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leftistscum · 10 months

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I AM CURSING YOU FUCKBAGS TO 1000 YEARS OF OWOFIED NONSENSE. I HAVE TO SUFFER, NOW YOU HAVE TO SUFFER WITH ME.

Update:

All this effort and it doesn't even work. I'm not mad, just disappointed. Current theory is that I didn't include an important part of it in the while loop. The bot scans new posts, and I'm not gonna re-post this for the second time. It's only been actually tested two or three times including this try, and I'm keeping this as a sort of devlog. Update 2:

I restarted the OAuth apps that I made earlier today (an OAuth callback server to catch the keys, and another OAuth thing to generate the Authorization verifier). I worked almost all day to get these two to work together. The API ended up sending this error, and I don't know what it means, but it doesn't throw any errors client-side. Here's the error it throws. {'meta': {'status': 429, 'msg': 'Limit Exceeded'}, 'response': [], 'errors': [{'title': 'Limit Exceeded', 'code': 0, 'detail': 'Minor hiccup. Try again.'}]} Like, okay, great. Now I gotta actually look at the documentation and find out what this magic gibberish means, because this could relate to all those times I tried to authenticate, OR I hit the daily limit on posts seen by my bot, which I highly doubt. Update 2.5 after some research, I've learned absolutely nothing. That error code is a giant ball of nothing that basically says I exceeded a rate limit, but doesn't give any explanation as to which rate I exceeded. Thanks, Tumblr. At least Reddit threw client side errors that you didn't have to go to a broken API console to see. Fuck all of you, and I'll see you tomorrow.

Side note: I am surviving off one breakfast pizza from Casey's, one Pipeline Punch, one grape flavored 3D, 4mg Estradiol, 50mg Spironolactone, and I currently have 100mg Progesterone dissolving in my stomach, which at this point, might actually kill me. It's only 9:36 at the time of writing this, but it feels like I've been working on this for days. This is to say that I may have missed something super obvious, and if that's the case, well, I'll leave tomorrows problems to tomorrow's me.

Update 3

Just woke up and re-ran all the assorted programs just to get a fresh start. I'm still getting that error code, but more importantly, my access token and secret changed? I'm not expert when it comes to stuff like this, but I though tokens and secrets are constant and specific to apps. I can't actually test this thing until the API lets me through. Update 3.5

Found the error code. It wasn't way too hard, but it means my bot probably did something way too much yesterday and I have no idea what. It works on the server's clock and goes by callendar day. This means that if a bot hits the error code at 11:59 PM, it can hit it again at 12:00 AM. For an error 429 to happen, any one of the following has to trigger it.

300 API calls per minute, per IP address.

18,000 API calls per hour, per IP address.

432,000 API calls per day, per IP address.

1,000 API calls per hour, per consumer key.

5,000 API calls per day, per consumer key.

250 new published posts (including reblogs) per day, per user.

250 images uploaded per day, per user.

200 follows per day, per user.

1,000 likes per day, per user.

10 new blogs per day, per user.

20 videos uploaded per day, per user.

60 minutes of total video uploaded per day, per user.

So I can't test this until the server's calendar deems it a new day Update 4

It still doesn't work, but I am one step closer. Because of Tumblr's broken-ass console, I've had to find an alternate way to get an OAuth key. It turns out I was using a temporary access key, which is why it changed when I re-ran everything. I had to do this by using two other scripts. One of them is Tumblr's interactive console on Github , and the other one was a Yaml parser because boy do they like to encrypt. This has been my morning so far. Day two and 5 scripts later, just to finally have something that I should've had at the start.

Update 4.5

I FINALLY GOT AN API RESPONSE!!! LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Update 4.5.5

I have implemented a feature that makes the thing wait for a second then search for any comments with a timestamp older than the last time it waited and has the right keyword in the 196 tag. I have obviously accidentally wasted all my API tries today, but testing begins again tomorrow. You will fear my wrath soon enough. Update 5

Decided to check up on the bot, and ran straight into this wall of text. It looks like blog info? Some of those links take me to profile headers. This isn't a static thing either, it updates every 20 seconds like clockwork. Because I made it update every 20 seconds like clockwork. I think this means it's testing time. Wish me luck. Breaking News. Didn't work, but we're a lil bit closer. Again.

