#which btw soft coming out happened in this time which was a blessing!!! MAJOR WEIGHT
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moved into new room. rain is pattering on my new window. feeling super alive. & grateful.
#okkkkkkk over sharing in the tags but I want to also just destigmatize being open about hard things SO WITH THAT SAIDDDD#TW for mental health issues & suicide ideation & self harm#i had a terrrrrrible february & march#lots and lots of personal reasons why that are complicated haha#but I was s*icidal for the first time in yearsssss#I was strugggggling not to SH which isn’t something I’ve done in years (MADE IT THROUGH THO!!!! CHEERING)#which is weird for me because I loooove my life! I love living! I love the rain on my window! I love interacting on here!! I love writing!#etc!#but I wasn’t sure how to get through feb and also not sure how to get through march#tbh y’all and writing BB & sharing it &#reaching out on here#AND PALLADIUM GREYSON CHANCE#were my beacons of light#anyway I was staring down the barrel of everything about my planned future looking v different#& I had no idea how to deal with that (pretty much alone)#but May is approaching! & there’s rain outside my window!#I have my own permanent space for the first time#I get to decorate this room as GAY AS I WANT HAHA#which btw soft coming out happened in this time which was a blessing!!! MAJOR WEIGHT#life is really good right at this moment#like in these 2 mins! sooo much love <3 which I’ll hold onto!#still Horrors to navigate otherwise but I think we’re approaching the end#anyway ty if you’ve said nice things to me since Feb#not being dramatic when I say u saved my life <3#thank youuu as we approach a new era ❤️
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