saw someone call msa a dead fandom and had to step back for a moment HAHA soo uhh incoherent ramble time

do. does anyone here with hyperfixations/special interests/just a general obsession with a limited media get nervous about it ending and stuff? because even if ive only known msa for less than a year its pretty much become an annoyingly big part of my personality and stuff. and it feels like my obsession is on a timer. i gotta enjoy msa to the fullest before everyone drops it or something like that yknow? and its happened to me with other media, where its all i talk about and then i slowly grow out of it. but i dont really wanna grow out of msa, get me? because its SOOOO GOOD and it makes me SO HAPPY and i joke about being Normal about it but im sure its contributed to my mental health in a positive way too. whenever i grew out of other interests the process wasnt really painful, it happened before i knew it and i was content either way. but the idea of msa just. dying out makes me very nervous ngl HAHA and i wont go on about that but hopefully it wont be like that. besides, i take pride in this small fandom HAHA it feels nice being able to recognize tons of artists and just anyone who posts on here almost immediately, compared to other ginormous fandoms. anyways im gonna go draw like a bajillion more msa sketches lol