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enigmaphenomenon · 6 years

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Something’s up with Jack (Another Jack analysis)

I believe Handsome Jack has Borderline Personality Disorder.

Let’s first go through the symptoms of BPD. In order to be diagnosed with BPD one needs to have repeated patterns of 5 out of 9 symptoms of BPD. I’ll go through the symptoms Jack displays.

Google gives a very brief list of symptoms. I’ll highlight the ones Jack is shown having.

Behavioral: antisocial behavior, compulsive behavior, hostility, impulsivity, irritability, risk taking behaviors, self-destructive behavior, self-harm, social isolation, or lack of restraint

Mood: anger, anxiety, general discontent, guilt, loneliness, mood swings, or sadness

Psychological: depression, distorted self-image, grandiosity, or narcissism

So let’s just dive right into his symptoms. I don’t...really need to provide examples of Jack’s narcissism, do I? Because that one is obvious as all hell.

1) An intense fear of abandonment, even going to extreme measures to avoid real or imagined separation or rejection.

Oh yeah. And Jack reacts quite violently to what he perceives as betrayals and/or abandonment. If you trust Jack instead of Fiona at the end of Episode 2, and refuse to trust him in Episode 3 when he asks you too...uh...

“Oh. Oh, that’s a... shame. Because I thought--- I thought we were becoming pals. Saved your life back there and you...still don’t trust me? You know I’m uh...I’ve had to deal with this my whole damn life you know? You try to do the right thing and people just... crap all over you for it. Well, congrats kiddo. You’re the latest in a long line of Jack-shitters. Super psyched about it.”

This isn’t the first time Jack mentions that he should have seen this all coming, he mentions it again at the end of Episode 5.

“I should have seen this coming--ever since I came to this nacho-flavored shithole of a planet. I’ve been betrayed by everybody I gave rat’s ass about. My boss. My girlfriend. Hell...my goddamn daughter.”

Then, of course, Jack telling Rhys...

And....

Jack has extreme violent reactions to people he views as being against him, even when they aren’t. Adding to this is Jack’s hatred of all vault-hunters due to Lilith and Roland’s betrayal and also his fear of being shot in the back if he lets his enemies live. Remember he was willing to forgive the Meriff and let him live until the Meriff tries to shoot Jack as he’s walking away. This then leads to Jack airlocking scientists just for the mere possibility one of them might be working for Zarpedon. Also, when Athena or whoever else you play suggest just rushing to the vault and not fighting Jack insists they all must die, stating that if you let your enemies live, they’ll shoot you in the back.

2) A pattern of unstable intense relationships, such as idealizing someone one moment and then suddenly believing the person doesn't care enough or is cruel. (People with BPD tend to have relationships that are intense and short-lived. You may fall in love quickly, believing each new person is the one who will make you feel whole, only to be quickly disappointed. Your relationships either seem perfect or horrible, with nothing in between. Your lovers, friends, or family members may feel like they have emotional whiplash from your rapid swings between idealization and devaluation, anger, and hate.)

Moxxi, Rhys, Angel, and his second wife.

Moxxi says he was clingy and that’s why she dumped Jack, Jack blew up her slaughter dome thing due to this, but this doesn’t stop him from asking her for help to fight against Zarpedon.

Rhys? Aw man just take a look at this switch.

“Oh, wow. I wish I could hug you right now. I’m gonna make a robot that just hugs you when I tell it to. I’m so proud. I’m so proud of my special boy! This is a perfect partnership, Rhys. You trusted me. I trusted you, and now we’re here! Man--never really had a partner I could count on before. Feels kinda dope”

No Jack, Rhys doesn’t want a giant Endoskeleton to crawl inside his body.

“This was YOUR chance to make history, you moron! To be part of a legacy! To matter for once in your useless little life!”

Angel doesn’t need to be explained right? In the ECHO logs in Borderlands 2 Jack cycles between being amiable towards her and then lashing out at her.

His relationship with his second wife was ruined over him refusing to shut down the control core, and in an ECHO log it’s stated she disappeared shortly after telling Jack to shut down the control core.

3) Identity disturbance, such as a significant and persistent unstable self-image or sense of self

Jack is a meglomaniac who sees himself as the hero and as a god, but, in BL2 he brings this up:

"I know you think I'm a monster. You think I enslaved Angel. But you didn't see what she did to her mother. I had to restrain Angel's power. You get that? I had to."

He brings this up to the vault hunter. Why? What does he care what the vault hunter thinks of him? Jack sure as hell hasn’t cared at all about “bandits” opinions of him. And he really isn’t shy about blaming other people for something, come on, this is the same man who says he shot a baby because THE BABY was being a dick.

