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artemisbarnowl · 10 months

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Spent literal years figuring out how to manage. Putting in the work to learn to look after myself, knowing how to help and what to do when I was struggling. Not thinking about if it was possible for it to all disappear. And then I, on purpose, made it disappear.

#i need a break #that costs little money and provides comfort and safety and isnt hovering around the edge of expectations and calculating considering #the other options are sit alone in my pig sty of a house i cant clean (i can barely eat proper food who knows if i can shop for more)#alone #for a week or two and see what that does #or spend a thousand dollars to sit somewhere else for a week and see what THAT does #starting to realise the true depths of how...disabled i am by how i think of people

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