#with them anymore. I hope not. I wish us all a happier and healthier evolution
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god sometimes family is really hard.
#I tried to add poetic tags to this but it never came out right#there’s no poetry in it for me yet#it’s just hard. it just is#no details make it clearer or more poignant#it’s just hard. that’s okay. right now I choose to walk with it.#maybe in a few years it’ll be better. maybe in a few years it’ll be worse. maybe in a few years the unforgivable happens and I don’t try#with them anymore. I hope not. I wish us all a happier and healthier evolution#but I can’t control them and I can only protect myself by not replying and setting boundaries when they behave badly#it’s just. hard.#you’re supposed to be there for me. you were supposed to protect me. I was open to you and you knifed my heart hundreds of times.#you were supposed to be my built in protector and champion and friend. I trusted you with my life and I trusted you with my heart#you weren’t supposed to make my heart look torn and bloody like yours#I hope you heal. I hope we all heal. I haven’t given up on you.#but it really hurts.#shh katie#family
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