Jack doesn’t blame Angel for betraying him. As he said in TFTBL, she had no choice. He also doesn’t say that vault hunters killed her. He says that she killed herself.

This is Jack being hit with the realization that his daughter is dead, and that he drove her to it. He’s the monster who enslaved Angel, but he says he had to do it (I’ll go deeper into this in a different essay). He had to to restrain her power, he had to, as if he didn’t have a choice. There is guilt behind these words.

To compare, in Tomb Raider 2013 there was extra dialogue (that for some reason was not in the final version of the game) after Lara has her first kill, she tells herself “I had to do it. I had to do it.” That’s how Lara rationalizes taking a life. If she had not killed that man, he would have killed her, so she “had to.”

I believe its the same with Jack. There is guilt there. Why would he feel the need to defend his actions to the vault hunters? To the “bandits?” He saw Angel ask the vault hunters to end her life, he saw her call them friend, her last dying breath was needing to tell her father that he’s an asshole. Jack knows. He knows what he’s done. But he’s too mentally ill to accept it, or change it. If anything, that just drove him further into insanity.

In TFTBL Jack also mentions that he knows where Rhys is coming from and imposter syndrome is normal, and to just strangle that voice in his head that says he’s not good enough.

4) Impulsive and risky behavior, such as gambling, reckless driving, unsafe sex, spending sprees, binge eating or drug abuse, or sabotaging success by suddenly quitting a good job or ending a positive relationship

Hahahaha ooooooh yeaaaaah.

Spending sprees: Butt Stallion

“My day? It's been pretty good. I just bought a pony made of diamonds, because I’m rich. So, you know. That’s cool.“

Unsafe sex:

“If I’da just thrown stock options at the Vault Hunters instead of bullets, I’d be on a beach right now doing disturbingly graphic things with the local ladies.”

Drug abuse:

He mashed up a mushroom and snorted it...a lot...

Primo hit of electri-drugs.

His chair also has contact activated Dopamine injectors.

Jack drinks, a lot apparently, since he thought either sex or drinking would kill him.

It really wouldn’t surprise me if Jack participated in orgies which he probably totally did.

5) Extreme emotional swings. Unstable emotions and moods are common with BPD. One moment, you may feel happy, and the next, despondent. Little things that other people brush off can send you into an emotional tailspin. These mood swings are intense, but they tend to pass fairly quickly (unlike the emotional swings of depression or bipolar disorder), usually lasting just a few minutes or hours.

Jack is...really unstable and I don’t think anyone will disagree.

ECHO logs in BL2 depict Jack going from manic to a fit of rage both with Angel and Mr. Tassiter. As well as Mr. Moorin who he strangles for mentioning his wife.

Or when he gets really excited...

6) Chronic feelings of emptiness. People with BPD often talk about feeling empty, as if there’s a hole or a void inside them. At the extreme, you may feel as if you’re “nothing” or “nobody.” This feeling is uncomfortable, so you may try to fill the hole with things like drugs, food, or sex. But nothing feels truly satisfying.

After becoming CEO he became dictator of Pandora, then decided...hey why not conquer more planets? Why not basically become a god? That toppled on top of Jack’s drug use and sex life. He bought a diamond horse and named it Butt-stallion...

He also says that when he takes Rhys’ body he’s still gonna use it to eat food and bang a bunch of people.

(A side note, Dameon Clarke while answering questions as Handsome Jack said that there’s a lot of smiling going on but he’s actually dead inside. I just wanted to add it here as a point of interest.)

Jack also tolerated Mr. Tassiter’s insults until Tassiter told Jack that he’s a pathetic nobody under his mask. This leads to Jack strangling him and keeping his goatee as a reminder of what happens to people when they’re a dick to Jack.

7)Explosive anger. If you have BPD, you may struggle with intense anger and a short temper. You may also have trouble controlling yourself once the fuse is lit—yelling, throwing things, or becoming completely consumed by rage. It’s important to note that this anger isn’t always directed outwards. You may spend a lot of time being angry at yourself.

I don’t feel I need to provide examples for this one. We’ve all seen Jack’s rage. He uh....really goes off and it is not easy to stop him.

Now that we got Jack’s symptoms out of the way let’s move on to causes.

Most mental health professionals believe that borderline personality disorder (BPD) is caused by a combination of inherited or internal biological factors and external environmental factors, such as traumatic experiences in childhood.

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Hereditary predisposition. You may be at a higher risk if a close relative — your mother, father, brother or sister — has the same or a similar disorder.

