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I drew all of my historical AU Sebs!!!!
In order they are(with relevant links to lore info if you are curious!!): Napoleonic Hussar Seb(x), Renaissance Muse Seb(x) and Boy King/Emperor Seb(x)
Let me know which you like best!!!
#oh my fucking god this was truly the endurance race of drawing sessions#i just drew for four hours straight or so......FUN!#and it is now almost 5 am on a school night so pls wish me luck in school haha#basically this spawned from me seeing if i could sketch all 3 of my Sebs easily and then whoops 4 hours later they are finished!#i think now i can draw the hussar uniform with my eyes closed. it was so comforting to draw honestly ;;;;#this is actually the first time ive drawn boy king seb with colors!! so i think it turned out pretty well?#hey guys do you notice what all of the Sebs have in common...? they all have a gold motif...GOLDEN BOY CODED!!!#anyways i think the most developed of these AUs is boy king seb which is funny bcs its the one ive created most recently#but gaahhhhhh ive done so much research and im literally brainrotting over it constantly#now i need to draw fernando in his 3 AUs hahaha but drwing Seb is sooooo much more easy/comfy for me#did you guys also notice i have a fondness for a specific seb hairstyle? malaysia 2010 my truly beloved youve served me so well#i mentioned this already but like i dont get how drawing these kinds of clothing is far more preferable to me than drawing racesuits#well anyways i have so much fun researching into these different eras!! and then very fun to mix it with the drivers#im very surprised i was able to draw this. im not usually able to draw good chibi anatomy#but like seriously i think i was posessed by my thoughts of boy king seb and i just couldnt stop drawing#in didnt really have any mental roadblocks which is surprising#but then again these drawings are me mixing my two major interests atm so ofc it'll come to me easily and make me passionate!!#anyways time to go sleep pwease dont let this flop my hands literally are overheated from drawing LMFAO#catie.art.#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#f1 fanart#formula 1 art#formula 1 fanart#f1 art#boy king au#renaissance muse au#hussar au
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have some misc doodles i couldn't make anything out of
#the one on the left lived on its own canvas i just smushed it there so i don't need to have 7 million different files lol#i bought these two brush sets last week and at first i was feeling the regrets because i didn't see an immediate Good Way to use them#and they had cost me a pretty penny but they are both sooooo nice and easy on my hands...#a lot of procreate sets i've tried require so much pressure but i have very deliberately trained myself to have a feather light touch#and my fave brush was really starting to affect me#esp because i used it for sketching and lineart AND colouring#sketch#i draw sometimes#fanart#anyway i need to. remember how to draw other things now :')#Ardbert#warrior of light
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hi tumblr im pyrr pyrriax and im in my trimonthly artist arc, lord help me and all the projects that are currently sitting in my drafts while i am lured in by the siren song of drawing
#haunted ecosystem#this is not helping with how much my hands hurt on a daily basis this is why i type and dont handwrite/draw very much.#im lured in regardless and i really need to find an artform that doesnt Hurt but for now. digital art <3#like theres a difference between my dumb doodles (quick easy not much different from regular computer usage) and actual art#but im an artist at heart i spent sooooo long being an artist and thinking i was shit at writing. that is wrong! im actually kinda good#im rambling in tags today because i have been not social (my partner is in genshin hell and my beloved is. somewhere.)#okay but on another note i reread the first. couple chapters of wtds this morning? the pacing is a little weird and the tense is fucked#but its actually a lot better than i thought it was? you can tell i was fleshing everybody out in my head and i totally forgot about how#i described the watcher [who i am STILL redacting the name of until we get there] and just. ough. pandora being very logical#and then jumping to the latest chapter and fucking sobbing because i forgot about how it went and just. pandora and his.#whatever the fuck is wrong with him.#i have gotta start recommending people read that again. its surprisingly friendly without context because of how i approached it#that fic has taught me so many things its actually a little comical. it also made me relearn how to make and write ocs so thats fun#once i finish that main fic (and i WILL i am actually planning to sign up for a thing. im finishing it i swear.) i finally get to show off#more of the world and characters ive crafted. showing backstories and what-ifs and all these oneshots ive been keeping close to my chest#for like absolutely ages because i dont want any spoilers on my tumblr#and. im finishing that fic in pseudo-memoriam of somebody who deleted their accounts everywhere. still miss you dane!#ok this has completely gone off topic ily tumblr im going back to drawing and i might make a new pfp#it'll still be lavius but it'll be fray lavius since i think about him a lot and i like his color palette.
