissed his cheek. Anything you could do to try to keep his mind preoccupied from interrogating you. The last thing this night would need is Max making a big deal about what had just happened. Even though you knew deep down, he had every right to make a big deal if he ever found out.
"I'm sorry, I—" you started but didn't know how to finish. Good thing someone walked over to congratulate Max and saved you from the awkward moment. As you were busy thanking your lucky stars, you could feel Charles’ eyes burn a whole in the back of your head. You looked over his way again but made to sure keep it quick.
It was getting late. You and Max made your way into your hotel room and in all honesty, you couldn’t wait to get out of your dress and heels. The second the door closed, you kicked your shoes off and begin to unzip your dress.
“I’m gonna take a shower,” you said matter-of-factly to Max who seemed to be more interested in whatever was on his phone’s screen than what you were trying to say to him. He did mumble something, however, to express he heard you but continued straight to the bed that was located in a another room.
A sigh escaped your lips as you put your purse down. You heard a beep and took out your phone. It was a text. From Charles. You made sure Max was still far enough away, just in case so that he wouldn’t see whatever it was the man who satisfied you earlier today had to say.
I had fun today, we should do it again soon, Charles. The text stared at you, forcing the tingling sensation back into the pit of your stomach. A small smile appeared on your lips as you set your phone back in your purse and made your way to the bathroom. You were not sure what was going to happen next but whatever it was, you couldn’t wait to find out.
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norris-lando · 8 months
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take the words for what they are
Daniel Ricciardo x reader, Max Verstappen x reader
inspired by Illicit Affairs by Taylor Swift
warnings: cheating, angst, implications of smut
author's note: i might do a part two to this one, i'm not sure. but please let me know your thoughts! i hope you enjoy :)
word count: 3k
part two to this fic can be found here
make sure nobody sees you leave
hood over your head keep your eyes down
tell your friends you're out for a run
you'll be flushed when you return
"Y/n, where are you going?" Lily asked as she was watching you put on your sneakers.
"Oh, I'm just-" Shit. You weren't good at lying and the invisible clock was ticking down loudly in your ears. You had to come up with something soon before you were busted for being untruthful.
"I'm just gonna run to the store quick, I just realised I don't have any-" You took a moment to look around. What would be something that you so urgently needed. "I don't have any coffee," you hurried to answer even though you knew full well how stupid it sounded. "You know how I get if I don't get my morning coffee. Do you need anything?"
Lily shook her head as an answer but gave you wondering look almost like she didn't believe a word you just said. However, she soon disappeared behind the corner into the living room and began to set the movie you had planned to watch with your friends.
Alex walked past you with a bowl of popcorn in one hand and a bottle of Coca-Cola in another. "Just don't take too long this time or we'll start watching without you," he joked referring to the last time you had a movie night which abruptly came to end before it even started when you left to sneak behind your boyfriends back to see Max.
You couldn't find any words to answer Alex so you just ended up chuckling quietly before you left. You pulled your phone out to text Max that you were on your way but that you had to hurry so that your friends wouldn't get suspicious.
take the road less traveled by
tell yourself you can always stop
what started in beautiful rooms
ends with meetings in parking lots
The street was quiet and the evening was growing darker by the minute. It was getting cold and you were wondering if you should have put more clothes on.
You didn't like sneaking behind Daniel's back. In fact, you hated it but there was something exciting about the secrecy you and Max were forced to share. A glimpse here, a quick brush of contact there. Those little moments always gave you butterflies in a way Daniel hadn't given you for so long.
You pushed your hands deep down in to your coat pockets in the hopes of getting to warm up a little. It didn't help though, so seeing Max's car already parked at your usual meeting spot as you made your way around the corner made you feel thankful. In your current state even a moment of warmth was all you could ask for.
The door creaked open. Max had reached from the driver seat to open it for you before you had the chance to grab the handle yourself. Those little things always made you smile.
"Hey," you said as you got in and leaned in to give Max a kiss. You could feel the smirk on his face as your lips interlocked. Neither of you ever wanting to waste the time as it usually was always only few stolen minutes here and there you two got to share together in private.
