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bluebellhairpin · 9 months

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Yk I always thought agoraphobia was a fear of open spaces with crowds in it but apparently not. It's a fear of places/situations that can (or have in the past) caused panic, embarrassment, or a feeling of helplessness. I've got like three major areas where thay happens and I get so worked up woth fear that I literally have panic attacks lol

#so yk after attempting to apply for jobs in perso for three years and beinget with rejection there is a major obstacle there for me #i literally cannot go into a store and hand in a resume anymore #bc if i were to do that idbust into tears halfway through my little 'i want a job here' speil #whoch is why ive tired looking at doing art and commisions and attempting something like that as a source of income instead #but so far thats been pretty bad too #ive been able to use money from that for a few little things i want (not need) like letting myself buy a meal out #but i cant live off that #being this afraid of something absolutely fucking SUCKS

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