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shinjisdone · 1 year
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Sweet Things Thorfinn Would Do For You On Your Period
A little edit kind of 'requested' for another female/afab scenario. TW: Periods, mention of pms, bleeding, blood, mentioning pregnancy once, throwing up, passing out, general pain
The concept of having one's period was mentioned and I wanted to do some research before writing anything considering the story is Based on real history.
Now...things wouldn't be easy when it comes to you being part of Askeladd's band.
The men may be dumber than a sack of hammers but they do know what a period is and also know you will get it once a month. I'm pretty sure Thorfinn is aware too.
In fact, if you don't get it (or soak it up rather successfully) there will be a lot of 'Huh's?' Hey, it's been a while and you don't look like you've had your abdomen stabbed, ain't it time? You sure you're okay?
They know you HAVE to bleed. It aint healthy if you don't! (Unless of course...you are pregnant. Many will side eye Thorfinn before you yell out that you are bleeding, idiots. You are just not letting it ruin your clothes).
As mentioned, Thorfinn is aware too but won't immediately notice anything. Rather he'd have a small heart attack if he sees any blood on you before the logical thought of 'period' enters his mind right after and he calms down. If you go into the bushes for the fourth time today, he'd raise a brow and his concerns before going 'Oh.' right after.
Will just let you do what you need to do. He'd keep watch if you are in the bushes or lake and when you hiss in pain, he'd ask if you are okay.
He tends to be a bit more attentive but that's about it. To him all it means you'll have to deal with it for an amount of time. He himself doesn't know how to deal with it either.
Which can be a problem when you do need help. You could have profuse pain and blood (which WILL scare Thorfinn. He knows it can be normal but the way you are suffering and the amount of blood still makes him a bit uneasy) and all he knows is that cloths can be helpful. He'll get some, make some himself or in some cases, will even steal some during raids of the other vikings.
Thorfinn doesn't raid at all. All he needs are essential things which he can easily get himself. So imagine him there in an hut he saw a woman eacape from and explore each nook and cranny for some clean cloths. He prefers not to think about the original owners - you need it and thats important.
If you met at an early age, he would have done so as well, especially in the beginning.
Unfortunately, that seems to be the only thing he can do for you. He cant help when it comes to pain, which also comes in many variations.
When your clutching your stomach hard and can't get up, the blonde panics a little. He hoists you up on his back, piggy-back style, and carries you wherever you need to go. You may complain that he could get blood on him but he doesn't mind and tells you so. When you say you really can't stand straight, Thorfinn? panics? A bit? More? Whaddya mean you can't even stand straight? Bro, you're scaring him.
He'd be extra careful not to...bend or...whatever else could happen that causes you pain while he carries you.
But when you straight up throw up on the rails of the ship? Nuh-uh, you cannot convince him that can happen.
Startled a bit before rubbing your back. He holds your hair as well and just...prays that is a one-time thing. Like, what is happening inside your body?
He offers you his share of food, telling you to shut up and eat. No, it's fine, you can have it. Surely it has to be of help after you vomitted your entire lunch out.
And if you REALLY want to scare him to death, it happens when you might pass out.
What are you doing PASSING OUT?!
Thorfinn won't ever yell or scream or be demeaning to you because of your period ever, but he cannot help the confusion and fear settling in whenever something happens. He bottles it up instead.
He is at first not going to come to the conclusion that you passed out because of your period and will instead shake you like crazy to wake up, unknowingly causing you more pain.
And now, to the scenario which was my only reason to write these period key parts:
Askeladd hears a hard thump and looks over to see Thorfinn panicking and shaking you awake. The men watch with uneasy, eyes, speechless. With a frustrated sigh, Askeladd makes his way up to you two.
The moment he hears him, Thorfinn draws his dagger at the man and barks at him to stay the hell away. What could he possibly want?
With a roll of his eyes, the man points at your unconcious form and tells him what the hell he is doing rather. Doesnt he now that shaking you like a rag doll is only hurting you more?
Thorfinn screams at him as Askeladd kneels down and lays you down on your back, putting a cloak under your head as a pillow. He gives you something to drink, prepares something akin to soup with a few herbs and tells Thorfinn to shut up and learn.
He watches him pour something in a bowl and attempting to have you drink from it - before the leader could do anything, Thorfinn has his hands around his neck, pushing Askeladd to the ground with gritted teeth. "What in the hell do you think you're doing?!"
Askeladd shoves the lad off and points towards the blood around you. "You can't even help your friend. She's bleeding and unconcious and you're holding down the man who knows his way around women at least."
Thorfinn's breath hitches and he watches with wide, attentive eyes and a shaking dagger in his hand as Askeladd is tending you. When asked how he knows all these things, the man cheekily answers that in his years he had experiences with a few women for more than a few months. The men whoop for him.
In reality, he knows all this by having tended his sick mother ever since he was lad himself. Ill and alone, abandoned in a stable with manure and rats left and right. She survived so far until he was fourteen...so he reckons he's teaching Thorfinn something right.
While disliking this little lesson, Thorfinn takes it to heart as he watches you get better.
Cloths, food, herbs and salves...he'll get it for you. Either by means of foraging or stealing. All for you.
Tells you to always inform him on how you are feeling. If something hurts, here's the salve. If you can't get up, he'll carry you. He also mused if he should wash your blood-stained clothes but always asks you beforehand.
The fact that you could get infected (which is something he didn't know and Askeladd told him) makes him even more determined to keep his eye on you. There are so many ways to die and he can't have you be gone through something like that.
So, so helpless when you are feeling emotional (pms). You are depressed, upset or are crying because of...nothing particular. He is definitely NOT going to Askeladd but is going to ask you what you want him to do. What do you want, what do you need? This is all so confusing to him, just tell him what he's gotta do.
It doesn't matter if he doesn't understand it, don't bother explaining. Just give out your request. Anything.
He's not going to tell you how much it hurts seeing you like this.
Need a hug? Uh, he doesn't do hugs but he'll comply. Unsurely and carefully wrapping his arms around you with zero weight on your body. His skin is barely touching yours. Afraid he might hurt you.
Lean on him and cry. Talk about anything, he won't get it but will listen. Ask for anything and he'll get it.
Again, he does so really carefully like you are made of the thinnest glass. Thorfinn isn't the most affectionate even when he tries.
If you give him your thanks during pms, he will be...stumped. And his heart is beating fast. What are you talking about?
He'll accept your words quietly, patting your back before telling you to keep resting. Just a bit more and everything will be okay.
[@suofang this for u]
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jeweldagger · 4 months
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thorfinn x f!reader (soulmate au!)
the heat around he two of yo could be unbearable, as houses crashed down onto the floor, engulfed by flames.
houses of people you knew.
you watched as your classmates, friends, family, teachers... you watched as they were all slaughtered in cold blood.
and the boy in front of you was the sole cause of it all.
he seemed to be about your age, not very tall with shaggy, dark blonde hair. his dark eyes glared down at you, an apathetic look on his face.
did he not care that he had just let a group of vikings kill everyone? a whole village? did he not care that everything was up in flames? did it not bother him?
did he not care that.. he was your soulmate?
you could tell he was, purely by the fact that the red string of fate wrapped around your pinky, in linked with his.
his end as various signs of cutting, and attempts to rip it off... and you had suffered from them.
each attempt at harming the string, inflicts an equal amount of pain to both soulmates. each slash dug deep into your skin, and each tug you could feel.
he was desperate to get rid of the string, but only caused pain for the both of you.
"you.." your voice was shaky as you stared up at him, his hand resting at his side.
he spared the string not even a mere glance, his eyes were focused on you and you alone.
his soulmate.
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satoruni · 11 months
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⋆ ˚。⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚。⋆ boss's daughter ii - snake x reader
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WARNINGS: f!reader, snake being an asshole and a product of his time, he's kinda mean in this one, age gap, choking, rough sex, unprotected sex, creampie, size difference, degradation, praise
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Ever since that wonderful night with Snake, you had been in good spirits. You had eagerly helped your mother more with your chores and have even volunteered to accompany Arnheid to your grandfather's house, much to your family's bafflement.
Your mother on the other hand was pleased, finally thinking that you were starting to become more responsible. If only she knew. You used every excuse to see Snake as much as possible during the day. His gross friends would give you knowing jeers and slimy smirks which you hated. Their eyes often raked over your body whenever you moved past. But any discomfort would disappear when you see Snake's handsome face. You knew he would never let them do anything to you.
Snake often gave you a charming smile that made your head spin and heart beat faster. He had been a lot more subtle with his affections, like slightly holding onto your waist when he wants to get past you which made goosebumps rise on your skin or he would place his hand discreetly on your thigh whenever you had dinner with einar, thorfinn and arnheid at your grandfather's place. You made a light squeak at that, making you blush when everyone turned to look at you in puzzlement.
