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ilguna · 2 years

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Also I have started to tell this 1 host whenever she’s in my way because… she stands in the most random ass places.

I’ve had her stand right in front of the KDS screen, which makes it difficult to print and bump and make sauces cause I have to walk around her to do any task and go back to window.

And today she tried to get into her bag at the drink station where I tray up for drinks and I literally went, “I have to work here, do that somewhere else.”

Like??? There’s a shitload of other places where you can go through your bag. Does it have to be where I work? Or just randomly standing in someone’s way?

I don’t understand how people have 0 situational awareness. What goes on inside of that head of yours if it isn’t thinking? How are you still alive?

And she likes to respond with “well maybe I want to stand here.”

As if I give a fuck. If you don’t move, I will clear the path somehow. I am not known for being nice. My attitude + your attitude = your hurt feelings. I aim for the throat.

#ilguna #and she’s a GROWN ASS WOMAN #WITH GROWN ASS KIDS #like shut the fuck up #also I work in a restaurant in case that wasn’t made clear #a kds screen is how I see my tickets on what food is being prepared atm #/////#unrelated but related bc the drink thing happened tonight and I need to get this info off my chest #listen. I was supposed to do togo tonight but got moved over to SP #and one of my coworkers said they had an appointment to go to that would bleed into their Night Shift and said that they were gonna—#use that as an excuse to skip work to hang out with their boyfriend + a coworker + a former coworker #which irritated the absolute fuck out of me because we had two trainees tonight. one freshly trained togo. and coworker 3 #coworker 3 isn’t the best but they’re good enough. but not to train others. you see the issue?#anyway coworker 2 (the one that hung out with coworker1) and I have been trying to hang out w each other outside of work and suddenly they #have time??? to hang??#also coworker1 told me some personal info about 2 that I will not be telling to 2 but it makes me #not mad but like. idk upset because I’ve known 2 for a whole year now. we started at the same time.#listen I understand that I’m not entitled to other peoples lives but #with the amount of friendships I’ve gone through I can see the signs. this is how it begins. I have lost friends this way.#I am a stepping stone. I have always been a stepping stone. i am not the final landing.#and you can say that’s not true #but it is. I exist in friendships to get someone to a better place in their life and then I am no longer needed #and as nice as that is. I’m always ALWAYS left behind.#my own mother. after seeing me for the first time in a while. told me this after we’d been around each other for a couple of days #and said that people like us just get used. and she related it to the fact that I’m a Gemini which I could give a fuck about #but it’s the fact that it was true is what’s been bothering me #ANYWAY goodnight I’ll leave my emotional baggage and the essay of tags at the door

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