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WAIIIITTT me thinking my sunless ground writing is bad and then revisiting seventh virtue where the writing is like this except probably a little "worse"
#I hate categorizing writing as good or bad etc#but I TRULY forgot what my genre writing looks like#like this is not even bad it's actually very good LOL it's just different#to my literary style that I've been soooo entrenched in#WHICH I find easy to read now but in comparison is reallyyyyyy much more ornamented#my sister said body back is a bit tougher to read bc it's so dense (not a criticism btw it was said very kindly just an observation)#WHICH really put things into perspective for me??? with the literary VS genre style??? like the literary style#IS denser it does more on a line level on account of... literary fiction LOL#SOOOOO I think I've been so used to it that I forgot the genre style doesn't and probably shouldn't be that way??#ANYWAY who would've known reading my genre fiction book would make this make more sense#I didn't feel bad about the writing being thinner btw it was more that I was like#is something missing?? is something off?? NO YOU ARE WRITING A DIFFERENT GENRE LOL
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your honor, i am destroying my graphic design classes
#i am fucking it up in there. very much hyping myself up rn bc i got a good grade#i made the smart smart decision of actively choosing a more difficult to pull off theme for my project#and like. showing that i won't take the easy way out and like to challenge myself#(for some context for the project we started with two different themes that we came up w/ to work with and then chose one to finalize)#(and i said in crit that while the other theme i had done would've been easier and made a strong finished product.#choosing the theme i did will make a more interesting critique and make it more of a challenge)#and ohhhhh did my instructor like that#ohhhh it's exhilarating#wheres that post about that guy jacking off to his 4.0 gpa that's me that's sooooo me
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they should make a flatland musical. nevermind
#original nonsense#'who's they' Someone who isnt me !!#okay i think anything can make a good musical but flatland is so weird and f--ked up that i cant imagine this would be easy or enjoyable.#my two cents is at least that the costumes should be very abstract like tradisches ballett style abstract.#there are a couple flatland movies one of which i watched and i think i liked it sooooo its not impossible to adapt LOL
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Constantly torn between writing a character to be just a nice guy and writing that character to be the most fucked up creature in existence
#the klock keeps ticking#like theres a line at some point where you cant make this all one guy but you just. really want to#like yeah lets say we got some fucked up guy who tries really hard to be nice and sweet despite the horrors#but you know what if i want him to get kinda bitchy too cuz how can i expect him not to be? hes been through some shit and hes only human#but how bitchy can i make him before he just kinda becomes an asshole#i guess though people are pretty complicated so sometimes its just kinda like that#i must once again hail rebecca gales as the character ever like girl shes sooooo#shes so genuinely sweet and caring and attentive and shes so bitter selfish and jealous#shes gotta make like the biggest effort to be nice and simultaneously the biggest effort to be mean#its just so refreshing to see idk someone who is generally a good person but shes really fucked up about it#like this doesnt come easy to her! everything in her wants to act like a petty child!#and she does! shes really fucking immature and she thinks shes above it all when shes the worst out of everyone!#and thats just such a nice thing to see just a very human character#and shes just like me for real aaaaaa god like guys this freaking character has helped me cope so bad#like shes not a monster shes just. a person having a bad day and not coping very good#yeah this post wasnt even about her but I made it about her now ive just been thinking about rebecca a lot lately OKAY#we cant all be perfect sometimes we just gotta be rebecca at least im brave enough to admit it#anyways i have pretty similar tangents about ryuki shin marianne shinjiro and junpei
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tmi in tags
#nunya beeswax#ok first of all. i love ketamine. it is so so easy to be happy.#second of all. i went on a lovely date yesterday we set up a second one AND kissed#thirdly. last night i slept with my ex. and now we’re on good terms again! which is lovely because i really do love having him in my life#and he wants to try being fwb and i think that would work well for me#i do wish we could get back together but ill settle for this#but also#its been two weeks since he broke up with me and therefore two weeks since either of us had sex so we went REAL hard last night and now im#sooooo sore i have a heating pad and i took some pain medicine#and tonight im gonna go get drinks with a friend and then go to a show and then maybe go get drinks with the guy i went on a date with!#but overall im very happy rn#david and i established that we can be friends and hang out like that but we can also have sex twice a week and that i can spend the night#those nights but not other nights#i wish i could spend the night other nights because i sleep so mucch better with him#i bet if i have insomnia for a couple days he’ll let me sleep over#he usually does#anyways. lots goin on right now
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this. this is why i love making gifs.