However your favourite moment is when you and Snake finally have the time for yourselves at night. He would sneak into your room again and you would be ready for him. All the teasing, slight touches and smiles would immediately erupt into him kissing you, leaving you breathless.
He easily picks you up and threw you on your bed, making you squeak in embarrassment. Most of the time he treats you gently, making you forget how strong he truly is. During sex, he would be king and gentle, littering kisses to your neck while whispering that you were his sweet girl.
After every time you two fucked, you would lie on top of him, softly tracing your delicate fingers over his scarred chest and leaving a kiss for each one.
"What are you doing?" Snake chuckled, gently stroking your hair.
You smiled, eyes sparkling with adoration. "I am counting your scars" you retorted playfully. "They tell stories so I want to hear all about it"
Your words resonated deep within Snake's heart, stirring emotions he had long buried beneath layers of duty and sacrifice. His expression softened when he looked at you, tracing his fingers lightly along your soft cheeks. You were going to be the death of him.
Slowly he leaned in, closing the distance, his lips meeting yours in a tender and loving kiss. You lay there together, their bodies intertwined, your kisses planting seeds of acceptance and love upon his battle-scarred chest. In the intimacy of that shared moment, Snake found solace, the walls around his heart crumbling, replaced by a newfound trust and connection.
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However, there were sides of Snake which you could not comprehend or understand. He was a gentle and kind with her yet he had a different face for everyone else.
Her brother, Thorgil had arrived. His face with a fresh scar from his latest battle and was holding a heavy sword. He was still just as frightening as you last saw him. You hid behind your father on the horse, clutching onto his cloak.
"You grew up quite a bit last time I saw you" Thorgil leered down at you. You mustered up a shy smile and found it in yourself to greet him. Thorgil guffawed at that, saying you remind him of a rabbit, making you blush with tears threatening to sprout from your eyes while Ketil scolds him.
Just then Snake arrived, handsome as ever, making you sigh in relief. Snake was easy-going and was able to get on with Thorgil of all people who greeted him like they were good friends. He gave you a secret smiles, soothing you, eliciting a sweet smile at him.
However, your smile dropped when Snake revealed that he had caught two thieves. The so-called thieves were no more than two starving children. Why would he tie those two children up like that?
After the beating the poor boy had endured which you could barely stand to watch, you went to the barn where the brother and sister were staying, to secretly give them a warm and hearty meal. Your heart broke seeing the little girl trying to tend to her bruised brother.
As you exited carefully to not alert the two children, you bumped into Snake, making you gasp. He looked at you with an impassive expression which made you look down, feeling like a scolded child.
"What were you doing there?" he asked with a brow up.
"I was just giving them food" you whispered softly, not wanting to look up. "I felt sorry for them. They were only children, was there any reason for them to go through such harsh beating"
"It's the way things are ran, you need some level of order to keep peace around here, even if the culprit is a child" Snake's eyes then softened and he flashed that smile that made your knees weak. "Come here"
He engulfed you in a warm embrace, making you blush heavily. Your eyes instinctively darted around your surroundings in fear that your mother would come from the corner.
"Don't worry, nobody will find us here, it's dark" he whispered, sensing your worries. Then he leaned back to grasp your chin to place a kiss on your lips.
"You are so cute when you get so fired up" his eyes, glinting with amusement. You could only giggle back unsurely, just happy to be back in his arms again.
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Today was a mess. Arnheid's husband had returned after brutally murdering his masters. Fear gripped as you clung onto Arnheid, shielding her from the sight of the bloodied and terrifying man who rode in. Snake had arrived soon after, storming in with anger burning hotter than you had ever witnessed. His words to Arnheid was laced with a chilling threat. This made your heart clench painfully seeing the man you loved transform to someone so frightening. In one swift blow, Snake subdued the struggling Gardar, leaving you shivering at the display of his power. Afterwards that night, you had comforted Arnheid, holding her in your arms as she cried bitterly. She had also confided in you about being pregnant with none other than your father's baby, making you want to gag. However you still comforted for she was your friend and her baby was to be your own sibling.
Now, you found yourself lying on your soft bed, dressed in your nightgown, your thoughts consumed by the day's events. Absentmindedly twirling strands of your hair, you couldn't shake the haunting images of the bloodied Gardar and the terrified face of Arnheid, who was torn between her loyalty to her husband and her unborn child. Suddenly, a figure slid into your room, startling you. Panic briefly surged through you until relief washed over you, realizing that it was only Snake.
Attempting to summon a warm smile, you approached him cautiously, though his appearance filled you with trepidation. He was drenched from head to toe, rainwater dripping off him, and his expression was an unsettling mask of blankness. Yet, beneath that facade, you could sense a simmering rage and deep frustration emanating from him. Part of you wanted to retreat back to the safety of your bed, but you summoned the courage to reach out to him.
"Snake?" you prodded gently, holding his cold and wet hands into your warm ones, trying to warm him up. "Are you alright?"
Snake turned to look at you and you felt chills run down your spine. His eyes held a fiery anger that seemed to linger, not even softening when they landed upon your face.
He then inched closer to you, the older man's presence seemed to envelop your bedroom and made you feel small and delicate. There was an undeniable sense of fear, knowing that this man, whom you cared deeply for, was capable of such ferocity. Yet, there was also an undeniable allure, an electrifying magnetism that drew you closer despite your own apprehension. You looked up at him with a mixture of fear and arousal, much to your shame. Anger did suit Snake. You had dropped to your bed, causing you to squeak.
Snake's towering presence loomed over you, the intensity of his gaze sending a chill down your spine. His proximity made your heart race, and conflicting emotions swirled within you. There was an undeniable sense of fear, knowing that this man, whom you cared deeply for, was capable of such ferocity. Yet, there was also an undeniable allure, an electrifying magnetism that drew you closer despite your own apprehension.
You couldn't help but feel a twinge of shame, an internal battle against the part of you that found this display of anger attractive. The way his features contorted, the fire in his eyes—it was a side of him you hadn't seen before, and it stirred something within you that you couldn't fully comprehend.
As you dropped onto your bed, a mixture of surprise and nervousness caused a small sound to escape your lips. The sound only seemed to deepen the intensity in Snake's eyes, his gaze piercing into your very soul.
Snake pulled you up to then grab your face and kissed you furiously, your plump and soft lips met his cold ones suddenly. You moan in the kiss, clutching onto his wet clothes tightly and your tongues danced. Snake, however, refused for you to be in charge of anything and instead ripped your nightgown open, revealing your naked body.
You did not know why you were so mortified. You had been naked in front of Snake many times in this very room. However today felt different as Snake was frightening to her today.
You so desperately wanted to please him so you allowed his rough hands to roam your voluptuous body's soft and warm skin, holding him close.
"Good girl," he said, his voice hoarse and gruff, as he groped one of your plump tits and rolled your nipples. You smile, feeling butterflies in your belly and he kisses you with the same intensity as before, leaving you breathless. Snake looked at you with your lips swollen and turned you around to make you face the bed.
"Ah, Snake!" you moaned when he spread your legs from the back and roughly put his cock inside you. Snake held on to your curvy hips and squeezed the flesh there, before thrusting into you roughly.
"Fuck!" he gritted out, while pounding you, making you moan in jitters. He then grabbed your hair in his fist, making him be able to fuck you even deeper, hitting all your sweet spots.
"You little slut, you like that, don't you?" Snake snarled. Your heart slightly clenched at the harsh words he said as indicated by your lips wobbling. However, you felt ashamed by the slick gathering at your pussy when he said so. Snake also seemed to notice. For this, he slapped your ass multiple times, making it jiggle. You winced at that, he had a very strong hand.
"You're a dirty whore, getting wet for that," he said, whispering into your ear while grasping your hair even more tightly, making your head tilt back. You had begun to sob and hiccup from the pleasure you had gotten from the delicious mixture of rough fucking and his degrading words.
"N-no, I am not a whore, I am only yours" you gasped out, barely being able to get those words out of your mouth while trying to keep your moans at bay. The last thing you wanted was for your mother to come barging in to see her youngest daughter getting fucked by their much older farm hand.
"Are you now?" he retorted, flipping you over causing you to squeal. He was quick to grab both of your legs to wrap it around his waist. Snake then pressed both of your thighs back into your chest, startling you.
"This feels weird" you said, sniffling.
"Tough," he said, positioning his cock into your pussy. He only needed one arm to push both of your legs down making you flush how large he was compared to your form.
"Don't think about dropping them or else" he said quietly while coming on top of you to fuck you even deeper.
"M-Mmh.. Snake!" you gasped out, already feeling tired. However, his appetite for you is stronger compared to the other nights you two have shared so you resign yourself for yet another sleepless night.
His strong hips met yours in an erratic motion, making you moan sweetly at the fast pace. Snake's nails dug deep into the plush skin of your thighs as he relentlessly pounded into you, making no indication that he would stop any time soon.
