#which isnt a particularly high standard when the usual threshold is 'cant fucking think much less move'
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every now and then ill think "yeah im probably exaggerating theres no way my stomach pains get that bad" just to be hit with the both metaphorical and literal punch in the gut of realizing that my stomach pains do in fact get that bad.
#personal#i cant move my fucking legs because it hurts that much#and this shit happens regularly too#its been worse this year pressumably because i changed my meds#and you can tell my studies have fucking suffered because of it#gotta love being unable to even touch my notebooks for a week straight because my entire body hurts so much i cant think#and nothing fixes it. the closest to fixes i can get will only make the pain somewhat more bearable#which isnt a particularly high standard when the usual threshold is 'cant fucking think much less move'#the few meds that actually do something usually knock me out almost instantly#and by the time i wake up everything hurts again#and i barely have enough time or money to do shit about it bc the cheap healthcare is far from my apartment#yes im having a tummyache again and im so so SO tired of having to be brave about this
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