And even after those moments were over, you always told yourself you could stop at any given time. You never did though. Something about Max always pulled you to him. It was like an invisible string.
Sometimes you thought back to the time it all first started. You went over that night again and again. And you were always left wondering how something that had at the start been so beautiful could end up becoming this. This something that was so forbidden and wrongful.
You were torn with the idea of being with Daniel, the man you had been with for so long already. The man you knew loved you and wanted to share a life with you. But what you had with Max... Illicit, yes but so exhilarating at the same time. It was like a breathe of fresh air in your lungs each time you inhaled.
Time seemed to move slower each time you were with Max. It was like you were in your own world where it was just the two of you. And you enjoyed every minute of it.
Lost in your thoughts, you couldn't hear what Max had asked you.
"Y/n? Everything okay?" He sounded worried. You nodded your head quickly, to show him that everything was, in fact, okay before collecting your thoughts.
"Yeah," you wondered what you wanted to say, "I was just thinking." You turned your head to look out the window and felt Max's hand creep up on your thigh.
Out of the corner of your eye you could make out Max's facial features. His strong jaw, his piercing blue eyes, his brown hair and his few day old stubble. Those were all the things that made him attractive in your mind - those were all the things that you found better in him.
Max sighed. He could tell something heavy was on your mind. He didn't like seeing you like this. To him times like this, when you were lost in thought, contemplating between right and wrong, were useless and stupid. If you really were so uncertain of your actions, what were you even doing here? You should just go back to your boyfriend instead of waste his time. He never said those words out loud but he thought about them more than he cared to admit.
"I'm sorry, Max-" You picked up on the shift in his behaviour. It wasn't hard. Max wasn't one to really hide the way he really felt. "I'm sorry, I just can't help thinking about us. This whole thing. What we're doing, are we stupid?" The words came rushing out and you couldn't stop yourself.
Scoffing, Max shook his head. "You're overthinking this," he said. His voice was laced with venomous intent. Something you hadn't heard from him before. "If you wanna be with Daniel, then go fucking be with him. I'm not stopping you!" Taken aback by his words, you furrowed brows. "But whatever you decide, stop wasting my time."
The two of you sat in silence for a few seconds. Max was staring straight ahead, knuckles white as his grip on the steering wheel tightened. You tried to keep your composure, not wanting to break down in front of Max. But since it was getting harder to do after every passing second, you decided it was for the best if you just left.
Without saying a word, you opened the door and got out of the car, slamming it close behind you. You could hear Max scream something after you but you didn't pay any attention to it. You were done listening to his lies, playing along his tune. This was it, you decided.
On your walk back, you could feel tears start to pour down your cheeks. You stopped for a moment, resting your back against the cold tile wall. There was an ache in your chest - they kind that you might get when your heart breaks.
You knew this was for the better. It was better to end it all before things got messy. With the lifestyle you and Max and Daniel led, it was a surprise no one had yet spotted you and Max on your secret rendezvous. After all, it wasn't unusual for someone to be hiding behind a corner, hoping to catch a glimpse of one the drivers or their family. Add there a scandalous act and it was a shit storm waiting to pour down on everyone involved.
Still, as you tried your best to convince yourself this was what was right, you still couldn't ignore the ache that now seemed to have found a permanent residence deep in your chest. What you and Max shared, even with all the imperfections, was something beautiful that had now suffered the untimely demise.
Truth was, you were willing to leave Daniel. You were ready to walk out on him and the life you two shared, and you had told Max that. But he had told you it wasn't a good idea, at least not yet - if ever.
And every day since, you had grown tired of waiting. You still loved Daniel and hated to see him hurting. The thought of Daniel finding out about you and Max was eating you alive every day.
That's how you found yourself in this situation. Walking back to your friends who were waiting for you, unaware of where you had been and who with. Unsure of what the future was going to look like but certain that Max was not going to be a part of it - at least not in the way you had hoped.
