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misterywaren · 3 years
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My Chaotic Reread Of Cdth
I’m rereading Cdth and the emotional roller coaster I’m on has me going on Tumblr and ranting as a read, hopefully someone can relate.
SPOILERS!!!  MAJOR MAJOR SPOILERS!!  (Disclaimer: It’s long)
All quotes belong to Call Down The Hawk By Maggie Stiefvater!
Welcome to today’s session of “I’m a train wreck of a reading person”!
“Lock tapped the time of Nathan Farooq-Lane’s death into his phone.”   Pg 10
Dangerous dreamers, fun.  Killing your own sibling with an obsession with blades, so much fun.
“Ronan Lynch was about to end the world.”   Pg 11
Rereading this makes me laugh, it’s so funny that one POV is like “Oh no we have to find the Zed who wants to end the world asap” and meanwhile insert Ronan Lynch: I’m about to end the world.  Slow down Lynch, we’re only on chapter 2 and I haven’t had my sip of coffee yet.
“Ronan missed him like a lung” Pg 17
Idk man, this is what I call quality romance, if you don’t miss your lover like a lung you’re doing something wrong.
“Please.” Pg 32
If you know, you know.
“You smell like home.” Pg 35
My heart, awe
Okay, when RONAN DOESN’T MENTION NOAH, I HURT.  For real, I read those theories dhuiehuefhefuheui
““Don’t kill anyone.”  The words were only an excuse to breathe in Ronan’s ear; it made a marvel of his nerve endings.” Pg 39
ADAM YOU FLIRT-
*reads the fight-not a fight part* *closes book* *walks out the front door* we’re gonna buy Adam Parrish a cup of self-worth. (Pg 44)
“I want it too much.” Pg 46
....and murder crabs 
“Now who’s the little bitch?” Pg 73
Ah, yes, the moment I fell in love with Hennessy.
“Nightwash” Pg 76
Okay, ngl when I first read this my mind was like: mouthwash Now I’m like: The name is perfect 
“Is there any version of you that could come with me to Cambridge? No” Pg 76
jwhdjshsbhjfv 
“You are made of dreams and this world is not for you.” Pg 77
Oh you- ~ The text messages between Ronan and Gansey are wholesome
“DBAG LYNCH” Pg 87
*Cackles*
Chapter 12 really changed my perspective of Declan and let me tell you, I came out of this book wanting to hug the hell out of Declan- 
“Jordan imagined flinging herself from a roof and flying” Pg 101 
The moment I fell in love with Jordan ~ Parsifal- I- <3
“Bryde, they said” Pg 128
Meanwhile, my brain: Here comes the Bryde 
“The orphans Lynch.” Pg 135
*tears* ~ Declan and Jordan = Yes  (Pg. the whole book) ~ Tbh when Gasey asked if “Badass” was two words or one, I spent 15 minutes thinking about that- but that’s just Gansey, he says something, sends me to question mark nation and then monologues, love him. (Pg. 161) ~ OH MATTHEW YOU INNOCENT I’M SO SORRY FOR WHAT’S COMING FOR YOU- (Pg 160) ~ PARSIFAL T-T (Pg 166) Carmen...ah  (Pg 179) ~ Chapter 28: HOLD ON, HOLD ON ~ PARSIFAL T-T (Pg 195)
““I saved your life because I love you and I was scared [...]”  “I know you.”“ (Pg 204-206)
Yes, that’s all, yes ~ Tyrian purple (Pg 214) ~ YES DECLAN HAPPINESS, H A P P I N E S S (Pg 231) ~ *Insert Adam* *Insert Ronan* *Insert kisses* *Insert my happy tears* I’ll never tire of this scene, never, it’s so, you know? (Pg. 235-237) ~ *insert scrying* *insert scream* there has been a disturbance in the force *insert Ronan holding Adam* disturbance has been demolished (Chapter 39) ~ *insert Adam leaving* :( *insert Adam stalling* :D *insert Ronan feeling alone* :( *Insert kisses goodbye* :D  (Chapter 41)
“You are the most expensive thing I have ever saved” Pg 267
And this is the moment where I stared at the page for 5 minutes just loving this line ~ *Insert Ronan saving Hennessy* "THAT’S MY SON!” I yelled into the abyss/at my bedroom wall. (chapter 44) ~ *the matthew scene* You know the first time I read this I was in class and I was sobbing.  No matter how many times I read it, I die, can someone stop me from throwing myself out a window?  Please, it hurts. (Pg. 312) ~ *the matthew to ronan scene* Hahahaha haha ha *channels inner Neil Josten* I’m fine, totally fine, didn’t have my heart ripped out of my chest, NOPE (Pg. 316) ~ Chapter 56, I bow down to you, you’re amazing. ~ When Ronan said “my boyfriend” I screeched.  (Pg. 357) Ha..WERE GOING ON A TRIP TO OUR FAVOURITE MAGICAL FOREST, SOARING THROUGH DREAMS, IT’S GONNA BE FINE. (What am I doing?) ~ P A R S I F A L (pg. 364) ~ Declan “in case you don’t have internal organs” Lynch. (Pg. 371) Ouuu plot twist (Pg. 373) ~ Living for awkward Declan, you know? ~ Chainsaw and Opal, thank you for gracing me with your presence (Pg. 393) Give the girl some time Lynch, she’s scared (Chapter. 67) ~ (chapter 69) Sing it with me guys “Something good is happening, that can only mean we’re about to get our hearts broken! ay!”  THE PAINTINGS- Oh Declan, hun, you *hugs book* it’s okay, I’m sorry, I love you. ~ The dogs, yes Ronan, yess (pg. 428) ~
“Tamquam. It was marked unread.” -Pg. 458 
Ahahah, didn’t need my heart anyways ~ I reached the end and here I am again yelling at the book to give me answers and crying, it’s great to be alive. ~
Wow you’ve made it to the end (or you scrolled and scrolled and here you are, hello). Hope you enjoyed my rant and reread of this book, I’m a mess, I love this book so much. I loved The Raven Cycle as well and I can’t wait for the next book in this trilogy. Have a wonderful day and stay safe guys! *whisper hisses* MAY COME FASTER 
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