"You're all mine, do you hear me?" he snarled in your ear, his pace quickening as you felt an orgasm just about to reach for you. "Say that you're mine"
"I am all yours" you wailed out, orgasming in bliss. However Snake only resumed.
"Snake, its too much!"
"Shut up" he simply said, pushing a calloused hand to wrap his long fingers around your delicate neck while he fucked you hard. There was no way to move as he kept one hand firmly on your thighs, rendering you useless and you sit there pliantly.
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Snake lied down next to you, his chest going up and down, soothing you while you stroked his chest. You looked at him intently, wanting him to confide in you to say what was going on with him.
"What is it," he asks quietly, looking at you from the corner of his eyes.
"What's wrong" you implored, feeling a surge of courage. "You've been angry ever since you arrived"
"Fucking Arnheid and that husband of hers" he gritted out. "I told those idiots to not underestimate him and now they have gotten killed"
Your heart ached for Snake. Despite what he tries to come across as, he does care deeply for his men, however deplorable they may be.
"I am going to find him and kill him"
You fidgeted nervously at that, feeling uncomfortable with the uncharacteristic bloodlust of his.
"Snake, he is still her husband," you said quietly. "Arnheid has no one, must you punish her too by taking away her only family"
Snake's eyes burned with anger as he turned to face you. The intensity in his gaze unsettles you to the core.
"Just whose side are you on," he asked, his voice laced with an icy edge that cut through the air like a knife. His words hung heavily, challenging your loyalty.
"Snake" you began, your voice trembling slightly. "I am not trying to take sides, I just want you to-"
"This isn't just about taking sides" Snake retorted sharply. "It's about trust. Can I trust you to understand what I am going through? Or trust you to support my decisions, even if they go against your beliefs?"
Snake then got up, putting on his shirt and lacing up his boots.
"But then again what was I even expecting? You're just some sheltered girl who has no idea about the world she is in. Those men you are so repulsed by are the reason why are you are even sleeping safe at night"
His scathing words left a bitter taste in your mouth. You looked at him with indignant anger.
"Those precious men of yours are the reason why I hardly feel safe whenever I come near you. God knows what Arnheid feels" you gritted out. "Please get out of my room."
Snake's face contorted with a mix of anger, hurt and regret. His eyes darted briefly to your withdrawn figure before he turned away, his departure swift.
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almost-blondee · 11 months
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Green Monster
Thorfinn x F!reader
SFW, Kissing, fluff
Takes place on Ketil’s farm
word count: 2.6k
Please don’t mind spelling or grammar mistakes, i tried my best to find them all, thank you! Enjoy!
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Thorfinn was never one to have any knowledge about love, in a romantic way at least. So, when you had entered his life, he was rather puzzled about his feelings. The first time he saw you he was awestruck; he had never seen someone as beautiful as you. For a while he tried to avoid you, so he wouldn’t feel this uncomfortable churning in his stomach. However, it ended up being quite a hassle trying to avoid you, since you were both slaves on the same farm. In time, Thorfinn became more comfortable around you and less nervous, but he was still wondering when this feeling would go away.
Thorfinn never had the time to think about love. All he ever thought about was trying to survive or get revenge. But now he is said to be empty. He now has time to think about things like that, even though he has no idea how to go about it.
Now months have passed and Thorfinn is still having the same issue, he can’t get that feeling in his stomach to disappear. Thorfinn has had enough, so he is now at his last resort…. Talking to Einar. Thorfinn knows this is probably not the best course of action, even so, he needs to know how to get rid of it. Therefore, one evening when him and Einar were getting ready to hit the hay, he brought up his predicament.
“Einar, can i ask you something?” Thorfinn said quietly.
“Yeah of course, what is it?” Einar responds curiously. “Well, it’s kinda embarrassing, so don’t make fun of me, okay?”
“Okay, just hurry up” Einar says trying to hasten the process.
“Okay, Um… So, you know (y/n) right?”. Einar nods. “Well, ever since i met her i haven’t been able to get this feeling out of my stomach, it’s like the feeling when you get nervous. But like amplified by 100. But it only happens when i’m around her.” he states, now nearing his question. “So. what i want to know is, how do i get rid of it?” Thorfinn, who is now finished what he was saying eagerly waits for Einar to respond. Einar goes to say something, then pauses. He proceeds to do this for the next minute, then he finally came up with something to say.
“You don’t.” Einar says like it was the most obvious thing in the world. Thorfinns eyes widen, “what do you mean, you don’t?” Thorfinn quickly says. “I mean you don’t, you’ll just have to get used to it, i mean the only way it will go away is if you fall out of love with her.” Einar says while having his hand on his chin. “Woah, woah… who said i loved her?” Thorfinn defends. “Idiot, you basically just did. It’s obvious you have feelings for her. How did you not realize by now.” Einar deadpans. Thorfinn starts getting shy. “Well, i'm not really good at stuff like this.” Thorfinn fidgets with his fingers. “Okay, it’s settled… you’re in love!” Einar shouts rather loudly. Thorfinn hushes him in a panicked way. “Shhhh… what if someone hears.” Einar sighs “No one is going to hear us idiot.” Thorfinn turns around and pouts, he lays down in the hay. “Whatever, i’m ending this conversation. Goodnight.” “Jeez, it’s nothing to be embarrassed about, but alright, if you say so. Goodnight.” Einar also turns to lie down. In a matter of minutes, both of them are fast asleep.
The next morning, Thorfinn is yet again waken by Einar, The usual routine. They go to the well to wash their faces, before continuing their farm work along with the old masters.
After all their chores are done the old master invited them to eat dinner, saying “those who work, deserve to eat”. So, they take up the offer and began heading back to the old master's house. When they arrived, they had heard some voices in the distance, sounding like it was coming from the house. As they neared the house, Thorfinn had recognized the voice as yours. There was also another voice, which he assumed was Snakes. Just the thought of you being in there with him alone made him a little irritated, but he didn’t let it bother him.
The three of them walked into the house seeing you making dinner for Snake. Knowing Snake, he probably begged you to make him some food since the old master wouldn’t make anything for him. “Welcome back old master” you said. “Oh, hey Thorfinn, Einar.” you added after seeing them walk in. They waved saying “hi” back and went to sit down at the table. “Darn, if i knew you guys were coming to eat i would have made enough, sorry guys. I can make you more after this is done?” You explained. “It’s fine, darling. Don’t worry about them, Gramps will make them something.” Snake said turning down the offer that wasn’t even for him. All would have been fine if Thorfinn didn’t hear that nickname.
Darling? he thought, why would he be calling you darling? Thorfinn was wondering when you guys got so close. He could feel a different feeling now burning in his stomach; however, he chose to ignore it.
As dinner went on, you had finished making whatever it was for Snake. Serving it to him, he was over the moon grateful, making you giggle a bit. There was that feeling again, it felt like it was travelling higher and higher up his chest. Trying his best, again, to suppress it.
The last straw was when, you had all finished dinner, and you were sitting on the bench beside Snake. Now, there doesn’t seem to be anything wrong, right? Wrong. Snake had his arm wrapped around your shoulders pulling you closer to him every now and then. Or when he would tell a joke and you would playfully slap him while laughing. Thorfinn could feel it again. It felt like something was crawling its way up his throat, about to hop out of his mouth. That should be him sitting there with his arm wrapped around you. He should be making you laugh so hard that you are almost crying. Just as he was thinking all this, his thoughts got cut off by a rather hard nudge to the shoulder. “Thorfinn, what the hell are you glaring at man, you look like you could kill someone” Einar said in a hushed voice. Thorfinn immediately stopped looking at you and Snake, slowly turning to see Einar. “it’s nothing, don’t worry about it.” Thorfinn says flatly. Einar’s not buying it, he thinks to himself hard, why would he be glaring at Snake so intensely.
That’s when it clicked, Thorfinn was jealous. Einar couldn’t help but have a huge smirk on his face. He couldn’t believe he was witnessing Thorfinn acting so childish. That’s when he had a plan. If he could make Thorfinn as jealous as possible, maybe he would finally confess to you. This was definitely a terrible idea, Einar not knowing what Thorfinn could do to Snake if he riled him up too much. Even so, Einar wanted to go through with this. To do so, he needed to get you on his side. He may or may not know that you like Thorfinn back. Only because you let it slip one time while you were talking about Thorfinn. But now he is so thankful to you for that mistake, because now it’s more likely you’ll help him. He thought he’d talk to you in the morning and plan it all out. Einar was having way too much fun with this.
In the morning, Einar took it upon himself to tell you about his mischievous plan. As he finished explaining to you. You knew instantly that you wanted to go through with it. Although you would feel a teeny bit bad, it was worth it if it ended in a relationship. “Really! you’ll help me!” Einar says ecstatically, not thinking you would agree to it. “i mean why would i turn it down, i like Thorfinn too. It’s the perfect chance for us to get together!” You pumped your fist enthusiastically. “Great, now all i need you to do is hang out with Snake more than usual and maybe be more friendly, if you know what i mean.” Einar puts his hand out for a high five, and you gladly reciprocate it. “Let’s do this!”
