#the ocean. yes. and the sweet pungent smell of grass and its animals. and all the thousand million familiarities of home and soul that are
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#i feel like a human being. the ocean is healing. maybe the unbearable urge i get to throw myself into it at my recurring worst is just the#physical extreme in an attempt to submerge myself completely and be so healed.#unsure. further research required.#but - my circuits are not offended by saying such words. it is a possibility my wiring yields to.#la mer...perfect water true be sure. bells in random order. water cleanses you know...in water#angel's thanatos. psychologically then it is no wonder that i seek out similar comfort to that roar and thunder.#the ocean. yes. and the sweet pungent smell of grass and its animals. and all the thousand million familiarities of home and soul that are#lacking in the desert which i like all of its stubborn inhabitants have dug tenacious claw into.#it's true that - the rabbit and the tortoise and seven bugs of increasing manner. all clawed beasts. the desert grows claws in the softest#fish. it's necessary for life in the rocks. i already had claws from scrabbling at sheer metal my whole life. the cage they put me in. my#whole existence i've only ever wanted the rat park but instead - instead - and so i have grown claws and watch everything with owl's eyes.#ah. kahreta i get carried away. the grass and depth of things and blue shadow...#the wind tosses playfully they say. i do not speak. it sings in a voice never described of knowledge and sorrows of travel which i know#from past life and the memory of my born flesh. that which sent me. that which loves me#that which brings me back for want of. i know how all the world will work for observation of the part but i am drawn like gentle moth#to a glass globe of light the familiar sun. the moth is immortal and there has only ever been one. silver secrets i hear from the moon#out here at least i am not alone in a way that matters.#words i speak#nonsense#the beach#sand#blue#shadows#photo#photos#beautiful#beach
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