#the decent ppl ive kept in my life barely hmu
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making friends is so exhausting
#every person ive met has had ulterior motives#or was just a really nasty person#the decent ppl ive kept in my life barely hmu#i dont even think i can count them as friends at this point lol#gave up making plans with them since they never wanna do shit with me#i dont wanna sound like a whiney baby but its really exhausting trying to make friends#when more than half the ppl i knew have betrayed me in really horrible ways#my so called best friend in 2019 confessed he had feelings for me#and when i told him i wasnt interested#he seemed to accept that#i found out later that he shit talked me to my other friends behind my back#and told them something personal that i didnt want any1 else knowing#he also said he wouldnt care if id kms so yeah#im just so sad because i want to make genuine connections with ppl!!!#i care and give so much love to those i trust#but i find out later theyre just using me bc im nice ):#i dont want to change and become cold hearted#i have lots of love and i always will#i guess its just gonna take time to find the right ppl
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