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#so much weird unnecessary worrying that relies on people being like actually psychic or SO judgy to think of anything im worrying about
loverboybitch · 2 years
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self reflection/little peak into the absolute psychosis i experience everyday in the tags hello.//.
#imjustsittinghere#so i went to this bakery i love the other day right as they opened cause i was running errands really early n they open really early#n i stopped in and got two bagels but they were only like 80 cents each so i got a pecan square cause im not gonna spend just like a dollar#n it was good but while i was caching out i saw they had breakfast sandwiches n i was like oh thatd be really good but too late im already#paying ill come back another time#well that other time was yesterday cause i was also up really early again but i didnt wanna go RIGHT as they opened cause idk#i thought thatd b weird so i waited like an extra half hour n ended up going to the drug store to buy stuff i didnt need to waste time#and so it seemed like i wasnt just coming out just for this bakery two days in a row incase the workers thought that was weird#and i also ordered a baguette when i got there cause i was like what if they dont have the breakfast sandwiches this early then id seem#1 dumb for not knowing that and 2 id like just have to leave?? so i got a baguette first n then got the brekky so at least id have something#n it was chill i got both but i didnt really need the baguette i have so much bread at home already lol but its tasty but anyway#n then i was also up fuck early today n i was like oh i want a coffee maybe ill go get one and the bakery has coffee#but i didnt wanna go there for just coffee cause thatd be weird so i was like oh ill get another brekky but then like?? two days in a row>??#workers will think ur whack for that for sure u cant do that bro#but i already have this baguette i cant get just more bread instead#so instead i waited like another extra half hour for starbucks which is way further away to open n went there n got coffee#n its good i have coffee and tea now cause i was like getting one thing by itself would be a waste for such a far walk lol#and im eating the rest of the baguette but like bro sometimes i do some self reflection and im like homie....why the fuck is ur brain the#way that it is holy shit just be normal???#so much weird unnecessary worrying that relies on people being like actually psychic or SO judgy to think of anything im worrying about#worst is im like aware of how dumb all those lil worrys are but the anxiety i get from them just doesnt go away even if i know its stupid#nyway just had to write this down on my lil blog cause im dumb but i also think its a lil funny that im this stupid sometimes
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