#I figured out how to get access to the API #and now you have to deal with my bullshit #This would have taken no time at all with Reddit's API #196 #r/196 #rule

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raspberry-pudding · 20 days

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4/8/2024

It's been awhile since I've made a post and I think I'd like to before I have to go into work today. It's only a 5 hour shift, so it'll be over in no time, but damn -- only 5 hours? Why even be there at that point?

I've recently put my foot down about the days I'm available at work, so I finally have a consistent weekly schedule that doesn't change much. The times might change, but I'm now only available three days a week, giving me four days a week to work on my projects. I'm really excited to have a routine come back into my life. There are so many things I've put to the side this year for work, and all of them are technically much more important than this job. Ugh, I just, can't wait to have a consistent schedule, even if the times might be different every week at least it's always the same days.

Let's talk about how my weed addiction is going below the cut.

I think the last time I posted, I talked about a friend I've made who is much deeper in the addiction than I am and how that's made me feel like I'm not really an addict. I think now, even though my problem isn't as extreme as others, I do still struggle with a problem that I need to cut out of my life. I might not be smoking the entire day, or doing high doses of THC like with a dab, but I notice that it's still impacting my life and keeping me from doing things that I want to do. It's like I come home from work, I smoke, and I just zone out on TikTok the entire evening. It's been a big problem, especially because I'm getting more and more bored in the evenings.

Another reason I really need to cut it out is my tendencies to snack more on weed. Especially the indica I'm using to help me sleep now -- I have to smoke it when I'm in bed. If I don't, and I just casually smoke it in the evening while at my desk or in the living room then I will eat anything in sight. To the point that my stomach still hurts the next day. It's bad.

Thankfully, I got a hybrid that doesn't make me hungry. Still, the dispensary isn't always going to have the non-munchie stuff in stock all the time.

I can't remember if it was Wednesday or Friday now that I was watching hotdiggedydemon, or Max G, stream and he was discussing his own problems with weed in the past. Also, how he's off it now, has never felt better, and agrees that it is an addictive substance. If anything, his talk about weed made me feel really validated that what I should be doing is the right choice.

Recently, I did have an evening where I smoked three joints -- three! But it was a one off thing because otherwise I've been good to only smoke one or two joints a day. My problem now though is that the first joint usually happens around 9 or 10 AM. I think that's way too early, but on my days off I struggle to restrict myself because it's so nice to smoke then clean the house. I do need to stop, though. I can't get high that early and expect to succeed at all the other things I want to do.

I'd like to start quitting by waiting to smoke around 4 or 5 PM and going back to one joint a day to ween myself off. I know my last plan didn't go well lol, when I said I was going to keep my weed in the basement. Maybe that could still be in the cards if I need it. So far, yesterday I got off work at 2 and did well to wait until after 4 to smoke. I think it's going to be my days off where I'll struggle the most.

In my head, I always see myself meditating to get past any cravings for weed I might have. But thinking about actually doing that makes me cringe a little. It's a little woo-woo, or hippy dippy. But maybe it's something that could help me. I don't really know though.

It's hard. I feel like I know so clearly the things I need to do to quit and get back the lifestyle I want, yet taking action feels impossible. And there's no reason for it to feel impossible.

It's a Monday, and I feel hopeful for myself that this is gonna be the week. But how many times have I told myself that for the past 2 years? At some point, it has to be true though.

Iris🪻

#recovering stoner #recovery #diary #self help #tw substance abuse #tw addiction #weed addiction #marijuana addiction #sobriety

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nonawaaa · 3 years

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Lovers Series: Forsaken Story

1, 2, 3, 4

“Good morning Dr. Haruno!”

“Hello! Looks like you’re here for your monthly check up that’s good!”Sakura greats one patient as she walks by the hallway that leads to her office.