It pained you to throw your relationship with Max down the drain, act like nothing had ever happened. But life wasn't always easy, you knew that. Sometimes the right thing to do was walk away. You just weren't certain if you had walked away from the right person.
leave the perfurm on the shelf
that you picked out just for him
so you leave no trace behind
like you don't even exist
The grid had made plans to go out for a dinner. Everyone was coming. Including Max.
"We're gonna be late soon," Daniel called out to you as you were in the bathroom staring at the shelf full of perfumes, wondering which one to use.
You glanced at the shelf. Almost choosing one before deciding against it, knowing full well it was one of Max's favorite perfumes on you. And tonight, you wanted no reminder of him ever even looking your way.
"I'm coming, I'm coming," you yelled back and rushed down the stairs to see Daniel waiting for you. His eyes went up and down as he look at your stunning figure. You were wearing a thigh high dress that hugged your figure perfectly. Your hair was in a high ponytail and you had opted to wear a beautiful, gold necklace that Daniel had gifted you for your anniversary.
A presumptuous smile grew on his lips. "You know on second thought," he began, "maybe they don't mind if we're a little late," he said as he wrapped his arms around your body, burying his face in the crook of your neck. Shivers went down your spine as you felt Daniel's breathe on your skin.
You gave him a playful slap on his shoulder as you urged him that the two of you really should get going.
It had been a few weeks since you had last seen Max. You hadn't been able to join Daniel in the grid, thanks to your busy work schedule. It wasn't anything unusual and you were thankful for it - no one had questioned your absence or thought of it as something abnormal. And those few weeks away from the hassle of the races had given you much needed time to think.
But with the traditional dinner each time before summer break official started and everyone got on with their own plans, you knew you couldn't avoid facing Max.
You and Daniel soon arrived at the restaurant. It took you a moment to gather up courage to get out of the car but Daniel didn't seem to notice your nervous appearance. You were thankful for his blissful unawareness - it wasn't like you could really give him a satisfying explanation for your sudden agitation anyway.
The two of you made your way inside, hand in hand and your nervousness faded slowly. Daniel placed a small kiss on the top of your head right before you spotted the table full of your friends and Daniel's colleagues.
Lando was the first to spot the two of you, getting up from his seat. He made his way to you, giving you a hug, saying how much he had missed you and wished you had been at the races.
"I know, I'm sorry. I was busy with work but I watched the replays from each race." You did your best to offer him a sort of explanation, not necessarily needing to. Lando knew what your schedule was like. He was, after all, the reason you and Daniel even started dating in the first. Lando having been your best friend for a long time before he started his F1 career, you two knowing each other from early childhood and staying close ever since.
Lando shuffled back to table, hurrying you two along the way. There was an excitement in his step. Lando had been kind enough to save you and Daniel seats next to him, with you unfortunately having to sit right across from Max.
If looks could kill, you thought to yourself as Max threw daggers your way with his eyes. You tried your best to avoid his gaze, hoping no one else noticed what was going on. The last thing you wanted was your dirty laundry to be aired in front of everyone.
Thankfully, the first moments of dinner you were busy listening to Lando and Daniel tell you about everything that had happened during your absence. Maybe you could survive this after all.
take the words for what they are
a dwindling, mercurial high
a drug that only worked
the first few hundred times
As the night went on, the topics of conversations changed. And at some point it became harder and harder for you to engage in them. There was a sort of pull in your mind towards something else. The words around the restaurant becoming more distant with each letter.
Max's words echoed around your mind. You kept slipping, thinking back when the time you spent with Max was something you looked forward to. When his words were sweet like honey. When the stolen glances were filled with love.
Max was your drug. He brought you such a high, it was like a fever dream. It was something you never wanted to let go. The times you spent with him were like a fairytale.
But then it all came crashing down. Now it all felt so much worse. The highs were high but the lows were so much more lower. The man you once believed to be your long lost soulmate turned out to be just a twinflame, leaving you broken and bruised.
and you wanna scream
don't call me 'kid'
don't call me 'baby'
look at this godforsaken mess
that you made me
you showed me colors
you know i can't see with anyone else
You heard someone call your name, the voice sending shivers down your spine - and not the good kind. You turned around. Max was standing there, staring at you but not saying another word. Hadn't you heard him come after you? Had Daniel paid enough attention to put two and two together? Did he even see Max run after you as you had excused yourself to use the bathroom?
