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harveylembecks · 3 months

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i love talking to professors... i'm leo bloom in the corner having a panic attack wet in pain and hysterical... 50% of my calories have been from peanut butter this week but yeah i'll talk to an adult with an annual salary about concepts that are on the edge of my understanding with the 5 words in my vocabulary i learned from JSTOR

#sorry for advancing capitalist thought that equates participation in the economy with adulthood...#it's the easiest proxy quantifier i have to express this in 100 words...#sorry for making myself seem pathetic to reflect the intellectual inadequacy i feel around people i desperately want to be able to talk to #placing myself squarely at one end of the messy/young vs old/has it together is an overly simplistic way of describing it...#to do so is to not take myself and my capability/culpability seriously... to 'respect' another by degrading myself #sorry for reenacting the mental hell i experience trying to talk spontaneously in front of professors in the tags of the post...#wise fuzz

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