The following evening, Thorfinn and Einar were invited to the old master's house for supper again. So, it was time to put the plan into action.
When Einar and Thorfinn had made it to the old master's house, it was pretty quiet. There was just the refreshing sound of the wind in the trees and the slight sound of bubbling from dinner. They have not seen Snake nor the old master, so in any attempt to get their attention Einar yelled out “anybody home?” They heard shuffling around and then the old master's voice. “Just sit down (y/n) will be back to serve dinner soon”. Following orders, they sat down waiting for you to get back.
A couple minutes went by, eventually Einar and Thorfinn could hear your voice, followed by Snakes. You were giggling away the whole time it took you guys to walk to the door. Of course, Thorfinn did not like it one bit. But what was he going to do. As the door opened, they heard Snake say, “Ladies first.” You giggled once more accepting the gesture and going in first but not before say “Oh you are such a gentlemen Snake” and giving him a little peck on the cheek. You made sure that Thorfinn was able to see the whole thing go down. As you looked over at him, you could see a little frown on his face, so cute, you thought. “Oh. hi Thorfinn, Einar, did we make you guys wait long. i thought me and Snake would be back before you got here.” you say nonchalantly. This irks Thorfinn in the wrong way, where did you go with Snake, how long were you gone, and why was it just the two of you. All these thoughts race through his mind, wondering what has gotten into him, why was he so irritated. He almost felt his heart explode when you kissed Snake on the cheek. You should only be doing that to him. Why was he getting agitated. “No, it’s fine we didn’t wait long” Einar replies, while Thorfinn stays quiet.
You walk over to the table serving them all dinner and bringing a bowl to the old master. When you were down you served yourself some, then went to sit next to Snake. Trying to sit closer than you normally would. You purposely pretended to stumble a little and land on Snakes lap. This takes All 3, Einar, Snake, and Thorfinn by surprise. Einar is surprised that you are so bold when it comes to this plan, Snake is kind of uncomfortable with you right on top of him, and Thorfinn is enraged. Thorfinn saw how Snakes arm wrapped around your waist in order to catch you, and how your hand had landed on his chest. You were basically just sitting on his lap, after a few minutes of silence and you still not getting up. Thorfinn couldn’t handle the thought of another man touching you, or vice versa.
“Okay princess, it’s time for you to get off now, if you wanted a piece of me, you could have just asked.” Snake said with a cocky smile. You lightly slapped Snakes chest slowly getting up to regain your “balance”. “Oh, you're such a tease” you say playfully. This was the last straw for Thorfinn, you guys were blatantly flirting right in front of him. What’s with him calling you princess anyway, disgusting, Thorfinn thought. He couldn’t handle it anymore. He needed you to know how he felt otherwise you would slip through his fingers and probably end up with a man like Snake. He wanted you for himself and no one else. So, Thorfinn took it upon himself to make you his.
“(y/n) can i talk to you… right now?” Thorfinn asks but it sounds more like a statement. “Huh, oh sure Thorfinn” you give him and innocent smile. I can’t believe that worked!! you thought giving Einar and imaginary high five. “No, like can we go outside to talk, privately” he was getting impatient, he needed to claim you as his, right in this moment or he would go crazy. As he finished his sentence he got up and walked over to you. He grabbed your wrist and dragged you out, but before you could leave you saw Einar give you a little wink and a thumbs up. You returned with a huge smile and thumbs up of your own. When both of you left Snake was wondering what just happened. “Don’t ask” Einar simply said. “Wasn’t going to.” Snake replied, both of them ate in silence.
Thorfinn dragged you pretty far from the old master's house, he had a tight grip on your wrist as he dragged you further and further. All of the sudden he came to a stop. He turned around to face you, he still held your wrist but slowly moved it to hold your hand, as his other did the same. Now he was holding both of your hands, and only a few inches away from you. “you’re doing this on purpose aren’t you” Thorfinn finally spoke. “i’m not sure what you mean, tough guy?” you replied knowing exactly what he meant. “Don’t play dumb with me (y/n), you were all over Snake today.” Thorfinn huffed. You give a little chuckle. “What’s that got to do with you?” you pushed.
“whats it got to do with me?” Thorfinn was stumped for a minute. Wait, maybe she’s right what does it have to do with me, we aren’t together. Jeez, now i look like a real idiot. Thorfinn thought to himself. You looked at Thorfinn with a knowing look, so you took it upon yourself to close the little gap that was in between you too. Thorfinn was taken by surprise, he couldn’t even register what was happening until you pulled away. He slowly brought his fingers to his lips. “Wha- why did you do that” he said now slowly turning red. “i did it because i love you too, idiot” you confess. “Einar told me you liked me, so he can up with a plan to make you jealous to see if you would confess to me. But i think i’ve made you suffer enough, pretty boy. He blushed even harder at the nickname. However, it stirred something inside of him. with a boost of confidence, he quickly smashed his lips back onto yours. Now you’re the one caught off guard. But you quickly kiss back as well, wanting the moment to never end.
Thorfinn pulled away from the kissed first. “I love you” he muttered just loud enough for you to hear. “ i couldn’t stand the sight of you being in another man's arms. Promise me from now on your mine and only mine?” He asked while his hands found their way to your back pulling you closer to him. “of course, Thorfinn, and you’re mine and only mine as well.” you confirm. “I’m glad, i’d love to be your only.��� Thorfinn ends his sentence with a quick peck on your lips. He then pulls you into a tight hug.
“By the way, i’m going to kill Einar for coming up with that plan” “don’t, i’m partly at fault to.” you say. “Then, i guess i’ll just have to punish you later.” He whispers in your ear. You shudder “fine by me.”
“what’s taking them so long?” Snake questions. “i’m still hungry, (y/n) should have made more”. Einar just rolls his eyes, hoping everything is going smoothly.
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onyx-syn · 8 months
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🌹One Piece (mostly LA! I'm getting back into the anime now): BUGGY, Mihawk, Shanks, Luffy, Zoro, Sanji, Usopp, Nami, Frank, Brock, and ROBIN
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rukia-writes · 4 years
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Uhh I’ve never sent a request on tumblr before- i just started using the app frequently now... but if it’s okay with you can you do a thorfinn x fem reader? Nsfw / nsfw head cannons if your okay with writing that, but if not any x f reader of thorfinn would be amazing!!! Thank you lovely!!!❤️❤️❤️
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You can request Thorfinn x fem! Reader, except when NSFW comes to to teenage Thorfinn I don’t feel comfortable with writing that because he still a teenager.
But if you’re okay with older! Thorfinn, then i can do that.
Just resend the request and I’ll do it.
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shinjisdone · 5 months
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Extra: To Soften a Warrior’s Heart (Vinland Saga; Thorfinn; Alternative to Part 8 - When Thorkell Takes You Hostage)
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Ok, so I've been *Sharp inhale* fixated on this scenario and just to let u know IT IS NOT CANON - to my headcanon of an canon series 💀 it's just a silly lil "what if" and a stand-alone on its own. Thorfinn and Askeladd have been dueling in my head.
Tag list: @luopenis , @jinsecho , @mitsureigen , @theknightssecrets
[TW: Thorkell and co taking you hostage, raging Thorfinn, MANY female-leaning to straight up female examples and therefore many icky moments from the men 💀, physical fighting, killing, physical harrassment, sexual harrassment, bodily harm, torture, insults, sexual comments, stealing, taunts and threats, physical restriction, Thorkell's band being cruel and just ew, mentions of women being sold off - the whole spiel, Askeladd is not the hostage this time]
Hoooooh okay
This whole shenanigan must have happened accidentaly - after all, Thorkell wanted to take Askeladd the leader and not...one of his kids.
Still, the giant does not grow disheartened. He realized quite quickly your bond with the son of Thors and he eagerly wanted to fight him. If your safety being endangered meant that Thorfinn would come racing down the hill to fight him, Thorkell will gladly throw you to the bloodied grasps of his men.
His band may be confused...they don't want anything to do with a kid. They're here for the prince and Askeladd - not for some wannabee viking.
Still, you certainly must have something valuable on you. As long as they don't kill you off, Thorkell wouldn't them stealing from you, right?
So, you can imagine that your person is throughuly examined, taking everything that could be of value. Weapons, belts, helmets, trinkets...
Though you may be let go - or killed - what is sure is that you will be left as poor as a beggar.
Unfortunately, this would also mean that one or two men - and then soon the entire band - will scream out that they got a woman among them. There's a possibility that they could only find out if they get close if you do not present yourself as female but unfortunely, no matter how well you hide yourself, through examinating your person, everyone would sure to find out.
So in a case like this, the band will not kill you (unless Thorkell commands so) because this is a win for them! They can kill Askeladd and the rest, take the prince and sell you off! Oh, this day has been blessed by the gods for sure!