"What do you want, Max? You shouldn't even be here, someone could see us." Your voice was barely above a whisper. You sounded nervous.
Max's mischievous laugh bounced off the walls. He didn't care if someone saw the two of you. Hell, he was almost hoping for someone to catch you there. That would bring a fun end to the evening.
You, on the other hand, wanted to scream. You couldn't believe how Max could act like this. It was infuriating. He was like a child who didn't get what he wanted and now he was taking it out on you and anyone else who dared cross his path of revenge.
"Are you really gonna spend the whole night pretending you're happy and in love with him? Come on, y/n, you're not fooling anyone," Max said as he took a couple of steps closer to you. There was still a gap between your bodies but it was growing smaller with every passing second.
Max tried to reach for your hand but you managed to move away from him just before your bodies had time to touch. "Baby, please-" There was a plea in his voice. Oh, how you had missed him and hearing him call you that. You wanted to jump back into his arms, give in to him and become his. But you didn't.
"No!" Your voice was louder than you had expected it to be, startling both you and Max. "No, you don't get to call me that anymore. You don't get to call me baby or lover or anything like that. Not anymore. Not after you-"
Suddenly you didn't know what to say anymore. Your mind went blank as the two of you stood in the foyer. Pictures flashing in your mind, painting first the story of you and Daniel, then of you and Max.
The moment felt dense. You didn't know what you were doing there or why you even were there. Max had made a mess of you, he had turned you into something you couldn't recognize.
You felt angry. At yourself. At Max. At life. In a blink of an eye, the man who was standing in front of you, had helped you see a different side to life. He had given you the promise of something more only to take it away as soon as you had started to feel comfortable.
Max knew full well what he was doing when he made the first move on you all those months ago. He did it anyway. He didn't care if it ruined you. He wanted something, he took it.
Time stood still. You and Max stared at each other for a few moments longer before you took a deep breathe and walked away from him.
don't call me 'kid'
don't call me 'baby'
look at this idiotic fool that you made me
you taught me a secret language
i can't speak with anyone else
and you know damn well
for you, i would ruin myself
a million little times
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norris-lando · 8 months
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for you, i would ruin myself
Daniel Ricciardo x reader, Max Verstappen x reader
warnings: implications of smut, cheating, masturbation, angst, fighting
author's note: i finally had the time to finish this part 2, yayy. i had a hard time figuring out how to end this but i'm happy with how this turned out. as always, i hope you guys enjoy and please, let me know your thoughts :)
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this is a part two to this fic here
There was a burning sensation all around your body fueled by the anger you felt for Max. How could he do that? Be like that? Act like the whole world revolved around him? He was infuriating. But you couldn't push him out of your mind, no matter how hard you tried.
He had you under a spell. He made you feel seen in a way Daniel had never, in a way Daniel could never. And although it wasn't Daniel's fault, the thought slowly pushed an invisible wedge between the two of you. It was only a matter of time before Daniel figured out something was seriously wrong.
It had been weeks since the grid dinner. You hadn't seen or heard from Max since and there was an emptiness inside you.
A part of was happy-ish that Max was in the past. You could finally focus on your relationship with Daniel. But at the same time you were missing Max and the person you were around him.
Max brought out a different side of you - one you could not show around anyone else. You hated the fact that he had such a tight grip on you but at the same time you felt excited. It was like you were living a secret life.
You were alone at home and bored out of your mind. All of your friends were busy with something unintresting to you and you were burning with the need to do something.
You picked up your phone from your bedside table. Stared at it for a good few minutes. Debating.
You and Max were like fire and water. Day and night. Heaven and hell. The perfect example of opposites attract.
Max was carefree, go with the flow type of guy. He didn't care if someone found about your little secret. He'd deal with it if it ever got to it.
