#victorian romance in pining i ache in anticipation i ache thinking of the little foal legs she will wobble on when published and my poor | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

redpiperfox · 2 months

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there are some fics of mine, that "i look over it and i ache."

because they're just so precious to me, and never read and loved in the way that i've sewn them-- which is amazing and wild in it's own light, because how could i have written something that meets so many people in so many different emotions?

#red qu(eu)te #red's week in music #shall i start listing them i think i shall #small and certain as an acorn [cue arrow thru the heart]#grey [fwomp another arrow but this time happy because the essayed comments on that alskdjfhalskjdfh]#brightest stars [double arrowed bc its not actually a sad story its got a sad circumstance but its a beautiful tale of purpose some get it]#heartsong [fwomp bc i didnt even write that well enough to capture its heart probably]#mozart effect [it aint just an angst fest. it AINT.]#scraps on the floor [oh the essays the comments i dunno what i did differently for the themes to be translucent enough in her!]#interstellar [i wont speak bc its so complex i have nightmares on trying to finish her lol]#rosette [at the time of this she aint even published but i ache so badly i ache so much this whole post was built on how much i ache for #this story the others were red herrings its this story and it might be bc of small as an acorn but it might just be me oh i ache like a #victorian romance in pining i ache in anticipation i ache thinking of the little foal legs she will wobble on when published and my poor #heart at all that will be missed i ache i ache i ache look at you strawberry blonde]#Spotify #(checks queue and realizes by the time this gets posted rosette will probably be out so will update tags so you can see my victorian diary #page of aching over my own words i guess XD)

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