Stressful childhood. Many people with the disorder report being sexually or physically abused or neglected during childhood. Some people have lost or were separated from a parent or close caregiver when they were young or had parents or caregivers with substance misuse or other mental health issues. Others have been exposed to hostile conflict and unstable family relationships.

Let’s start with Jack’s genetics. If you saw my last post about Jack, it was wondering if Jack’s grandmother was a bandit and/or psycho due to her buzz axe. It is very possible that Jack’s grandmother and mother also suffer with some mental illness.

Onto the stressful childhood. Grandma’s buzz axe which was a disciplinary weapon she used on Jack, and in The Pre-Sequel, Jack is asked to describe his childhood which he says his mother abandoned him on his abusive grandmother who would smack him around. He also had a pet cat that his grandma drowned because he didn’t make his bed. He cites this as “the usual stuff”

Jack has both genetics and environmental factors that can lead to someone having mental disorders.

Jack’s drug use and drinking would aid in making his BPD symptoms much worse as well.

So...yeah, there’s my Jack analysis.

#handsome jack #handsome jack borderlands #I was listening to Jack's Obsessions from the nightmare before christmas

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bellatrixblackmalfoy · 5 years

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A Suggestion

Bellatrix Malfoy has been disguised as Bellatrix Lestrange for the past four years. It was exhausting.

It would be easy if it just meant dealing with Rodolphus and his pathetic attempts. It would be easy to just do what most of their forefathers did and simply accept the fact that this was a business move and he could go bury his dejection in whatever the Leaky Cauldron waitress he wanted. it would be easy if it just meant Bellatrix could sneak away for month under whatever pretext to visit her Lucius and her baby. it would be easier without this War and the interest the Dark Lord has taken on her.

It was subtle, at first. The keen interest in her Legimency and her skill in general combat, the strategy meetings that seemed to only end with the two of them alone. The skyrocketing trajectory she’s had, and her new status as his right hand. She didn’t see him capable of honoring anything but pureblood rules, one of which is ‘do not stain the good name of any pureblooded lady in any way’; which she thinks is one of the reasons why she was safe from any actual advances.

Bella had perfected her images the Dark Lord was to see if he tried to read her mind--after all she taught him all she thought was necessary, and since he trusted her, he wouldn’t doubt the quality of what he was taught.

“I’ve decided to produce an heir.” he stated, in that cold way only he’d say something like that as they sat between a map in the middle of what used to be Gaunt Cottage

“I see both the benefit and the detriment in that notion” she offered

“Continue.”

“It would be guaranteed that Slytherin’s bloodline continues, however it is a volatile and very unreliable gamble. the child could betray you, or overthrow you..”

“not if it’s raised by the right people” he countered. searching for something in Bella’s expression.

“That would take a lot of careful planning, but in the end it is your decision.” the idea of him...well...doing any of the necessary things to produce an heir was sending her into a tailspin...Merlin she hoped he would move on from that whole idea altogether soon.

“Now Bellatrix, I have a question to ask you” the Dark Lord hissed “It is...delicate. But I trust you to be pragmatic.”

“Please” she gestured with a nod for him to continue

He stood, rounding the already small distance between them, to sit beside her. She fought the urge to pull away. Instead focusing on the images she was crafting for him to see. A vague sense of intrigue and fear--his two favorite things. “ Tell me. are you able to produce children?”

She didn’t realize she wasn’t breathing until she started speaking “If I were able to I would’ve had one by now. And as my sister got married after myself and she’s already bared a son, as you know. ” she sighed, half out of relief that she didn’t really lie, and half to sell the fact that she was pretending to be sad.

Voldemort’s red stare finally moved away from her., he eased away seemingly satisfied. And Bellatrix felt just a little more air in her lungs. “I do only ask to ensure you will not be otherwise occupied when you take over the care on this heir once it is produced.”

Bellatrix nodded, then shook her head, suddenly dizzy “Of course, I will aid in any way I can, as always.”

“As always” he echoed, not quite looking in her eyes but certainly at her face. “We will discuss this again closer to the time, for now, you will need to head north next month, there is a rumor that giants are in need of...support.”

She stood, taking her cue gratefully “Of course, I will be there. Good night sir.” she bowed her head quickly before heading for the door. She heard the pop of him apparating away and her mind suddenly flooded with a million questions.

#we love an awkward moment #bellucius #Lucius x bellatrix #lucitrix #voldetrix #bellamort #I guess #dont at me i dont ship voldetrix but I suppose it counts #because theyre the only two characters #idk sorry

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