You on the other hand were nervous wreck. The thought of someone, anyone, founding out almost driving you crazy. So why on Earth did you find yourself dialing Max's number as you lay on the empty bed at home alone.
Ring. Please don't pickup.
Ring. Please, just hang up.
Ring. Please, whatever you do, just don't—
"Hello?"
The familiar voice took you by surprise. As if someone else had taken over your body, dialed Max and now you were left to deal with the concequences.
"Y/n, is everything okay?"
Oh, no. No, no, no. This isn't happenning. Surely you were just imagining it. You hadn't really just called Max of all people.
Cold sweat washed over you and there was an audible gulp on your end of the line.
You didn't know what to say and, to be fair, you didn't have to say anything. Max knew why you called. He knew exactly what you wanted. And he was willing to give it to you.
"Are you alone?"
The question made you feel sick. He wasn't stupid — Max knew you were alone but he wanted to hear you say it. That way he could take the control of the situation, of you.
"Y/n, I asked you a question."
Another gulp. Louder this time as you tried to form a coherent sentence.
"Yes." Point blank, it was all you could say.
Max laughed smugly on the other end, "do you want me to come over and..."
His voice went quiet and you could feel your core warm up at the thought of Max. The way his hands roam around your body as he leaves wet kisses on your neck. How his pulsating erection feels when it presses against you.
"Yes."
It didn't take long after that before the phone call ended. You were panting alone on the bed you were laying on, panties already dripping wet and Max hadn't even yet arrived.
You couldn't take it any longer as anticipation took a hold of you. Slowly, you pushed your hand down your stomach until you could feel your fingers touching the lacy fabric under your sweatpants.
You moved your fingers gently on your clit, going in circles. A quiet moan escaping your lips.
Click.
The sound of a key turning and the lock to your front door opening sent shivers down your spine. Max didn't have a spare key so who was it that had just made their way into your home. And then it hit you.
You had assumed Daniel would be away longer, though now the thought seemed stupid. He did just say he was going to the store.
You panicked and searched for your phone. Everything felt like a haze but nothing irreversible hadn't happened yet. You thanked your lucky stars, escaping a drama filled day yet again by mere minutes.
Quickly, you dialed Max's phone number but came to a sudden stop when you heard two voices, instead of just one, echoing downstairs. You listened carefully and froze when you realised it would be too late now to be calling Max. He was already here and he was with your boyfriend.
Thought after thought, you racked your brain for answers. What had Max said to Daniel when he questioned why he was here? Did Daniel suspect something was off? You had been acting differently recently and it hadn't gone unnoticed by Daniel. You had been able to play it cool, brushing off Daniel's accusations regarding your behavior.
But this was different. The man causing your change of heart was standing in your living room with the man you supposedly loved more than anything. What were you supposed to do in this situation? Act like you had no idea why Max was here? Come up with a lie so obvious a five year old could tell you were being dishonest? None of your options were optimal but you just couldn't lock yourself in the bedroom.
It wasn't anything unusual in your household that Max came over. He often came to visit, usually to hang out with Daniel but the three of you were all friends first before your friendship with Max turned into something more. With the shift in dynamics, you and Max had spent less time with Daniel around and it was a treacherous road to go down now.
Step by step, you walked down the stairs and into the living room. Max was the first one of the two men to spot you. A grin spreading on his face and you knew the second you saw his face that this was not going to be easy.
"Hey, y/n," he said and Daniel turned his head to look at you.
You offered only a small wave as a response, not trusting yourself to speak yet.
Daniel walked over to you, his hand sneaking around your waist as he gave you a quick hug and a peck on the cheek. "Hey, babe," he said with a wide smile.
"I didn't know you asked Max to come over?" It was more of a statement than an inquiry but the way the words left Daniel's mouth it sounded like it ended in a question mark.
"Oh, yeah, I-" Your gaze shifted over to Max as you were silently begging for his help. It was like you were screaming, say something and save me from this nightmare.
Max, however, only held a fake puzzled look on his face. As if he was just as oblivious to why you had asked him there in the first. He had no interest in assisting you right now. He just enjoyed to see you squirm as you tried to come up with a good enough reason.
