#which would be very inopportune bc im in a really good place rn and WE are trending very positive in our interactions and he's been | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

cassandrattpd · 5 months

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just told my not-boyfriend whatever person that ive been referring to him as my partner at work bc i was not about to explain our weird fwb situation to professional office company, especially when it includes 50 something year old men

and he.......was okay with it..........

not sure what to make of this

#like i specifically spent the majority of my therapy session this week deciding NOT to inform him of this #bc of the potential for it to blow up into a ~thing #which would be very inopportune bc im in a really good place rn and WE are trending very positive in our interactions and he's been #very much leaning in lately #and historically if i push a boundary that makes him pull back HARD #and there was this whole other layer of our office holiday party being tomorrow and him having offered to go (a shock in and of itself!!!)#but before he was able to go i would have to tell him this and it just wasnt worth it to mess up the place we're at #but my therapist told me i still have to go to the party bc being a big girl and learning how to socialize without a crutch (booooo!!!!)#but even after i told him i had decided to go on my own i still felt sooooooooo guilty #its not even like its a lie!!!! but its enough of a lie to not REALLY be the truth and i couldnt stand it ssbbhfdsdgjjjjj #so i told him and he's just like 'eh that's what everyone thinks anyway thats what they all would have assumed if i went to the party 🤷'#and like!!!!! so true bestie!!!!!! but if thats nbd for everyone to think that then why isnt it just........true.......yknow #walks like a duck talks like a duck looks like a duck CAN CALL IT A DUCK???? whats left to it not being a duck

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