#theyre gonna outgrow me and change so much and ill be exactly the same
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MAN i almost made it through a whole sunday without crying!!!
#my friend was texting me about stuff on her to do list#and she was like ‘man we’re only four months into the year and ive changed and grown so mich already’#and i know its stupid and silly#but that just immediately cracked open my fear of like being stuck#and it sucks cause ive been having a hard time talking to her because shes just suddenly light years ahead#i know its selfish too#im just tired of always being the friend thats just. Behind in so many ways#i want to grow and change too!! and ive been trying so hard!!! but nothings happened#tbd#i know everyone goes at their own pace but im tired of mine being so slow#ever since i was little ive seen everyone run ahead while i just get stuck in place and i hate it#im just scared that no matter who i have in my life theyre always gonna out grow me#theyre gonna outgrow me and change so much and ill be exactly the same#im so scared that im just never going to be happy and like myself and my life#idk maybe its the fever talking#i can never trust how i feel on sundays
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