#so deeply and keenly despite being tess fucking pepprs of all people. the audacity i have to be miserable
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i am quite literally running away from my whole entire life rn. lol <3
#i need to learn how to drive and i need to work towards moving out and i need to answer everyone’s messages and i need to get my new campus#id card and i need to like probably do some philosophical thinking / self reflection abt our work and i need to seriously work on not being#a bad person and i need to get a credit card and i need to clean my room. but i am so tired. i am only going to play video game <3#like litcherally the way my life has no purpose right now exfeptnsuffering i don’t think. also the audacity i have to say that and feel it s#so deeply and keenly despite being tess fucking pepprs of all people. the audacity i have to be miserable#purrs#i think maybe being in pain makes me depressed or more susceptible to it. idk. thinking like this is literally not good or normal lol#like bro.. i am deeply unhappy with my life right now except for how hapy i am with my life right now <3 lol. and i still feel like nothing#is real and if i wanted i could just like.. play video games all day and check out completely and everything would still be fine. idk. and n#none of my reactions or thoughts to anything feel real. idk how to explain it even explaining it fees fake and like im just making shit up.#like idk what’s wrong w me. i get bored so easily ive lost interest in like everything and i keep telling myself it’s not worth it to say w#what i think and feel bc it’s not real. it’s baddd um 😶#delete later
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