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#this deserves no context it's just vent in the form of oc text lmao
dreadedender · 11 months
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Whobie: You Were Invited To a Party! Celebrate?
MI: You’re overreacting, for goodness' sake! It's just a party!
DD: I KNOW IM OVERREACTING, GENIUS!!
DD: IF YOURE SO SMART, WHY CAN'T YOU GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK HEAD?!
DD: I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE
DD: I FUCKING HATE SOCIAL EVENTS
DD: I FUCKING HATE GETTING OUT OF MY CAVE
DD: IM A FUCKING HERMIT OKAY? I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE OUTSIDE. I WANT TO FUCKING CHEW THROUGH MY ARM IN A BATHROOM BEFORE I HAVE TO SUFFER MAKING SMALL TALK.
DD: I SWEAR TO FUCKING GRUB EVERYTIME I HAVE TO PARTICIPATE IN SOCIALIZATION WITH POLITE DETACHMENT I CAN FEEL A RAZOR SCRAPING THE INSIDE OF MY SKULL.
DD: THERE IS NOTHING. WORSE. THAN SMALL TALK.
DD: BUT FUCK ME, I HAVE TO GO TO THIS, DON'T I? I KNOW THAT. IM OBLIGATED.
DD: I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS STUPID SONG AND DANCE AND HOPE I CAN SURVIVE HIDING IN A CORNER, BEING ON MY PHONE, PRAYING THAT NO ONE PAYS ME ATTENTION BECAUSE AT SOME POINT.
DD: I know I'm going to fucking cry.
MI: ... I thought you had gotten better.
DD: I'M NOT. I WON'T BE, EVER.
DD: I'M STUCK ALWAYS BEING LIKE THIS.
DD: I JUST DON'T LIKE PEOPLE. I'M JUST ALWAYS SCARED. I GET LONELY BUT FUCK I WANT TO BE ALONE.
DD: A loner freak like me DESERVES to be alone.
DD: Im pathetic.
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