#vur otherwise literally NOTHING
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i'm back fromthe mountains and in human civilization and i. i cannot deal with it. i cannot fucking deal with it what the fucj
#everything is LOUD#and NOISY#and STINKY#and the air is so fuckingTHICK and WARM and the clouds are so highABOVE and people are RUDE and im.#i cannot. i. just seeing the first car againwas almost a cultural shock#its been only three days and yet going back to my normal life is so overwhelming#I. CANNOT. EVERYRHING IS TOO FUCKING MUCH#in conclusion i was made to vanish high up inro rhe mountains for ever and ever and ever and ever#thats always. thats always the happiest i am in a long long long time#lik w i had two/three experiences earlier that was seriously GREAT#likw ill remember it my while lufe great#vut aughhhhh wandering between rocks and some grass two and a half thousand metres up high#i wanr to go back#i NEED to fo back#everyrhings too much i cant. i cant deal wtih this wtf#just you had moments when all you heard was maybea single bird further away#or a stream#vur otherwise literally NOTHING#COMPLETE SILENCE#i can hear my sibling screeching sownstairs#all the people up there where so nice when you met them. like youd at least offer a smile and a nod and a greeti g#people down here barely ever even look at you. youre never gonna depend on kne another#sitting with random people at dinner and just talking with strangers#strangers ae just friends you havent met yet#(we have a friend of sorts from australia now ig)#down hwre jts just. isk. not Ghat#and there are too many things too many fucking things everywhere theres cars outside and theres stuff lying around and theres trash on the#ground and rheres so many fhcking people but no interaction and theres so much fucking noise and smell and things and the air is all yucky#and weird and uncomfortable and warm and you can see super far but its all just streets and ugly and#no mountains no sky no clouds no depth no freedom no fucking. i. i miss the mountains
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