#sometimes i think its better to just. live in deprivation without reprieve so i cant remember how depressed i am LMAO
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Re: my last reblog i kept trying to Not Ramble in the tags and failing bc im incapable of shutting up so. Venty ramble in these tags instead of my mutuals lol
#i didnt expect to get a cuddly laika but am so fucking glad that i did#moving away from cali was rough in that regard#my little brothers were always there for me to hug or just lean on as we did our own thing or talked or watched something#or worst case scenario my mother#but Kit got me through the move#and then she left.#and i had no one really to get that physical affection from#idk rn im just. aggressively more aware of how touch starved i am#most of my life ive had friends i could just lay in a pile with like cats but i havent really the past however many years#since i stopped talking to jules ig#i like to think of myself as independant and able to live on my own without anyone else#but i actually get very sad without my few favorite people and someone to hug#its annoying and depressing and very hard to remind myself that humans are a social species and i am in fact a human so#anyways#sometimes i think its better to just. live in deprivation without reprieve so i cant remember how depressed i am LMAO#that sounds terrible huh#its fine tho. ill be fine. i have my cuddly boy and i shall survive#maybe find friends i can lean on and hug who arent a bajillion miles away
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