She’s been good. Better than good actually. It’s been about a year since she graduated, she aced all her exams during her final year, did well on her final paper, earned awards, graduated top of her class and she got to the job of her choice, she couldn’t be better. She’s happy.

As she lay down on the couch on her office her phone rang. It’s Ino.

“Hey forehead! Wow! You look shit!”

“Well yeah I just finished a 10-hour surgery I also feel like shit Ino,” Sakura said to answer her friend’s assumption.

“God! 10 hours?! Proud of you! Though you really need to rest!” Ino looks so happy, all smiles and everything, she also seems glowing. She’s happy for both of them, they really went a long way.

“Hai hai , I plan to don’t worry, also where the hell are you? Whenever you call, it’s like your background is never the same,”

“I’m in Paris dumbass I sent you a massage!”

“Really?! I haven’t checked my messages I’m sorry. Well, I'm glad you had a safe flight at least,”

“Wow thank you for that my doting friend! I gotta go forehead I’m doing fittings,”

“Go give Paris hell Ino proud of you,” Sakura said with her eyes now closed, she’s just ready to sleep and rest, she’s been up for at least 24 hours now.

“ Of course I will, take a rest Sakura seriously, love yaaah !”

The call ends and her brain is doing its best to process their conversation, she can’t believe she missed Ino’s message. Sakura is actually been thinking of going on a break, her senior is also telling her to and she feels like really shitty lately.

‘Later, I’m gonna tell Shizune-san ...’ Sakura tells herself but soon fell asleep.

***

“Uhm... Shizune-san ?” Sakura peeks on the door of her senior, planning to tell her ‘break ’, if her senior still agrees to let her take a break she can get her to at least write to the Head Doctor about the matter, she knows she can do it by herself but the Head Doctor has a strong personality and is pretty scary so might as well have a backup .

“Oh Sakura! Come in!”

“Hai Shizune-san , uhm...”

“What is it Sakura?”

“ Shizune-san , about the break you're talking about...”

“You mean you now consider taking a break?”

“Yes, I mean, hopefully I can, if you agree of course,” Sakura said trying to suppress her pleading eyes, she really wants to rest.

“ Of course you can! You’ve been working so hard!”

“Really?! Thank you so much Shizune-san ! Also... would you write to Tsunade- sama ... about this?”Sakura not suppressing her pleading eyes to her senior, now that she knows that Shizune is in her side, she knows that there is a big chance that Tsunade- sama will agree to.

“Really? You do know that I’m also a bit scared of Tsunade- sama right?”Her senior looks at her with ‘don’t-make-me-do-this-Sakura' eyes.

“But you’re the closest to her you know,” Sakura looks at her senior with ‘please- shizune - san -I'm-begging-you' eyes, letting their eyes do most of the talking, Shizune-san suddenly let out a sigh then walks toward her office door.

“Okay! I will but, you’re coming with me, I'm going to her office now so you might as well come,” Shizune said to Sakura with a smile on her face as she turns towards the door, she knows she didn’t win their eye talk but she will not let Sakura win either.

“ Urg fine! Let’s go and talk to our loving Head Doctor,” Sakura stands up and walked towards the door like a kid who’s suddenly given a chore to do, ready to throw a tantrum any moment.

***

“Take a break?! What if we got many patients tomorrow? The next day? The day after the next? What do we do huh?” Sakura flinched on Tsunade-sama's reasoning. She knows it’s a bit selfish going on a break but there’s a lot going on, she’s moving apartments this week and all.

“Tsunade- sama listen to all what Sakura was about to say, okay? You only heard the ‘taking a break’ part,”Sakura couldn’t be more thankful that she has Shizune-san is by her side, if it wasn’t for her the moment Tsunade-sama said her reason she would go straight to the door and back to her office. We don’t want to experience Tsunade- sama anger alone that’s why she brought Shizune-san .

