Why am I still awake?

I decided to try this neat game called ark, I had a nice quaint base, had a few cute Dino’s, but I decided to move to this new beautiful location. Of course it’s quite a ways away so I only bring my simple flying wimp. I get a new slower but stronger bird and what’s it do? FUCKING FLY OFF CHASING LITERALLY A FUCKING DINOSAUR FLY, never to be seen again. So of course I try to get a new weak flying machine, and of course it gets eaten by THIS GIANT LIZARD THAT THINKS ITS SPECIAL BECAUSE IT HAS A DEFORMED SPINE???? A SPINE-O-SAURUS?????!!!???? Now I have no bird, no hope, and no sleep. Why do people play this game? Why do you hate yourselves? ..... and yes I will be playing more tomorrow cause I too hate myself. But please. Let me get a pretty bird. And keep it? Oh lord of the saurs please?