The silence was loud enough to pierce your ears and you wanted the ground beneath you to swallow you whole. It was the only way to avoid this very, very awkward situation.
Suddenly you were pulled back to the moments when you knew Max wasn't a good guy. When you first realised he wasn't thinking about anyone else but himself.
The sight of Daniel making you question if you should just tell the truth. To tell Daniel the real reason why Max was in your living room. But he didn't deserve to go through that kind of pain, not this way. To hear that the man who was once not only his teammate but also his friend, had come in between him and the woman he loved more than anything. That would have to happen in private - in a situation where it was just the two of you.
You didn't want to be the one who told Daniel, though. You didn't want to put yourself in that situation. And maybe it was selfish but it was easier to live in a lie. Especially when there was still a part of you that hoped and prayed that Max would change. You wanted him to be the kind, sweet, man you knew he could be. The one he was when he had first charmed you.
By some miracle, the topic of conversation, the reason why Max was here, was soon forgotten when Daniel's phone started ringing.
He fished it out of his pockets, glancing at the screen. "Sorry, I gotta go take care of this." He gave you an apologetic look.
You felt a wave of relief wash over you as you watched Daniel rush out of the door, yelling his goodbyes on his way out.
And with that, you were left alone with Max. It was what you had wanted just a few moments before but now the thought was repulsive and making your head spin.
It felt like you were going in circles. You weren't able to make up your mind. One day you wanted Max, the other you wanted Daniel. It felt horrible and you didn't know what to do.
"What are we doing Max," you asked suddenly. The same question you had asked him just a few months ago. Back then it led to you walking away from him, questioning if it was the right thing.
You thought back to that time when you were sitting in Max's car. Back to when he told you to 'stop wasting his time.' Were you doing it again?
Max scoffed. It was his go-to move whenever you questioned your relationship, situationship, whatever it was that the two of you shared.
"Not this again," he said and soon continued, "I didn't come here to listen you whine and worry." There was a mocking tone to his words, something you had grown accustomed to during your time of knowing Max.
All this time you had spent in secrecy with Max had left you at times feeling like you knew him well. Like every corner was swept clean of all the information they could provide. If there was an encyclopedia for Max, you were it. Every last bit of information had been etched into your brain.
But there were also times when you weren't sure who he was at all. It was like he changed into a different person depending on how he was feeling and how you were behaving. If you were compliant enough, he was the kindest man ever - making you feel loved and special. But if you dared to cross him, he was the polar opposite. He'd yell at you and make you feel worthless. Like you were nothing but an imposition to him.
"Damn it, Max," you screamed, "don't act like I'm in this all alone! You are just as involved as I am."
The sudden outburst of emotions took both of you by surprise - Max cause he had never seen you like this and you because you had never dared to actually confront him.
"It's like I've told you before - I was ready to walk away from all of this," you said as you gestured the house that you were in, filled with all the memories of you and Daniel and the life you shared. "I was ready to leave all this behind, to be with you, to deal with the shitstorm that would inevitably follow me where ever I'd go next."
You had unintentionally closed the gap that was the only thing keeping you and Max apart until now. You were standing so close to him now, you could practically feel the warmth radiating off of his body. You were close enough to leap into his arms, if only he was willing to embrace you in them.
"I was ready to love you and be with you and live a life with you cause I-"
Silence filled the space.
"I already am in love with you."
It was a staring contest now. Max's blue eyes pierced into yours and you could almost feel him search for answers in your brain. Like he was rummaging around, trying to decipher a code only he could decode.
What happened next was a blur. It took you a while to register it but Max had crashed his lips into yours. His hands cupping your face, holding tightly like he didn't want to ever let go. Like you were the air that he desperately needed to breathe.
You relaxed into the feeling. Your lips dancing together in a perfect harmony. And suddenly everything was clear - Max was the one you had always been meant to be with. It just took you this long to figure it out.
The two of you were in your own world. Everything else around you just disappeared as you held onto each other.
A voice pulled you back. It was Daniel.
"Y/n, what the hell's going on?"
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