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elennemigo · 2 years

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1st ✧ Fans met Benedict during his stay in Argentina: x x

3rd ✧ Benedict visited the Museo Malba in Buenos Aires.

8th ✧ He landed his private jet in the Aeroclub Capitán Sarmiento, along with his family, to visit a near farm.

10th ✧ Interview for Prestige.

13th ✧ Interview for Esquire Middle East.

20th ✧ Benedict host a screening of All Quiet on the Western Front, directed by Edward Berger (Patrick Melrose). Gallery.

27th ✧ Benedict at Royal Albert Hall for Letters Live 2022.

Some pics and videos from fans attending the 1st night: x x x x x / x x x

2nd night: x x x x x x x / x x x x x x

28th ✧ During his days in Argentina, Benedict and his whole family visited the farm San Alonso in the Esteros del Iberá, Corrientes. (Spanish)

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amberleighbailey25 · 2 years

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I needed to come somewhere to get my thoughts out. It helps!! It's nice to dump these feelings out.

I read through these other blogs I wrote about life before Reggie, our journey through infertility ect. A few years later and so much has changed. More than I ever could have imagined.

I have two beautiful babies...but I don't have my husband here with me to help raise them. Regg and Nash don't have their daddy here.

We are heading into month 8 without him. They say it gets easier with time, I'm sure it does but It's still very raw... Some days it feels like yesterday and then the next it seems like it happened so long ago that I can't remember some details.

George was heavy on my mind today. I was not focused and I was doing silly things. I was fine at work because I was busy. Its easy to hide behind your desk and put everything aside.

Its when I wasnt busy and allowed myself to think...i couldnt focus. It was impossible. I forgot to message daycare and let them know Nash was not going to be there today. Remembered an hour after he was supposed to be there. I went on lunch and bought a sandwich, I was starving. About 6 hours later I found my sandwich sitting on my center console. I completely forgot I bought it. I forgot to message daycare again to let her know regg wasn't going to ride the bus today. I forgot Nash was at grandma barbs... I forgot to shut my car off when I went to go into Mexican to eat supper. (I noticed it when I walked in front of my car) 🤦‍♀️ I would find myself just kind of staring off. Today was just an off day.

I've read that this is part of the grief process. I have also read that it's called "widow brain" I hate that terminology. "Widow" I just don't like it.

I miss George.

I told my mom tonight that he must be close because the feeling I have had today has been heavy. She even said he was heavy on her mind today as well.

We all miss him.

Maybe I miss him because....

My Nash man is showing more and more of his daddies personality. Maybe that's why...

he has his daddies eyes. Maybe that's why.

Nash turns three next week...maybe that's why.

Regg has talked about him every night this week. Maybe that's why.

Regg misses him something fierce. Maybe that's why.

I had a dream about him last night. Maybe that's why.

His sister posted a beautiful poem with one of my fav pictures of him on Facebook. Maybe that's why.

I have memories pop up on Facebook, snap chat and my Google photos of him. Maybe that's why.

I miss George. And maybe it's as simple as that...maybe that's why he's heavy on my heart.

Today was exhausting. I'm ready for this wave to calm down for a while. Let me breathe and clear my head.

You can never prepare yourself for the next wave. You just have to hang on tight and ride it out.

Grief is weird and I know I'm still learning how to process everything.

One minute, one hour, one day at a time. That's all I can do.

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