#that the rest of us blew up because they couldn't deal with a fraction of the memories and the worst parts have to take over everything for
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I'm going insane with flashbacks and monstrosities again and I've got to be at least mostly ready for work in three hours. Shrexytastic.
-hour and a half now. In between Waking Up and the drug mixture that's making this process sort of tolerable it's taken a while to write this
#vent#personal#scone zone#<- thinking of making that my work tag but idk#the worst part is i already trauma dumped on my coworker a lil too hard. he asked if i was good and i wrote him a manifesto of trauma#dumping bullshit#basically admitted i was sewerslidal for no fucking reason.#we work a shift tomorrow. [HOST] has just woken up#so They'll be excited (sarcasm) to know we weren't able to keep it together#that the rest of us blew up because they couldn't deal with a fraction of the memories and the worst parts have to take over everything for#for at least a week#more likely at least six weeks#ugh. anyway. he's taking me to do laundry so I'll have a chance to apologize to him then#in the mean time my apology for trauma dumping should be being as stable as possible at work today#and luckily now that [HOST] is back up and running at an 80% percentile or more. we can likely achieve that.#drug tw#substance use tw
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