#sometimes you gotta give yourself some credit for what you do#i used sooooo many curves and gradient map layers for these gifs slkjdfkdl#these are not the best colorings i ever made for sure but i still want to post these here because im proud of what i did them lol#im very happy with how i managed to improve my coloring over the years#and idk these were a lot of fun to make <3#i enjoy a good coloring nightmare challenge#also lowkey unrelated but i hope everyone who says ccs dont do shit and giffing is easy has a bad day today :))#i linked the og post in the source and while you are there you can also find the link to this yt vid <3#shut up vivien no one cares#not skz
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I am. so sorry I haven't had the energy to write more (I know I don't Need to apologize for it - esp since it has to do w my mental health, but I keep saying I will and then I'm unable) & to talk,, heading to the doctor soon so maybe we can sort of. figure out what's going on. in the meantime I'm still having many SAW thoughts but also ed//die mun//son is there (my beloved)
#at this point i might need to be back on antidepressants. this is starting to feel. yk. not good/dangerous territory#like im safe but having sh thoughts again is scaring the shit outta me#+ i mean like. it just. is exhausting to feel so bad all the time? and to not know why/how to fix it...#connor.vtxt#god. sorry#im just. tryin the best i can rn and i realizs that maybe i need to take another writing break#just cause ive produced a good amnt of writing for the past year & a half + i want to avoid burnout#its just difficult cause i have Sooooo many ideas i cant wait to write! i just gotta remember to. Relax yk?#not force myself. bc that is a very easy way for me to hate whatever i write#im also just veryyy tired of feeling like shit physically. like. idk what to do. i dont want ppl to think im just fuckin around#but it hurts to move and my stomach cramps are so intense i want to lay down & cry
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uhhhhhhhhh...
#theres so many things incorrect and twisted here good god this is only part of it#as weve already been over there are sooOoo many kinds of zionism and different kinds and so thats just a very specific way to present that#and then like dna tests arent illegal for the easy bit but for the other uhhhh#uhhh someone should have told hitler that then probably 🤡#judaism is an ethnoreligion#'the first zionists were christians!' is actually suuuper highly dosputed and mostly comes from the not jewish history and it is in part#controversial because there are not many movements in which we let another group redefine a groups movement#jews attempted to regain land in 613 & 1160 & 1648 & 1839 & 1868 &#probably a few more that im forgetting bc im supposed to be doing something else
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#I just dried my fringe and it looks sooooo good I hope it looks this good tomorrow#and my hair is in curlers!!!! so it will defo be cute!#and my skin is absolutely glowing ofc it will tomorrow too#the one thing is I have to go straight from work to work drinks#so I need something where I can change clothes easy#I’m thinking just take a change of top but I still feel stuck😭#cos as usual I want something where I look hot but not over the top or too revealing#which leaves very little among my tops#hmmmmm#I need NEED to look rly hot but idk why#i just do
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I tried buying concert tickets but somehow messed up so bad that i had to:
1. get my passport
2. set up a new id
3. enter all my information for the third time and,
4. mess up my pin code and wait until 0:30 to be able to buy them :)
#im so good at stuff#didnt mess anything up at all#i can do stuff#i can adult#im smart#it also turned up i didnt need to do basically any of those because i HAD already set up my id sooooo#which was also the reason i messed up my pin code because after all that work#i chose the id that was already set up which then did not have the pin code of the id i had just set up#so yeah that very easy task went well#so yeah that happened#i guess i wont be fixing my sleep schedule TODAY#i guess i wont be fixing my sleep schedule today ANYWAY
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Ooooohh godd.