“Okay go on Sakura,”

“As I was saying Tsunade- sama , I have finished all the reports needed for the week, if you are worried about the patients, I will come as soon as you page me, as for the patients I have, I have finished all their check-ups and there is nothing serious with them, all good... and I’m kind of... moving apartments this week so I really want to start packing,” Sakura said as slow and steady as possible but whenever she notices Tsunade- sama brow flick up she will almost instantly say the next part of her explanation so she couldn’t say a thing.

“You haven’t started packing?!”Sakura flinch again to Tsunade-sama's not so loud voice.

“That’s why she also wants to take a break Tsunade- sama , give Sakura a rest will you,” Shizune-san ready to back Sakura up. Sakura, still sitting on the chair in front of Tsunade’s desk looking like a child who’s waiting for her parents to give her permission.

“Okay, I agree, you can take a break, but! You need to come here as soonas possible if we need you, understood?!” Tsunade- sama gave emphasis on the ‘but’ but Sakura is already dancing in her head.

“Thank you Tsunade- sama ! Yes, I will, don’t worry about it!”

“You may leave,” Tsunade ushering them out of her office. As soon as Shizune and Sakura is out of the office, Sakura hugged Shizune .

“Oh! Thank you Shuzine-san ! I promise to bring you a gift next week!”

“Make sure about that,” Sakura runs to her office to get her bags, she’s excited to have a warm shower even better, have a warm bath in her new apartment.

***

Sakura is walking down the street to her dorm, after she graduated, and she plead to the landlord to let her stay for another year until she’s able to find a new apartment. The building is for students in the campus that’s why after you graduate you need to go to give place to new students, Sakura is lucky she was able to stay for another year. Now that she found a bigger and better apartment near the hospital, she won’t be spending at least 1 hour of commute to go to work.

She’s now near her dorm, walking on the sidewalk, when she saw an unfamiliar car in the next building.

‘Seems like new students moving in huh,’ Sakura said to herself and went in her building and straight to her room.

Her room is small. Small enough for one student, but when your part of the working class it may not be enough for one person. She had started packing actually, but just the little bits, she did the kitchen first which is the smallest section in her dorm and not a lot of things, she also started the bathroom things and that’s just it.

“I... need to pack... but a warm shower would be better,” Sakura said to herself while looking around her dorm in a total mess. She got to her bathroom and run herself a warm shower, she can’t wait to have a warm bath in her new apartment , that was one of the things she’s most excited about.

After her well-deserved shower, she went straight to packing, the first moving truck is coming tomorrow morning so she needs to at least pack half of her belongings. She starts with the bathroom, which is a bunch of towels and toiletries, Sakura is obsessed with scented candles, she didn’t expect to become a candle person but when she read ‘Good Sleep’ in the packaging she was sold, she packed an entire box of just candles. Done with the bathroom.

Now she starts with her bedroom which is the last section of her dorm. She started with her study desk which is full of books and post-it notes, she still hasn’t removed some of the notes because it was helpful when she first started in the hospital, so she kept those notes in a separate folder and put it in the box, next is her stationaries, which is lots and lots of colored pens and highlighters, then her books, study desk, done.

Next is her bed and her bedside table, she was planning to do her closet but she knows that would be the longest so she saved that for the last. There isn’t much to do in her bed since she won’t bring it with her, so it’s just the bedside table, bed sheet and her pillows. Cleaning and packing the bedside table is like a trip to first year college. Full of objects that have sentimental value for Sakura, Sakura likes to collect things that would remind her of ‘that’ specific time, there's pictures of her and Ino from their first ever trip together, some pressed flowers given by Ino’s roommate and a bunch of things that made her smile. She had a pause when she found Ino’s sleeping picture and she laughed so hard she needed to send it to her friend.

It’s about 8 pm when she decided to leave the closet for tomorrow since she hired two moving trucks, one for the morning and one coming in the afternoon. She is hungry so she called take out, when she was waiting for her food, she’s taking pictures of her dorm windows to post it in her social media accounts, she is just so ready to leave. Take out arrived and Sakura went down to get it.

