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chickenparm · 2 years

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Far Off Dream

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Huck x Himself (One sided thoughts of someone else tho lol) 662 Words Autofellatio (and all that comes with it), Anal Fingering, Semi-Public, Drug Use

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Is there a limit to the depravity of man?

What lengths will one go to in order to achieve their most heartfelt goals? Perhaps there isn’t a hard line that cannot be crossed if you want something badly enough - or it’s up to the individual to toe that boundary and decide if the consequences of their actions outweigh the pleasure of their success.

Shimmer wasn’t meant to be used like this, yet here he slouches whilst tucked in the corner of some oft-untravelled alleyway. Huck’s neck tendons strain as his body contorts, pushing his flexibility to the limit as each heartbeat pushes more and more of the thick purple substance through his veins. Capillaries expand, bleeding his skin a sickly purple rather than the blush-colored red that would signify his body’s reaction.

The color of Shimmer is only familiar in one part of his anatomy; his cock head bobs with each thudding beat as it weeps his arousal in anticipation. A scant inch more is all he needs, his breath cooling his excitement with every labored exhale.

Another heartbeat, another groan, another centimeter. Seconds pass at excruciating intervals, one after another, as he looms closer to himself until he deems it satisfactory to begin.

The drag of Huck’s own tongue across the head of his cock is the sweetest torture. The sensation of his own warm appendage paired with the bitter tang of his own skin sends him reeling, nearly making him lose the progress he’s made after the assistance of illicit drugs.

Emboldened, no longer caring if someone were to somehow find him in such a shameful state, Huck laces his fingers behind his head and pulls, giving more than enough leeway for him to not only slip the head of his cock passed his own lips, but to take in a handful of inches into the wet warmth of his mouth.

It’s uncomfortable, but Huck realizes quickly that no one could do it better. He knows what he likes, he knows the exact pressure against his frenulum that makes the barely-there muscles of his thighs quiver. Huck is intimately aware of how to remove one hand from his head to press against his own hole - not quite entering, only a slow sort of teasing for himself that makes his balls tighten in anticipation.

He’d never find anyone to do this for him. That’s what Silco had assured Huck, rolling the vial between long fingers that Huck had long admired for their dexterity. As his middle finger pushed inside himself, it wasn’t his own fingers that Huck imagined in this dirty alley tonight. It wasn’t his own lips that he was feeling on his cock, sucking hard enough that tears prick at the corners of his eyes.

It wasn’t his own ministrations he was imagining himself indulging in.

Surely, there’d be no small measure of degradation, but Huck only presses his tongue harder at the thought of that sneering voice telling him how disgusting he is. Before, when he hadn’t fallen so low - and now, as he ignores the throbbing sores on his skin and the hair that barely keeps itself attached to his scalp.

There’s no use in imagining that this might come to fruition someday. Rather than pine after something that would never be, Huck curls his finger inside himself and marvels at the sharp sensation of his orgasm before it crashes into his very bones. His own release fills his mouth, sinking into his taste buds in a thick reminder of what he’s done.

Rather than swallow promptly, Huck slumps against the wall and holds it on his tongue, a quiet sort of punishment toward himself.

It’s not harsh enough to prevent him from using the rest of the dose to repeat his activities again and again, night after night, until the mirror shows someone he hardly recognizes beneath pustules and scars, sallow skin and bulging eyes. In the pursuit of a far off dream, Huck becomes someone else.

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