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doubleddenden · 6 years

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Journal:

So yesterday's journal. That was a thing. To translate, we did an escape room to fight an evil AI, I flirted with it and got nothing, we escaped and completed what 67% of its challengers could not, and the lady watching us through cameras told me that me flirting with the AI was hilarious.

I proceeded to go home with the bachelor party posse and get drunk off my ass with one run and coke and a half. I am 300+ pounds of light weight weak baby that tells his friends he loves them and yells about how pretty girls are. I think I even went on anon to a couple of blogs to just say how I liked their faces but I could've imagined that.

Do I regret it? A little bit but I mean. I could be a worse drunk. At least drunk Den just tells it how it is, lol. My one worry is that I made people uncomfortable but so far I've just been told that A. I was apparently cute during the drunken tyrade and B. That my comments were appreciated.

Today we finally went home and I'm so glad. We had fun but they were getting passive aggressive. I couldnt really make a joke without them telling me to stop, and they could shit all over the things I like but the second I don't like something I'm apparently not "appreciating the company?" That and they just kind of went out of their way to alienate me as much as possible with their conversations. Like why invite me if you're going to do this? It really made me sad.

But I'm home now and like. It feels like I need a vacation after my vacations these days. I get stressed about money, I get stressed about leaving my dad to do my yard work at home, i get stressed by the people I'm with who CANNOT drive without a cellphone in their god damb fucking hands for some stupid dumbass fucking reason, i get stressed because i can't sleep in these unconfy unfamiliar beds and quiet fans, i get stressed because I come home sick and just. Bluh. My bad luck just RUNS when I'm out of town.

But hey. I'm home now and can relax a bit. Except I have to do more video work. I got ONE video uploaded on this super fast internet my friend kept bragging about and couldn't use my damn thumbnails I made. I gotta figure out what I did wrong there and do something about it. In the meantime I get to stockpile more videos I guess.

Anyway, positives:

Life: I told girls I thought they were pretty and didn't receive any backlash for it. Some people probably got a laugh from it. Drunk me is respectful and I dig this loveable bastard who lacks balance. Gonna be the adult here and keep the drinking to a minimum and for celebrations only, however. Take a fucking sip responsibly, babes.

General: that relaxing feeling when you come home from a stressful trip.

#den's journal of positives #aka #drunk den kai

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