Okay I wanna write smth for Arcane characters x Readers rn as a warm up and I’m stuck on whether it should be: Vi, Sevika, or Silco

send asks abt anything <3333 soleil is here AND ALSO MY NEW FARMER. THAT I HAVE YET TO POST. FCK.

i ogot to write the past two days so now i gotta write evn longer. anyway uhhhhhh tf happeneddd hmm i went to work after taking a couple days off after what happened and it wqas weird cause i got to hear so many bad news that day. camella, they are a sweet angel pure leo got mugged in mexico and i was so sad to hear. a lot of the pain i heard about was caused by men and like it just reinfrced the idea again that men are dangerous and most given the opprotunity wouldnt hesitate to take dvntage f woman and prey on them. like i know its not all men but its enough. what is sad but also really funny is hat when you act cautiously around men they get offended??? like wooow i would neer do anything stop acting so on edge and im like ???? i dohnt know you??? leave me a lone??? ugh anyway its been wild thinking back on the times ive been gaslighted or called crzy fr like not waiting for people and doing what i want to do? ive been caled crazy so many times for being like  ill just do it myself dont mind it. i was talking tomy coworker about it and as mucha s i didnt need valdation when moe then 3 people call you crazy for doing things a certain way its always a good thing to ask a thid party just to mak you sur you atcually arent and i was relieved to know that i wasnt6 crazy and they were just being so fucking weird and taking things too personal. anyway i was singing and dancing in my room and it just felt so good to not be rushed and wait on time and all that nonescense. no work free day i can do what i want yay i want to fill the day with a couple things to do. i have a birthchart rading tomroro nd im ecited to do this persons chart cause like !!! she’ll pay me to do it plus i love doing birth charts. i know that if i wanetd to i couold turn this into a side thing that wont make a a whole lotta mney but money cmin in is money coming in im gonn save up to buy the dj controller and really dont want to play until i have it :/ its jus no th same im really excited to do more djying but for now i gotta wait to get better equipment.  so i literally am reading 6 books at once and by am i eman im lie slowly chipping away at all the books lol. i finally inished a shrt story book yesterday and im happyn i did cause i can go bac to how i sued to be with reading. reading kept my mine sharp plus if i want to write better i gotta r5ead a lot. im gonna try my best to get into thi writihng retreat in wiashingtoh. if i can go there and write my story ill be super happy and ike my dream ash been to always ublish a book and this place is the sae place octavia butler did her r4esindency at and like yes!!!! octavia butler renewed my assion or b ooks cause she’s a blakc artist writing about aliens sciefi and fantasy. like a lot of peple dont underestand why the distinction of race is impotant in writingl. white books are witten from white persectvies soa lot of the rqasonings and choices tehse characters make don’t really fit my life. whebever id reqd these white ya books id be like well okay...if i as in that situation i’d...or like thhats so stupid why wuld she even be there... like THEY ARE BORING AND HAVE NO IMAGIATION. books written by black woman are my favourite. so octavia butler is my favourite author right now and im so sad she died in 2005 ;-; if i could have met tgis woman idk what id do her thoughtsare so amazing ;-; anyway  i got offered a palace for like cheap t live in and i really want to move out but rn i can’t. i have debt to pay and my family is ihn a rogh patch nd need me to work and don  little supporting with the bbills aned food but once thingsa r a littl stable i would lovee to live on my own.  love my siblings but damn there is no rpivacy. plus if i ahd my own spt i could like make a sort of video shooting space for when i sned videos and lie do lighting things and liike ugh so much videos i coulds end jesus *_*  but anwyway ill hae to hold out o it until my inances a re a litl better but damn im so tempted ;-; oh well another chance will come. i finally cred tody so yay cause i been in freee mode for a bit but emotions meanws im healing so yay. once i tie some loose ends and get what i gotta get out thre i’ll feel a lot mrore bettter. i miss jesus  but like w e talkd for a bit s im super happy cause i really did miss him no matter how many people i befrend and meet his energy is my favourite. i hope heim and his famioly can make it he safey ugh imm end it here i could write forever but gt what i ha to get out for now. im gonna try to write everyda and s oftea s i can. my contribution to the aquarius age