And if not, they can still kill you off if you cause them too much trouble. Women are like fish in the ocean.
The scene is set - Thorkell waves his axe as he calls out to Thorfinn. Lookie what we got here! Not your boss but that friend of yours! Don't you want to help them?
You're being held down by your head, a knee on your back as a blade is dancing across your neck. The men taunt and threaten you, definitely causing a few bruises in just minutes. They go along with Thorkell's plan to see if this really might work or not!
They wave your precious possesions in front of your eyes before tucking them into their own pockets or throwing them into the snow.
And in the case of being female, they unfortunately will also touch you. Let out comments while hovering near in a way that makes you gag.
Thorfinn sees all this. He screams out before racing down the hill. His screams are first akin to mindless noises before he finds his words and spits out insults and threats at every single one present.
Dont they dare hurt you, touch you, be near you! It's the most pure, basic insults he throws their way. Nothing they haven't heard before.
Thorkell offers to duel for you. Yet only if he really, really fights him. Thorkell wants to truly fight against the Son of Thors - the child of the strongest man he has ever known.
If he refuses, Thorkell wouldn't mind a single thing his men might do to you.
"I'll kill you, I'll kill all of you!" Thorfinn interrupts the man before he can even finish his demands. His daggers out with his back hunched like a predator. His face is as dark as thunder.
He sees you in the grasp of a small group and yells out again before speeding towards where you were - only to be kicked back by Thorkell. Come now, you didn't even let him finish. He's being serious when he says he wants to see him fight!
The men laugh but the young lad doesn't care. He doesn't care about the 'honor' nor about Thorkell and his band. He only needs to get you out of there.
Thorfinn fights with the intent to kill. Like all of this isn't a duel of honor, like Thorkell isn't even an enemy but something beyond that. Something beyond deserving his hatred. He is focused and quick, each swing of his dagger going for every single vulnerable spot he can find. His eyes seem...not there. Darting and empty as he just has the giant in his sight.
He is covered in bruises, snow and blood but he does not relent.
The men surround the two and watch in awe and laughter. Betting and cussing, clapping along the way. The small group that holds you down watch as well but some might end up bored if they have to keep on watching you, hands on you to keep you low, knees in the cold snow...they can't even properly watch the duel! They have to stick their heads up to the sky to even see the flying blades above the heads of the others...How boring they have to play watchmen.
So some try to ease their boredom with you.
Some might take more of your possesions than they were told, some torture you, cutting ever so thinly into your flesh, while others want to just have a feel of your flesh. They taunt and laugh at your misery, their awful breath poisoning you as they mutter all kinds of ideas on what they could do with you.
However, there are two possibilities that could happen for Thorfinn to truly freak out and abandon the duel.
One of these things is when you are severly hurt. He'd have to hear you scream out and he'd whip his head into your direction. You could be stabbed, strangled or hurt in any other way. Thorfinn screams like a banshee, like an animal mother watching her children get hurt. He drops Thorkell here and there before running to the perpetrators and killing them on the spot. He jumps onto them, stabbing them several times to death before holding onto you. He is out of breath and needs to collect himself first before he can escape with you. But Thorkell will be sure to get in the way of that.
The other possibility is when you are harrassed. It gets him especially when it is done to you as a woman.
Any kind of action, any kind of comments make him roar like a beast and he also jumps on them to kill them.
Thorfinn doesn't care about the duel or Thorkell, no matter how many times he drags them back to the fight. He has to get you back, he has to.
The many men laugh and mock him. How could anyone be so foolish to fight against the Thorkell the Tall and risk their life for some kid? It's entertaining as well as embarassing.
Once Thorfinn wins however, he will shout to the sky in victory and rush towards you, scream at the others to let you go.
He hugs you tight, with his daggers still in hand and panting like a dog. Blood is all over him.
He would need a few minutes, the men distancing themselves in awe and fear as this...lad killed his way through to you. After calming down he asks as you are okay before getting the hell out of there.
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shinjisdone · 1 year
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To Soften a Warrior’s Heart (Vinland Saga; Thorfinn; Part 5.2)
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In which you have joined Askeladd’s band…and grow closer to the Son of Thors. Though it is more difficult than anyone can could ever imagine…
[Headcanons of how it would be like to meet and crawl your way into Thorfinn’s heart (based on season 1; both platonic and romantic)]
Part 1 is here - meeting Thorfinn at the age of 14 and how he is at that age
Part 2 is here - meeting Thorfinn at the age of 16/17 + headcanons of growing closer (slightly following s1 story)
Part 3 is here - blooming friendship with Thorfinn (slightly following s1 story)
Part 4 is here - Thorfinn unwittingly opening his heart as he realizes he does not want you to die
Part 5.1 is here - sweet things Thorfinn would do for you (headcanons)
Part 6 is here - Becoming Canute's guard while Thorfinn accepts your relationship and bond
Part 7 is here - Canute grieving over Ragnar and Thorkell catching up; Thorfinn leaves you alone for revenge
Part 8 is here - Thorfinn wins against Thorkell; Questioning your bond with Thorfinn
Part 9 is here - Meeting Leif and Thorfinn dueling Askeladd; Losing while Askeladd told him the truth of his constant losses
Part 10 is here - Thorfinn and you bound by heart; Promises of Vinland broken and abandoned
[Mentions of wholesome things now happening between you and Thorfinn in your daily lives as vikings :)
No awful things this time - except lots of potential harrassment of the other bandmates and men in general is mentioned. Many female examples in general + gender-neutral ones.]
Also literally had to split my original post in two because tumblr said no 🤡 one more word and youre out
i simply have;;;;;; too much brainrot ughhh too many thoughts
Sweet Things Thorfinn would Do For/With You Now That You Trust Each Other And Get Along And I Have Too Many Thoughts In No Order BUt Uh Things Literally Start From 5.1 Better Read That First :)
Well, the son of Thors better stop complaining, cause when it's your turn to keep watch and he sleeps, he is even worse.
Since he isn't that tall, the blonde can easily nuzzle into your neck or at least lean against your shoulder (Things are harder if you are female, he wouldn't know where to even lean his head on without going too far or you getting the wrong idea. He is small enough to nuzzle his head into your chest but for him that is a no-go. Damn it, why does it have to be so complicated with, ugh, women???).
That would be the one thing he would not accept if you told him it's okay to lean against your chest. He can (with a few grumbles and patience, his eyes avoiding you while doing so) accept leaning on your shoulder, holding you piggy-back, wrapping his arms around you...but not this. This isn't something he'd do...or what he came for to do. He is a warrior, not someone who plays around.
He refuses while adding that nobody knows what they do in their sleep. You, for example, could toss and turn, drool or might straight up hit his face in your sleep (it's up to you if you really do that).
Even if you insist that you trust him and know he wouldn't ever stoop so low, he can't. Thorfinn secretly feels touched that you hold him to such high regard (lol to not be a pervert is not something to be proud of, you're doing the bare minimum) and while everything you are saying is true, Thorfinn can't.
You don't understand. He is not comfortable with it.
Holding someone in his arms in the first place is embarrassing...and on top of that, the feeling of your warmth, your body, your scent and him leaning against you and ending up feeling the softness of your chest...
No. No, he can't. He doesn't want to.
He won't tell you exactly so though. You get that it's not the most appropiate thing but Thorfinn won't ever go to the lengths of explaining this embarrassing, flustering feeling he gets just thinking about it - why are you even arguing about this?! You may be okay with it but he is not.
Fine, the shoulder it is. Here, you'll even hold his head so he won't lean on anything else while sleeping.
Sure, go ahead and make as much fun of him as you like (actually maybe don't he barks back) but he'd gladly take that over anything else.
Of course, this only really happens when you even have a conversation like that.
However, besides the arguing, there is one more disadvantage as being the one keeping watch...
Thorfinn is known to have absolutely awful nightmares. You are aware of them too, saw him struggling right in front of you but this is a different experience when you are this close to him and keeping him warm.
The young man is more aggitated and wild in his sleep as one might think. Every nightmare starts out similiarly and slowly to the point where you can tell when he is having one.
He squirms around a bit and mumbles incoherrently at the beginning, usually when things haven't turned for the worst. Through a few trials and tribulations (he unfortunately has a bad dream almost every two nights, the poor guy) you learned that hushing him and rubbing his back can help.
It feels similiar to calming down a child and you suppose it might be exactly that. When witnessing Thorfinn, the fearless and confident 'Karlsefni' who barges through battles without hesitation, struggle through something as normal and human as a bad dream...it reminds you that he is indeed just a boy despite everything. He too, has nightmares just like any other child, including you.
It is heart-wrenching when one thinks about it...hence why you try to help whenever you can, even if the blonde is not aware of it.
You aren't doing this as a favor...you want to help him.
Unfortunately, a few hushes and rubs to the back will not always be of aid when the nightmares reach their peak. The young man then starts to truly panic and you have a hard time keeping him in place as he seems to slowly notice that he is being physically held and tries to push you away.
