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heartoftheancientsea · 1 year

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It’s so disturbing how unsure of myself I am whenever I have to make a difficult decision that prioritizes my own wellbeing and values. I continue to break my own heart by wondering if I made the wrong choice even though I didn’t.

#yes this is about that guy again #I had finally mostly gotten over it and then he decided to call #he was being so flirty and telling me he still loved me #so I was like yeah right lol. not trying to get my hopes up for that nonsense.#so after chatting for a while I asked him if he’s slept with anyone #he got extremely defensive and kinda mad that I asked.#he basically said that I ruined the whole conversation we just had by asking him that.#🙄 eyeroll #so I told him straight up that he’s a fuckboy. he had plenty of chance to be with me. I asked him to be my boyfriend months ago and HE said #that we need to get to know each other more.#okay…. so I waited months and months of us just talking and falling in love and I thought it would happen eventually #but it never did. so I walked away. and instead of him manning up and doing something about it #he goes and fucks other women? and then tries to come back and be romantic with me?#I told him that’s absolutely NOT happening. I can never be with you romantically ever again.#part of me wonders if that was too harsh of a decision and maybe I shouldnt have said it because I still love him 😞#but the majority of me knows it was the right thing to do.#while I was over here absolutely heartbroken and distraut over him unable to even think about being with another person in the same context #he was out there fucking other women and saying god knows what type of romantic shit to them #I could puke

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