#silva was told straight up multiple times that it would be better if she Wasn't Human at all | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

picavecalyx · 5 months

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anyway rotates how silva constantly went through people saying that others wouldn't accept her but instead of her going :( oh... she went okay well i'm going to accept everyone because it'll help more if i have a positive outlook on everyone and that attitude was encouraged to the extent of growing unhealthy attachments.

#study.#verse. pokemon.#literally the epitome of like ...#silva was told straight up multiple times that it would be better if she Wasn't Human at all #and that stayed with her in the way like ...#imagine being raised as a pokemon for half your life then suddenly being taken in by People #and those people going you're not a pokemon. but youre also not a human.#like ... there was a seperation of them treating her like she was human KINDA ...#but basically saying: the way you lived for half your life? useless and not relevant at all.#you arent a pokemon. you shouldnt act like one.#but also when she'd ask how to act Human there wasn't really clear answers . at all .#it was more of well you are barely human either. you should just do what we say and that's what you are.#silva has never been given a clear answer of what she is. the closest she has gotten to being treated like Silva ... is when she was still #in snowbelle. every other time there's still pushback or some sort of seperation.#she will never be truly human. but she doesnt know if she will ever be a pokemon again because she was pulled so far from it #that to some extent she both forgot but also set herself in stone to a place in the middle.#she's confused. and nobody's given her an answer that really helps her because of how much flare fucked her up in the first place

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