You aren't an all-soothing prodigy so it is only a matter of time when he wakes up screaming. There might have been times where he quickly outflung his dagger at the feeling of someone else's presence but calms down when he sees it's you who is holding him.
Thorfinn snaps his gaze around to understand where he really is. This isn't Iceland and not the warm meadow covered in blood he just saw...this is where he fell asleep with you. You can try to explain the situation to him and he wordlessly takes in the information while still panting heavily.
You can try to offer him to go back to sleep but the chance for him to refuse and keep watch this time instead is high. He lets out a sigh and shakes his head, evidently trying to clear it. Trying to sleep wouldn't help...
But when there is the slight sliver of a chance that he accepts, he does so eerily quiet. In these situations, Thorfinn is incredibly exhausted and unwittingly in need of comfort. He can feel his heart pounding in his chest, like it's trying to rip away from his bones like a bird desperately escaping its cage.
He lies back down and you wrap your arms around him. There is not a peep from him as his eyes seemed glazed and tired, looking down to the ground. He seems to be in a completely different world as he follows your command.
You lie back down as if nothing happened. The young man's hold on you is looser, he doesn't find the strength to grab you any tighter. Instead he just leans into you, eyes tiredly blinking into your shirt.
There is not a single thought in his head. If he does let it happen, he'd just be haunted by the nightmare he saw again; by his father and his words of wisdom and warnings. He can't bear to think of him. It hurts too much.
...And yet, there is something else that feels familiar. When you hold him like this and he goes back to basking in your body warmth, it almost seems nostalgic. Of course...he used to have a home, a bed that was once so warm.
A normal house with a normal bed and a normal family. There was this girl...his sister, Ylva, wasn't it? She would cuddle with him too, even if he wasn't in the mood for it.
Yes, she'd hug and squeeze him tight and tell him to stop complaining...it was warm just like now.
If you do anything Ylva used to do during his sleep, a wave of nostalgia would wash over him but he cannot explain why.
It feels comfortable and Thorfinn is surprised at how easily he can fall asleep again.
There can be the slight chance that you also confide in each other although there isn't much to tell from Thorfinn's side.
He is just a normal young man - aside from watching his father die by Askeladd's hand. It's something you already know from the time he somewhat hypnotically told you of his nightmare and what they are about (give him a break, he was sleep-deprived and had suffered from enough dreams the nights before).
Yet he could tell you a tad bit more when you bring up your home, family or tales and ask him about his own...like that he is from Iceland and he remembers having had sheeps, a mother and a sister...
He doesn't know what to say about them though. There are...objectively true things such as his sister being quite older and him remembering his mother always having been sick.
When you ask him if he doesn't want to see them again if they are even alive still, he cannot answer. He just looks away with an thoughtful but unreadable gaze.
When you tell him of your past and troubles Thorfinn surprisingly enough listens attentively, especially if your tale is rather sad or leaves you depressed.
Usually Thorfinn doesn't give a shit about anyone else's sob story to be frank. It shows how special you are that he even listens and doesn't spit out any insults.
He cant offer much comfort though, I'm afraid. The best that comes to his mind is to utter a soft "sorry about that" or rub your back briefly.
To be fair, it is also difficult to comfort Thorfinn. The young man never had the chance to properly grieve his father and can only boil his entire emotions into hatred. Hatred, hatred, hatred - all for the man who he follows into battle. Anyone else simply talks about his father as if he was just some man, if it wasn't for the short demonstration of his power.
The topic is delicate. Anything that is said or done too much or too little cannot lead to any comfort even when that is your full intention. Thorfinn might snap and say that you didnt know him so don't talk like you do. Or he just brushes your attempt off and sulks by himself. He is too emotional to really talk about anything. I believe a part of him even dislikes thinking back to that day even as he sees it as his sole purpose. Whenever he thinks of avenging Thors, he also thinks of the words he keeps on telling whenever he is plagued by his nightmares. Thors is telling him he is doing something wrong but he cannot accept that. It's hard to really remember each and every word in detail but the feeling he gets thinking about them are akin to getting his heart ripped out.
You can try...and over time or during an especially carefully treated situation, Thorfinn can appreciate your thoughtfullness (it makes him realize, once again, that you are a normal person amongst killers) with a small smile. It...feels strange to just talk about everything that happened...but he supposes it's not bad, even if it is hard.
He will lean against your shoulder afterwards, claiming he is tired and is going to take a nap. Wether or not he really does so is up to him. You let him rest anyway and it's one of the reasons why he has a soft spot in his heart for you.
As you can imagine, you and Thorfinn travel a lot together, for several months, even years maybe.
Each season has its perks and challenges.
Spring is lighthearted and easy to get through. Flowers bloom and the weather is getting warmer. You two often forage for anything sprouting under the snow and hunt animals out of hibernation.
Summer is harsh in its temperature in contrast. Water is shared ("Is that an indirect kiss?!", the men whoop which only makes Thorfinn glare) and you'll be straight up jumping into lakes to cool off. (Again, harrassment from the band when they see you heading towards a lake. No, you are not bathing together).
Fall makes one anxious. It just means you'll have to be sparse with provisions and prepare for the cold. The food is tasty this season though and you share again.
Winter is the crulest one of them all. Both of you probably have no choice but to share your blankets and cuddle to stay warm. You could do so on your own but it is definietly warmer when hunched close together (Expect more comments from the men).
On the very rare occasion where you hold hands, is when it's dark and cold. One of you holds a torch and in order to not get seperated in this darkness, you hold hands. The feeling of each other's fingers tightly clasping the other's hand feels the most safe.
Oh and ALSO
I think there IS a difference when you started becoming friends/met him when he was 14 y/o.
Things are a bit different, Thorfinn is a bit different back then. More merciful, not as emotionless and not as hardened by the cruel reality of battles and raids.
SO when you were friends at that age already (or becoming friends during that stage, slowly of course) I think there would definitely be more trust and affection from Thorfinn.
He wouldn't trust you any less or feel different about you if that were not the case, but the thought of having had a friend since the young age of 14, meanig having someone at your side for at least three years out of these grueling eleven, can mean a lot for someone.
You definitely are someone he cannot lose. Someone he has to protect and keep safe. What would he do if his one shred of normalcy was just gone and he has to keep moving with these beasts? It would devastate him.
Definitely more honest about his feelings. He would be just as curt and brief as ever but he would at least tell you a bit more.
More trust, more about his past and father, more of what he thinks of Askeladd and his men, more of what he thinks of you and more affection. More smiles directed at you and brought by you. Definitely.
So, as you might have guessed, Thorfinn trusts you an awful lot.
Enough that you won't stab him in the back.
After all that has happened (and will happen) why should he not trust you? It's the one thing that sets you apart from the other mercenaries. Trust.
There is that smooth flow between you two when you interact and it is heavily underlined when it's happens in the presence of the others. You two seem normal in comparison to them. Like normal young kids among blood-thirsty, crass vikings.
It certainly gets the attention of the others...
Again, it is all done away and from the ratio of. It's clear you don't like them and there are certainly some that do not like you either.
Speaking of the others, by far almost everyone must be aware of your bond by now. If it wasn't you two constantly hanging out, then it certainly must have been the time Thorfinn was so adamant on keeping you away from everyone when you were hurt. His aggression over your state was crystal-clear.
There would definitely be some that talk or even gossip about you. Either that you're stuck to each other's hip since you're almost like twins, like-minded brats or even lovers. Certainly some will straight up harrass you two when passing by on where you are going and what you are going to do, just the two of you, all alone.
When such things happen, Thorfinn responds rather aggressively. He will not pick a fight, he cannot afford to since he keeps on saving his strength and energy for Askeladd. Besides, he does not care for some random and self-proclaimed 'warrior'. If anything, he'd just bark at them to shut the hell up.
He would be especially agitated if he does hold romantic feelings for you.
If you are a woman, regardless of age, there will also be men who will harrass you personally (usually newbies). There might even be some that are foolish enough to get touchy, but before that happens and even before you can even do or say anything, Thorfinn will be by your side and will either tell them off or even get physical. It depends on wheter or not they are too close to you or said something that pissed him off.
The most he'll do is dislocate a joint and kick them in the kneecaps - afterwards he draws his dagger while standing in front of you, telling and warning them to never go near you again.
Thorfinn in general is very protective of you - overprotective even. He may deny all accusations of his care for you but his actions speak louder than any of his defenses. Everyone notices that as well.
He is especially and incredibly, exaggeratingly overprotective of you if you are female.
However, after a bit of time Thorfinn does not care what any of them think anymore.
The whipsers, the gossip...it does anger him and he will bark back when he is spoken to about it directly but that won't make the blonde act any different around you.
When you march and there is a need to, he has no qualms about having you lean on him, carrying you piggy-back style, nudging and annoying you...and neither do you mind doing all of this for him. The band can say and think whatever they want, it is clear you are a duo.