“Thank you very much,” Sakura said to the delivery guy and when she was about to get in the building, she noticed the car again and the door in the next building open but nobody went out. She was confused but just went inside.

‘Bunch of kids playing,’ is all she thought, she just jumped into conclusions that it was freshmen students going out to party, when she was in freshmen she was so scared to go out at night she just stayed in her room.

After eating her dinner, she got ready for bed and prayed that she will finish her closet in time tomorrow.

***

The next day, the first moving truck came at about 8 am, Sakura was busy since then, helping the movers with the boxes, explaining where to put them in the apartment and stuff. After lunch she went straight to packing her closet.

“Okay, shoes done, clothes... erm... almost done and the upper storage last. Whoooo ! You can do this Sakura!” hyping herself up as she goes through the last stage of packing and finally, ready to move.

She finished packing her clothes and as she was reaching for the last box in the upper storage, it fell down on her.

“Ow! What is in that box?!” She exclaimed, she thought that the box is light but turns out it was heavier than she thought. As she opens the box, she found her polaroid camera together with some pictures.

She didn’t expect to see her camera, hell she forgot she had that. She went to the bed which is now just a mattress and look through the box. Her camera and some pictures, this were the pictures she kept hidden when she went back home almost two years ago, the pictures that helped her, go through something, emotionally.

‘Goodluck with mixing medicines Dr. Haruno’, ‘Dr. Haruno’ reads the note in the two pictures, she smiled, she came a long way, she’s now a doctor, well, getting there. Another picture of her parents, oh how she misses them, she take a note to visit them soon.

“ ‘Dr. Haruno’ huh Sasuke- kun ? Well, I’m happy to tell you that I’m very close to that dream. How about you? Have you become the businessman you dreamt about? I sure hope so you know,” she said to the picture. She feels dumb for talking to the picture again after two years but she knows this is a good metaphor for her.

“Do you know I’m moving apartments now Sasuke- kun ?”Sakura said as she lay in the bed and looks at the ceiling. Same as she did before, ‘how ironic’ she thinks.

“I’m happy, I wish you’re happy too,”

“I would be lying if I tell you that I didn’t wished for us to see each other again,”

“It would have been really fun Sasuke- kun , if you really would have been the one,”

“But that’s life, we need to move on,”

“I sure hope you’re happy, anywhere you are, Sasuke- kun ,”

Sakura said as she sat up her bed again and put the pictures back to the box, when she was ready to close the box, she notices another picture. A picture of her, taken by her, her own reflection shown in the picture, her smile not too genuine like she has one right now, but still the same after two years, she still thinks she’s beautiful.

“I’ve come a really long way huh?” She said to herself, she remembers the night in the picture. The next day she went home and her parents made sure she got her well-deserved rest.

She noticed that there’s no note in her picture and she remembered why, she was waiting for the perfect time. The time that maybe she miraculously saw Sasuke- kun again and had their love story going. But she got another ‘perfect timing’. She went to her bag and look for a pen.

‘Growth’

She wrote as it’s note, the word felt fitting, she did come a long way, she have grown, she learned a lot after what happened with Sasuke- kun , she learned to love herself because of what happened. Also, she doesn’t even know if what happened with Sasuke- kun is considered as moving on as nothing really happened. He just left.

She put everything back and put them in the last box, just in time with the moving truck. She feels relieve that she made it in time after having her moment. Relieve that she will be moving. As she walks towards the truck which she will be also riding to get to the other apartment, she noticed that the street is now empty. She looked at the building she lived in for 5 years, she’s happy she’s moving, moving for the better.

“I’m happy now Sasuke- kun , I told you I’d be happy”

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for·sak·en

/fərˈsākən/

adjective

abandoned or deserted by someone or something.

And this is the end for the Forsaken Story! What do you guys think? I'm so thankful for those who read this and I'm so excited to start the next part of the Lovers Series. Also someone is suggesting that I make a bonus chapter or some sort been thinking about that (*^▽^*)

Next part will be Lovers Series: Broken Story

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