#vent#hep me </3 I feel sooooo uhh. negative. uhm#I’m having difficulty feeling rn I did smth to trigger this I think#see. I know I’m not fully there cus my sister is being silly and cute but I’m kinda. putting on a smile#instead of it being my natural reaction. mmm.#ooohohoogoho why can’t I just talk to peopleeeeee why is is contact so close yet so far awayyyy#ghhuuugg. I’ll just. finish my drawing and post it. bury this. get ignored. yadda yadda#I don’t like making ppl feel sorry for me but see also. I have less than 4 years experience holding relationships this close. so I am uhhh.#very bad. at starting and holding conversations. continually checking in. making myself be someone ppl wanna keep around. yknow#siigghhhh uhhh. realized that the reason I’m so good at creating a bunch of fleshed out ocs that can pass as real people is cus I want ppl#to be around me. and to uh. stick around for more than a year. and be genuine. and easy to read. and understand#yea. also they’re to help me understand ppl cus I don’t got enough experience with real people to understand how to people#it’s much easier to play out a conversation between characters. and know they’re inner dialogues. and their history. and why they’re speakin#the way they are. and I can replay it over and over until I understand it inside and out. and hope I’m able to play the part I need when#it’s called upon. mhhhmmm. woaoowwww we’re going into the own mind tonight huh? will anyone read this far? lol. idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#the only thing that gives me any idea of who has read a post is if they like it. or if they come in my inbox like ‘:( sorry. condolences’ ha#haho. preemptive thanks and hugs y kisses love u. mmm it’s so hot outside but I’m sooo literally cold rn yknow how it is boys#ahh. love seeing people get along with others sooo much. gives me so many ideas on how to write my characters. being lovey on each other.#ahmm. yea. soo. let’s hope tomorrow I’m better and less. like this haha woaoowww wish I knew how to be human#I will NOT be crying tonight. or maybe I will. idk. we’ll see I suppose. tears have already been shed today so I guess anything is possible
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nate w reader that has baby fever
Hi anon, this was fun lovey xx
Baby Fever with Nate Jacobs
Slight breeding kink mentioned but not rlly, ditzy reader, Nate being reasonable??
˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ˚₊‧꒰ა
“Nate”
“No.”
“But Nate—“
“Y/n, please.”
You stare at your now provoked boyfriend, who is frustratingly trying to get through his school work. He’s sat at his desk, his books messily sprawled across the surface of the smooth wood, textbook open and notebook filled with neat handwriting as he burns through each question. By this point, his mind is eagerly fighting to stay focused, but as long as you’re there in his bed beside him, he knows he won’t finish.
“Nate!” You yell again, this time biting your tongue from laughter as you can see his face grow red with tension.
“Y/n, I said no,” he runs his fingers through his hair, feeling like he can’t keep up with neither you or his homework. Defeat wasn’t an easy solution for him.
“But whyyy,” you whine as you turn off your phone and lay on your chest, your legs happily kicking away. Dressed in nothing but Nate’s oversized sweater and some knee high socks, he would be an absolute liar if he didn’t find you so desirably hot in this very moment.
But he also found the strength to maintain his composure with what little self respect he had for himself.
“Because we’re too young to have a fucking baby,” he sighs, stopping himself from raising his voice at you without the further intent of making you feel like you’ve done something wrong.
It doesn’t phase you though.
You roll your eyes, exaggerating the size of them as you huff in annoyance of your boyfriend being extremely noncompliant with your needy request.
In all fairness, it wasn’t your fault.
You were cute. Nate was really fucking cute. Thus, the rash realization that the two of you would definitely make cute babies.
“Okay so not now…,” you speak to him as if you’re trying to trick him. The way your voice trails with giddiness sets him to believe that whatever you’re conspiring isn’t going to be reasonable or ideally realistic.
He stares at you with a blank expression, his eyes don’t flash their usual sparkle and he seems rather unimpressed by how good you are at making him feel irked.
“Sooooo what about tomorrow?”
He slams his textbook down, the noise is loud and almost thunderous as you slightly jolt. Your smile fades as you can see he might actually be upset, but it didn’t make sense.
