#since ive got Veeeery strict spending rules now. im only allowed t spend likee 240 dollars a konth on fun things and everything else either | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

nomaishuttle · 10 months

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okay saur when i get home im gonna try and fill out the insurance form since well im stuck here. once thats through and ive got insurance set up im gonna try and do a proper psych eval bc i reakized ive bever actually had one. and i think itd be very very useful

#ive been on and off in therapy since i was like. before age 7? very on and off though #and i like. i have gad and mdd dxed. i know these #but i think itd be rly helpful for me t have like. a straight up actual real life psych eval so i know what i need to be working on #bc like. mostnof the therapy ive been in is i just go in and dalk abt whatever i want to ralk abt #which isnt helpful 4 me bc i need t be like. guided. bc otherwise i dont rly get into the root of issues #most therapy ive had is just i go in i talk abt the surface level details of something imbuspet abt and the therapist says Okay heres this #worksheet do it when you get home. goodbye ! and then i dont do the worksheet #and ik a lot of that is me not being willing 2 put in the work 4 therapy as well but like. it felt like all my former therapists never #avtually dug into the actual issues. or confronted me with anything #ykwim. idk if that makes sense #idk how ill like. Get to my psych eval thats a problem for future connor. i suppose ill soon be able t save up enough money t get a ride #since ive got Veeeery strict spending rules now. im only allowed t spend likee 240 dollars a konth on fun things and everything else either #goes to rent or debt or savings. this is the rule

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