In fact, many already are aware that you two aren't really part of the band. You just happen to listen to Askeladd and so do they. (Maybe there are a few newbies that are like huah??? Wh-what??? Why aren't u saving us, we, we are Team 🥺???)
Some have given up on talking about and to you two. Let the kids think they can overthrow the world, they're young and stubborn...
The only ones you care about is each other. The other is always protected and cared for, no matter what.
It might make some grumble...while others wish they could have what you two have (cough Björn). Either some will take their distance due to this or straight up try and approach you two constantly. It's a double-edged sword.
There will be some just to bother you two because you are so close. ("Hey, patching up Thorfinn again, huh? We need help too, whaddabout us?" Or "You think a tad bit rain is going to chip your friend's nail? You're too fussy, Thorfinn!")
And in turn there will be some who sigh and avoid you two, saying you two aren't worth the time. ("Let 'em. Kids only think about themselves." Or "No use tryin' to make a deal with that duo. If ya aren't one of them, they won't raise a finger.").
Another little scenario: If you ever find the privilige to travel with a wagon and you get to sit on it? You can bet Thorfinn will be there too.
Actually, he'd be there first and reserve a seat for you and just for you. None of the other men better not get the idea that the blonde is going to let them sit next to him.
He'd sit down right next to the last seat on the end of the wagon and the moment someone even thinks of approaching that one free seat, he will snap his leg up against the wall of the wagon and a loud 'bam' and a slight shook will follow. Whoever that tried to sit there better take the hint.
If they don't, then Thorfinn's glare as dark as thunder will certainly make them understand.
On that note, Thorfinn will make sure that you won't ever get to sit beside someone else other than him. Its the reason why he saves the last seat, so you can sit next to him. The other thing right next to you would be the wall.
He would always do so in situations like these if you are female. He wouldn't let you be close to the other men in general then.
Even those that have no intentions at all or are outsiders...it doesn't matter. He wouldn't let any of them get close to you.
Now for an very female-hinted scenario:
As mentioned, Thorfinn is ridicilously overprotective of you if you are a woman. He is aware of many things but tends to go overboard with a lot of things too. Any man is a danger to you in his eyes which is also one of the reasons why he always sticks with you wherever you go.
Kids and women? Pah, you can deal with them, no matter if they are pickpockets or just want to scam you or something (unless of course one approaches you with more vile or flirtatious intentions).
A man? Egasp, what's that bastard thinking talking to you?!
His overprotective nature comes from genuine concern over your well-being rather than jealousy. Unless...that guy has been pestering you for too long and Thorfinn does hold some romantic feelings for you...👀
If he does, you can be sure he doesn't notice it. Thorfinn literally is the last person in the room to notice he has feelings for you. Askeladd and Co. could give him a powerpoint presentation including foul-proof evidence and he'd still would deny it - because he genuinely is not aware of his feelings.
Nevertheless, platonic or romantic, Thorfinn will be quick to step between you and the person. It doesn't matter if they were trying to sell you something, ask you something or were indeed harassing you. They could be a bulky, intimidating fighter or a simple gosling villager. Thorfinn would glare up at them regardless and spit at them with a scowl to get lost.
You see, aside on the sea and lonely shores, there is one village where Askeladd's band is welcome and that is the village of his uncle. You can easily stroll through there no problem, perhaps get some items on the way from a vendor or get a few weapons repaired by the local blacksmith. Normal things anyone would do and you are going through these chores with Thorfinn in mind, too! The guy's beaten up body could use some salves or a better shield...
If you were any other lass, nobody would bat an eye. Unfortunately, some would approach you saying 'oh, you are new! Haven't seen you here before!' whilst quickly realizing with the armor and weapns you bear that you are part of great Askeladd's band...
So that also means that you might get pestered by a young greenie trying to convince you to convince Askeladd to let him join the mercenaries...he has heard all the tales and wants to fight too! Be part of the battlefield and kill a commander! And, on top of that, you would get a handsome, pretty warrior to protect you...
It is a possibility that can happen with these inexperienced, big-eyed folks. It's almost endearing as it is equally stupid how much they revere the battlefield...if only they knew...
It is even worse when you are being spoken to by an actual experienced warrior. Their arrogance is off the charts.
Asking what such a young woman is doing here being part of the band and why you wouldn't want to stay here in this village instead...you're still young and have all your limbs, going out there into the sea might be the last trip you'll ever have! Better stay on safe land with a strong warrior to protect you...it's best if women like you are safe and protected anyway, so you can get married and have children. Perhaps even with him...
Long story short, bleh things happen to you as a woman, unfortunately.
That's where Thorfinn comes in. Either having trailed after you right by your side the whole time or having looked for you - after all, he wants to keep you safe.
So there he is telling either this gosling or hulk of a man to get lost. The problem is that Thorfinn honestly thinks a few threatening words would work. There is usually a 50/50 chance that actually works, mostly with normal farmers and villagers who just wanted to try their luck (and in Thorfinn's mind they are foolish if they actually thought they had a chance with you).
Still, there will be some people, inexperienced in battle or not, who will not take Thorfinn seriously due to his age and stature. A little minion like him thinks he can just insult him like that? (Again, they might say that but there are a few people who immediately are intimidated by his thunder-like scowl. Shortie or not, better not mess with that guy).
Those who are scared of him run away as soon as they can. Thorfinn scoffs, muttering what a coward they were - before turning to you. I can imagine him just asking you if you are alright and telling you to stay close to him, there are real idiots out here.
However; If the man runs away while yelling out a quick profanity at Thorfinn? The blonde would just grumble. If he insulted you however while running away? Oh, he gets pissed.
Seriously contemplates if he should run after the guy and uppercut him. But he decides to let it go for now. Still, after hearing such a thing it causes him to stay even closer to you and also letting you know not to stray from his side. If a guy like that straight up gets angry enough to insult you while you did nothing wrong, who knows what he might do if you were alone.
It all sounds so demeaning from him. But know that he is saying all these harsh things to protect you.
As metioned, there is a 50/50 chance that his threats actually work. For those that do not heed his words, Thorfinn is ready to pull some punches.
There will be some that will proudly yell out around him to concegrate everyone nearby around him for a duel. However, there is only one kind of duel Thorfinn wants to fight, so before the guy can even finish his sentence, the blonde quickly overthrows him with one punch to the ground. For his age and stature he is strong (remember when he broke another kid's arm when he was six?).
He doesn't have any time for this. Once he sees that idiot not standing up anymore, he takes your wrist and leads you somewhere else with a gruff "let's go." He doesn't care for the looks he'll get or what Askeladd might say or who he just punched the daylights out or even if there are some other "friends" of the unconscious guy telling him to stop, he will not. This is a waste of his time and you aren't safe so you two are leaving.
If, however, someone (or the same guy who somehow remained conscious) throws any more insults at you, he might stop mid-track.
Either one of his "buddies" or the guy himself approaches him (shakily, trying to hide that though) and asks "What he is doing defending some harlot like that?"
Excuse him?
With a glare he turns back silently, his grip hard on you and pushing you behind him. The man cackles nervously, saying that you were the one coming up to him like that, flirting with him. If Thorfinn should punish someone it should be his woman cheating on him.
Some peple nearby might freeze in awe, whispering amongst themselves.
You do not even need to defend yourself.
Before the guy can blink, he is swept off his feet and once again punched right in the jaw so hard it leaves him toothless. Thorfinn is quick to shake off the saliva and blood on his hand.
He glares down on the guy (who is definitely out cold now) and everyone else around him too, no matter if innocent or not.
"No one goes near that woman."
He says before quickly returning to your side and leading you out of there for real this time.
Something like that wasn't the first time happening and certainly will not be the last.
Maybe after some time and after thanking him constantly for the savings (which he always brushes off or uses the opportunity to scold you for just...being there. Again, not in a demeaning way, he just wants to keep you safe. It's hard though when you are a woman and he understands that but still remains harsh with his words) you start to feel guilty. You can try as you may but situations like these happen. You can't control the actions of other people.
If you start to try to repay him with food or taking over his chores and orders, he'll tell you to stop. He didn't do all of this to get a favor to you. It was to keep you safe.
I mean, I'm sure you are aware that Thorfinn cares for you just as you care for him but if you were to ask him why he even goes to the lengths of protecting you from creeps and harrassments, he'll bark back his usual counter questions. 'What, did you want that to happen?' Or 'Something serious could have happened to you if I didn't intervene. Nobody else would do that. What kind of questions is that anyway?!' - Anything to make you drop the topic. He can't overcome his pride and embarrassment to say: 'Because I want to keep you safe. I care for you.'
It is especially hard for him if he does hold romantic feelings for you.
While he is not really aware of them, he can't deny his heart picking up on speed and his face getting hotter when you look at him like that. There is also this slight disgust he felt when you are obviously being harrassed and flirted with, though platonic Thorfinn feels that too.
