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seventh-district · 1 year

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i am trying my hardest to finish the final edits on this next chapter of Everything Stays so i can finally post the thing but i may have to level with myself and accept the fact that i won’t really be able to get any work done until i get these test results back 🙃

#Seven.txt #i hate waiting for important phone calls i hate it SO MUCH i hate it i hate it aaaaaaa #especially when i’m given the vague estimate of 1-3 days #like. okay. great. good to know i will be able to focus on absolutely nothing for the next 1-3 days #i’m one of those people that can’t get shit done when i know there’s a Big Important Thing that’s gonna happen soon #i just go into standby anxious waiting mode until the Big Important Thing finally happens #it’s a terrible way to be 0/10 i don’t recommend it #i could be doing so many things but. i’m sitting here sick to my stomach over a phone call #i love being socially anxious and mentally ill !!!#i literally needed something to do with all my nervous energy so badly today that i cleaned my whole kitchen #now i’m still nervous and my back hurts but. clean kitchen!#i will be so glad when i get these test results so i can (hopefully) finally return to the things i’m passionate about #without this lingering fear of worsening health issues haunting my every thought #i don’t want to be waiting on a phone call i WANT to go sicko mode on all these writing ideas i have stewing in my brain #the silver lining is that all of this waiting has reminded me of one of my favorite songs #so go listen to Jerusalem by Dan Bern if u also hate waiting for important phone calls #or if- like me- u also just really like olives #(that will not make any sense if you don’t go listen to the song lmao)

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