When the two of you got down to business, he praised you. He acted like he worshiped the very ground you walked on and treated you like a princess. He’d whisper things to you—very private, sentimental statements that made your heart flutter with an overwhelming sense of pride.
And now he was mad at you?
You cross your arms, trying not to let out all the steam burried inside your frustrations as he was quick to apologize.
“Babe, I’m sorry,” he groaned, rubbing his forehead as he took a seat next to you. He ran his fingers down your bare thigh, the smooth motion of his hands were enough to make you feel relaxed again, but he wasn’t off the hook.
“If you’re so sorry, why can’t you give me a baby…” you pout, tossing him a big frown that almost made him feel sorry for you.
He doesn’t know how to explain it, it seems you’re too cooped up in your own little fantasy world where having baby isn’t unrealistic and wouldn’t be a huge deal.
“Y/n,” he carefully plays with your hair, pushing a loose strand behind your ear to see the full extent of your face on display, however, you didn’t seem happy. “We’re in high school, how are we going to juggle having a baby?”
“Ugh,” you push him away, playfully of course, “don’t give me that talk, Nate.”
He shrugs his shoulders, letting his mind trail to the possibilities of getting you pregnant. and in all honesty, it didn’t seem too bad. He always wanted a child, but the timing and the moment just didn’t match up with that idea.
It would cause havoc, with both your family and his. He had no doubt about that as he could hear his fathers aggravating voice shout in his head, telling him how much of an awful father he would turn out to be. That alone was offputting.
“Don’t you wanna cum in me?”
And there you were, edging him with that soft voice of yours that knew how to get him riled up with heat. You bat your eyelashes, titling your head with a devious grin.
“Fill me up with your baby? I know you want to….Nate.” The words roll off your toungue as he fails to keep himself from melting away. He wants nothing more than to make you his—but would he ruin his life just to give you something that you want?
That would be something the two of you would find out—in a few months time.
#jacob elordi#euphoria fanfic#euphoria#nate jacobs x y/n#nate jacobs x you#nate jacobs x reader#felix catton x you#felix catton#saltburn#felix catton x reader#felix catton x y/n#felix catton smut#saltburn 2023#jacob elordi x reader#felix catton fanfic#nate jacobs smut#jacob elordi fanfic#jacob elordi fanfiction
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Girl help I keep thinking about freaking persona 4
#i have banned myself from engaging with any persona 4 related content (except for memes my sister sends me)#because yeah its genuinely deeply upsetting for me and i always feel like absolute shit#but aghhh for some reason my brain has been fixated on it this week thinking about all the offensive garbage it is#and i keep thinking of all the evidence i can gather definitively proving that the writing is sooooo homophobic/transphobic#which is a very easy thing to gather up and prove since its all over the damn place lol#but like im just so fixated on how awful the game is and how the fans are even worse and i have this urge to argue forever#something im sure a lot of yall can relate to#cuz god it hurts to be screaming at people that theyre hurting you and for them to just say no to you as if its up for debate#if this sounds dramatic cuz its Juat A Game liiiike no its not Just A Game this is about#my daily life requires me to argue my existence constantly and its the same for every other damn marginalized person out there#and idk if youre still gonna either ignore or deny that persona 4 isnt batshit insanely offensive then youre stupid#i dont have the patience to argue shit like this anymore because theres no way someone with a brain can deny shit like that#and quite frankly even well intentioned queer fans who try to make headcanons that either say fuck you to the game#or hcs that do nothing at all to challenge the bigotry in p4 are kinda annoying to me#cuz it hurts too much to play along like yeah id LOVE to just slap a rainbow on kanji and a trans guy badge on naoto#and call it a day and enjoy the game outside of it all but thats kinda impossible#when these two characters entire existence revolves around the bigotry and its done in a way that hurts like hell to see#its too real for me to enjoy even if i make positive ‘fuck you atlus’ fan art#yeah ughhhh whatever its just annoying cuz I’ve been doing a good job at blocking this game away from my life#cuz it brought nothing but anger to me but its just been something thats been stuck on me lately#and im really not sure what triggered this or why its been lingering so long like please stoppp#its really embarrassing to be having bad mental illness over a shitty bibleo game 🙄
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