❝  i’m just scared to lose you.  ❞ ( stiles :) )

meme. @wereache

" i know. " you want to be mad at him for it, for not trusting you're here for the long haul, even after all this time. but you're trying not to be a hypocrite, because you're pretty sure he'd call you out on it. you chew the inside of your cheek and hold eye contact with the carpet beneath your feet. " but i could've left. at any point. you know that, right? " you can't look at him, not without breaking resolve, not without keeping the fight going. the anger that boils under your skin is your fathers, and you refuse to let it scold anyone but you. your voice is quiet, and steady, but stern and heavy.

" every time you pissed me off i could've walked through the door and never looked back. you couldn't have stopped me. " you thought about it a few times, but then you'd look at him, and you realised you'd have a thousand stupid fights with him before a day without him. the worst days with him are still better than the best without him. " but i loved you. i love you. " i love you. i love you more than i know how to handle. i love you more than i want to die. i love you more than you will ever know. " which means i'm here. and i'm not leaving. and you can't ... " he can't keep pushing you away, he can't keep looking at you like you're temporary, like you're going to abandon him.

" you can't protect us by waiting for the day i leave. you know that. " the hypocrisy still slips in, because you're waiting for the day the dream stops, for the day you wake up and he's not gentle, for the day you wake up and he hurts you. but you're trying to take each day as it comes, trying to believe in something better than you've known in the past, trying to trust stiles with everything you can. your voice drops in volume, and loses a lot of it's intensity. you exhale, slow and frustrated, some of the tension along your jaw relaxing slightly. " you need to trust me. can you do that? "

stiles  stilinski  (  @wereache  )  said  to  cora  hale  ;  “killed him? wait, what, literally?”

❝  no,  not  literally.  ❞  cora  immediately  rolled  her  eyes,  ❝  i  mean  .  .  .  probably  not  literally.  i  don't  know  what  my  uncle  does  in  his  free  time.  ❞  stiles  did  have  the  right  to  be  concerned  .  .  .  but  cora  wasn't  going  to  confirm  that  to  him.  there  was  still  a  part  of  her  that  was  protective  of  her  uncle,  even  if  he  was  a  bit  of  a  psychopath.  ❝  i'm  sure  your  friend  is  fine.  it  takes  peter  a  while  to  reach  the  point  of  actual  murder.  ❞