If someoone outside the band questions your type of relationship? Pisses him of too.
Actually, lots of things piss him off.
Someone might straight up go ahead and asks: "Is that your woman?"
Thorfinn scowls and tries to ignore that person. If he says no, they might try to pester you and if he then intervenes it will lead to a 'Huh? But you said that isn't your woman...fair game!'
If he says yes...that'd be a lie, no matter what he feels for you. It is also very flustering and very embarrassing and anyone would clearly be able to point out his red cheeks then. Besides, lying about something like that to keep you safe is not something he sees as necessary. Thorfinn can keep you safe with these two hands and daggers.
If you approach him and tell him to just 'play pretend' when outside of the band to avoid confrontations like that, he will actually refuse. You argue it is for your safety and much easier to deal with than him constantly having to barge in and save you with a few whippings but again, the blonde refuses.
He does not need to 'play pretend' he can keep you safe like this if you just stay close to him. Stick by his side and nothing will happen to you.
In reality, he cannot deal with the mere words 'That is my woman. She belongs to me.' It feels wrong, messes with his brain and not to mention is embarrassing. He would feel his heart beating against his chest like crazy just thinking about these words and he finds it easier to beat people to a pulp than say them even if it was just pretending.
Sometimes...no matter if he feels platonically for you or not...there are times where he constantly has to think about the things you do and say. Your affectionate words and gestures, the things you risk in order to save his life, the things you had already done for him in the past before he considered you so precious, the sheer gentleness that is deeply buried within you that you have to crack open your shell at times just to share it with him to comfort him...it all festers in his head and eats away at his mind. You smile and laugh and joke and care like a normal person...and it all so touches and bothers him so. He can't stop thinking about it.
If you catch him being lost in his own thoughts, the above mentioned things might be the reasons why.
Jealousy...is not something Thorfinn really feels.
It is usually hate, hate, you, hate, keeping you safe, hate, hate, staying with you...
You get the gist.
Really, there is never a reason for him to feel jealous of anything or anyone at all. What's there to be jealous about these men who raid and kill? What's there to be jealous about Askeladd? (Aside that he managed to kill the person he hates in two years and Thorfinn couldn't do it in eleven...).
What's there to be jealous about you? Hell, he feels glad he met you and has you with him!
But when it comes to you being with other people...it might spark that green monster to life.
Platonic Thorfinn would be perplexed to find you easily talking to another person with such...friendliness like you do with him (like someone like Prince Canute). However, with Thorfinn it took months, maybe an entire year to even get to this level of closeness and friendliness but here you are talking to that person you've known for a few days and you seem so...normal??? Relaxed???
And that person seems harmless too...and enjoys your company just as much.
At first it's just confusing. How come you found someone else who you can have real, lasting conversations with that is not Thorfinn??? But Thorfinn is your friend??? Not them. Why??? Are?? You??? Hanging??? With??? THEM???
Then you seek them out more and more and Thorfinn feels like a cat being ignored (even though that is not the case). He sulks and ignores you too until he starts grumbling out claims. Such as you being such good buddies with that person. I must be great to talk to them.
It somewhat makes him insecure. The young man knows he is curt and blunt, harsh and mean. He doesn't care about anyone but you. So when the one person he cares about and for just easily finds a good conversation partner - which Thorfinn is really not - he realizes that you are the normal one. He is abnormal.
Kinda wishes you never met that person to begin with and instead had all your attention on him. There is this idealistic fantasy of his where you are only his friend and vice versa. You do not need anyone else. It is you and Thorfinn against the world.
Romantic Thorfinn is even sulkier and aggressive. Aggressive against that person who makes you smile so much.
Again, it starts out with confusion. It's this disgusting feeling seeded in his stomach that makes him so uncomfortable whenever you aren't with him but instead with them. He watches you from the corner of his eye as you smile and laugh at someone else.
There you go again, being the shred of normalcy in this band, in his life. You are laughing and smiling as if you weren't a viking. As if you are leading a normal life.
Thorfinn's life is doomed though the moment he sees that blush on your face.
It happens in slow-motion. His eyes widen in utter shock of what he is witnessing. In the very first seconds of observing your cheeks becoming a cherry red, tinted and flushed...Thorfinn doesn't understand it at first. It's like watching him discover a completely new side of the world, not even being able to comprehend the sight of your face and what it means.
But just a second later, he does.
It kinda is a stab in the chest. Thorfinn witnesses a new side of you bloom and it's so wonderful and it is not directed at him. At this very moment, you aren't a viking but just a young person slowly getting aquainted with love.
And it's not him.
He gets soooo passive aggressive with that person it is ridicilous. 'Accidental' pushes and shoves, grumbling when he has to speak to them and ugh, help them let alone save them. No, thank you.
Around you he gets...sadder. Again, there is a slight insecurity of not being able to offer you everything that person can offer. He is strong...but he doesn't know if he can make you as happy as they can.
Yet at the same time, completely tries to deny any kind of feelings for you to himself. Why is he feeling like this? Why can't he get your flushed red face out of his head and why does it make him so sad?
There is that idealised fantasy of his again...of wanting for things to go back when it was just you and Thorfinn and no one else. He'd be fine if you didn't hold the same feelings but as long as it was you two against the world again, he'd be okay.
I am so sure you already go that but Thorfinn's main behaviour to you is that he is seeking you out, being as nice to you as he can and being overprotective of you.
And oh boy, don't get me started when it comes to Askeladd out of all people.
Thorfinn does not trust Askeladd as far as he can spit. He is fine with him talking to you, wether of tactics or smalltalk, he does that too. He is fine when you are the one approaching the man. It's a different story when the old bastard is approaching you.
When calling out an order you are 99% of the time with Thorfinn and vice versa. Whatever the leader has got to say, the blonde will catch onto it as well. When Askeladd is asking to speak with you in private? My man is very suspicious. Watches the two of you like a hawk with his trademark pout while others whisper how intimidating good ol' Thorfinn looks. Things like; "Man, he gets reaaally pissed off when it comes to our leader!" Or "Ah, lad is protective and jealous like a mother bird, look at that!"
(Some are just sitting and waiting to watch Thorfinn's reaction. It's just too entertaining).
But when he just appraches you out of nowhere? Oh, nah, nah, nah, hell no.
If he does so while Thorfinn isn't in close proximity to you, the old man can expect a dagger thrown at him when he comes too close to you - at best. At worst is when he touches you out of the blue and he finds himself holding back Thorfinn from hitting him with the hilt of his blade. All it needs is to have him touch a single strand of hair.
The more he hates a person, the more protective Thorfinn is of you when it comes to them. Especially when that person tried to kill you just to see his reaction.
The men have loooooong known and constantly talk about whenever such a scenario happens. Again, how protective, stubborn and tenacious he is. It's downright comical and there will be some who laugh at this - it is almost like a running gag for them.
Aske(chad)ladd does one thing to you, gets too close to you and Thorfinn seems to just jump out of the shadows and try to strike him down only for the lad to drop to the ground or for Askeladd to feign regret and and say that he won't ever do that again, promise. Thorfinn only scowls more at his mockery.
It's something you can hardly control and it does influence your reputation in the band.
No matter what you do or how useful you are, you will always be known to have Thorfinn as your second shadow (or vice versa if you are also oveprotective).
Unfortunately, this obvious behaviour proves to be a disadvantage for Thorfinn.
You have squeezed yourself into his heart, right between the overgrowing hatred he bears for the older man. Just like the hatred, you are both a drive and a weakness.
So, what Thorfinn think would happen? What did you think? Of course Askeladd is going to exploit this weakness!
It starts out small, as an experiment one might say. Askeladd likes to see to what lengths Thorfinn would go for you and what exactly he'd do at certain situations (like the dilemma at the battlefield: Complete the mission and win a duel with him or prioritise your safety?) Thorfinn usually tries to solve these dilemmas by achivieng both goals.
But no matter what, Askeladd notices, you and your well-being are always his priority.
The man can't help but respect that, secretly however. To have someone to protect is something precious. A man without love is empty, after all.
Still, no matter how much respect he bears or how often he plays with the both of you, nothing will make him stop. He has gotten so far already as a leader, he won't stop at just two stupid kids.
Would also try out and see if only your safety is something worth protecting. Askeladd might insult you or give you the most phyiscally demanding order and sees if Thorfinn does anything. When insulted, the son of Thors does bark back at him as if he was the one insulted and at gruelling tasks, he helps out when he has nothing else to do (or nothing more important).
Gods, this boy is foolish. Just a little lad still. His emotions will be the death of him and he better get it together.
[OK this entire thing is out of order but...i had...so many ideas and thoughts and the moment i started to write for jealous Thorfinn I had a rush of ideas for romantic THorfinn AND yandere Thorfinn...it never lets me go sigh
definietly going to take a break i should be doing uh actual importnat things in my life :,)]
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