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classicobjects · 1 year

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so many things i have wanted and still want to do with my life, i was leading up to and learning for these things. and so many of them are just. not really physically possible anymore. at least right now. (ofc at this point the way things are angling it seems unlikely things will really ever be like they were) i just wish i could engage with things i used to love and still love without it making me so fucking depressed.

#me and em used to go on 10-15 mile hikes regularly and it was probably our favorite thing to do together #we had started planning to hike the devils path #like we were serious about this #how the fuck do you move on from that??#and more generally this isnt just about hiking #i spent all of hs and college studying tech theater particularly stuff like electrics and carpentry #really physical stuff that is just too hard most of the time in practice #i worked for a while in a stone sculpture studio #the kind of whole body muscle involement it takes to cut stone is really amazing #and it feels even worse knowing that doing and loving all these things pro #probably contributed to everything getting so much worse so fast.#idk #oversharing

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