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medicaltechnician · 4 months

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ive complained bout it before but i’ll do it again, its a problem of my own making

i have ostracized myself from my own friend group by getting sick of hockey. And being terrible at online communication. And texting. it sucks, i did this to myself. But i also just can’t bring myself to enjoy hockey as much as I did last year. Esp since I let it fucked my life up a little bit. And esp since I feel slight annoyance at the sport.

Mix in the NHL being shit league atm with its…. positions on things. And yeah, sort of hard to watch the games. Idk. I don’t know how to explain my position to everyone. And it’d feel stupid to cause, i didn’t really talk to begin with. Like here’s a funnt photo I pulled from like 2016

#ker talks #yes i used to go by adam #i need to clear out my camera roll omg its still filled with hockey like at least 1k photos #this photo sums up my entire social life its a little funny #its also funny that i’m extroverted #as in that i thrive off social situations and go insane without em but i dont talk to people #im a goddamn egnigma #idk how to spell that #im fucking hungry again i give up #yes i need to work on my social skills #scary but has to be done. i just idk #i cant do it online in person its so easy #i fucking hate online convos like idk #my dads the same way i think our brains just aint wired for text communication #i need in person or voice or visual or smth #text to me feels super impersonal (?) dont know if thats the right word #but most of the time I find it hard to gain an online frienship cause it idk feels weird #to the few online friends i’ve got love ya to death truely do think of ya as friends #literatly only started doing this online stuff tho like 2 years ago so.#im a baby

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