#they themselves collect lots of information on their interests (yes the mcr fandom)
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#DOMT look at this im still documenting my process on being on the fence about possibly getting diagnosed for autism Dont look#just. realizing things#like. i know its fixations on celebrities but sometimes its people i know in person its not that i need to be with them 24/7 i just#i Have to collect information about a particular person at times#Actually. Now that we are on topic of this i remember having that feeling towards smaller internet celebrities on instagram and#smaller youtuberz#and actually going to very great lengths to research as much information on them as possible#plus mimicking their behavior alot. Hm ash i wonder why#DONT LOOOOK#look i used to be like Yea i dont really collect information about things im interested in 👍#and sometimes its awkward when im in a space where autistic ppl r everywhere and tend to show that#they themselves collect lots of information on their interests (yes the mcr fandom)#but. i literally do have a history of this. two times it being internet celebrities/youtubers and once it being on haircare itself.#i remember telling myself i could probably do anyones hair. Anyone. because i know so much about it and the complexities#rn my special interest is makeup of course. but im studying how it can turn into info collecting + on people itself .#idk ldjsjdhdhdhduwodjsofiowdid i know i am hashtag confirmed autistic a year ago but i need a much more deeper understanding of myself ig
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