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#she called yesterday and i was in a fragile state and tbh had to say bye and hang up as quick as possible
androidboy · 4 months
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gf has been in a bad mood lately and she’s coming over tonight and ngl i’m a lil anxious about it. i’m a sensitive boy rn i need to be treated real niceys
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eldritchsurveys · 6 years
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o67.
Have you ever talked to someone online, but when you saw each other in person, it was just super awkward? Have you ever made a really good friend online? >> Nah to the first question. But yes, at this point all my friends are people I’ve met online.
Do you enter sweepstakes or scratch lottery tickets or anything like that? What’s the best thing you’ve ever won? >> I’ve done scratch tickets, but usually because someone bought them for a group or something (like Hallie’s mom buying them for all of us way back when, or Sparrow’s mom doing the same thing at holiday dinners).
Right now, would you be upset if you got pregnant, or would you not mind? Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? >> I would definitely be upset if I was pregnant, because first of all, how did I even get that way... and second of all, I have zero desire to ever carry a child and I also have zero desire to have multiple abortions done, so... yeah. I have had a pregnancy scare, and it was founded, so.
Have you ever let someone be your everything? >> I don’t know, really. I don’t think I’ve ever thought of anyone by that exact terminology. It’s just not my attachment style, but it doesn’t mean I don’t still love people in my own way.
Do you have any weird inside jokes? >> All my best weird inside jokes are with Hallie, lmao. We’re just good at it. ;p
Could you go the rest of your life without a cigarette? >> Yeah.
Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now? >> Nope.
Do you have alcohol in your house? >> Yeah, there’s a wine in the fridge and I have a Backwoods Bastard and some Malört on my desk and we still have about half a bottle of Svedka mango-pineapple vodka left. Oh, and I still have a screwdriver in the fridge because I made it and then didn’t actually want it, lmao, so I just shoved it in there.
Have you ever wanted something you couldn’t have? >> Sure, a lot of things (mostly because I couldn’t afford them).
Are you a morning or night person? >> I don’t think my personhood is adequately described like that.
What is your favorite color? >> Gold.
It’s 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it? >> A wrong number, I’d presume.
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend? >> ---
Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday? >> I don’t think so, but I’ve probably gotten midnight texts.
Are any of your friends virgins? >> Not that I’m aware of.
Do you prefer relationships or friends with benefits? >> I mean, either is fine in general, but what I have right now are relationships and I’m happy enough with those.
Has anyone got on your nerves today? >> Nope. Just that one neighbour who keeps playing their music with the bass cranked up to 11 so that I can feel it vibrating through the building and my SKULL. It’s so distracting and overwhelming.
Has anyone told you they would never leave, and left? >> Probably, but I don’t hold that against anyone.
Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? >> I don’t think I could possibly tell anyone everything, like, I know I take this question too literally but I can’t really imagine how else I’m supposed to take it.
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours? >> Can Calah, and Hallie through text.
Are you usually early or late? >> I mean, to what...?
What’s annoying you? >> Nothing.
How is your boyfriend/girlfriend doing and where are they now? >> Hallie is hopefully doing okay, he’s offline right now I think, doing some self-care I hope. <3 Sparrow is all right and she’s in bed. Can Calah is as he always is, being my copilot.
Do you have anything to pay off? >> No.
What are you wearing right now? >> Green and white harem pants and a grey Rush shirt.
Do you know anyone that wants you dead? >> I don’t think so.
Do you believe that regrets are lessons learned? >> I personally prefer to take that philosophy in general, but I understand it doesn’t necessarily apply to everyone. I also don’t usually regret things -- I can’t even think of anything I really regret right now -- so it’s probably easier in my case.
Last person you talked to, and through what you talked to them? >> Sparrow, in person, before she went to bed.
First color name you can think of that isn’t in the rainbow. >> Grey.
What timekeeping devices are in the room you are currently in? >> Normandy, my laptop; Senketsu, my phone; and a PSP Vita.
What gaming consoles do you or your family own? >> We have an Xbox 360, a PS4, a PS2, and the aforementioned PSP Vita.
What’s the best job you’ve ever had? >> Selling merch for local bands.
What’s the worst job you’ve ever had? >> Working in a family restaurant as a teenager.
What email service do you use? >> Gmail.
Is there anything hanging on the walls of the room you are currently in? >> Yeah, an Odin print and a poster from the Rebirth Brass Band show I went to last month.
Earliest moment in your life you can remember? >> Sitting on the kitchen floor at a dog breeder’s house.
What did you have for dinner yesterday? >> Was last night when we had the Burger King...? I think so. Time is fake, leave me alone.
How often do you brush your teeth? >> Once a day.
What’s your favorite candy/chocolate? >> Dark chocolate with sea salt and chili peppers (pop rocks optional).
Have you had other blogs on Tumblr? Do you have any other blogs currently? >> Yeah, my main blog is foundcarcosa and I have a few other sideblogs, and my RP blogs that I keep neglecting.
If you were suddenly really hungry, what would you choose to eat? >> Right now? Whatever I could grab, I guess...
What fandoms would you consider yourself a part of? >> Oh man.... so many, tbh.
What kind of position are you in at the moment? >> A seated one.
Do you wear much jewelry? >> Not much, because I can’t afford the kind I’d like to wear (I like costume jewellery but it’s fragile and makes my skin wig out sometimes, so I prefer not to wear it no matter how cool it looks).
Furthest away from home you have ever been? >> The farthest distance I’ve travelled in general is probably to/from NYC/Colorado.
How many times have you moved houses? >> Enough times that counting is just not something I feel like doing right now.
Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone? >> Some woman from a place around here. I was really hoping there wouldn’t have to be a phone call, I just wanted one little piece of information, but urgh.
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex? >> ---
Has anyone said they love you in the last week? >> Yes, all my SOs. ~
Who was the last person to comfort you as you cried? >> Can Calah.
Do your computer speakers work? >> Yeah.
Which friend are you most similar to? >> ---
Your ex calls wanting to hang out. What do you say? >> What ex? The only ex I’m even still friends with is Anubis, and I think he has my number but I don’t see why he’d be calling me -- like, we don’t even live in the same state anymore.
Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you? >> That’s... Phoenix, I guess? And no, forget it. He had his chances.
Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with a M? >> I seem to remember a Matthew. Long, long time ago.
Would you kiss the last person who texted you, on the lips? >> The last person that texted me was Sparrow, so sure.
Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends? >> Either is fine.
Have you ever kissed anyone who’s name starts with P, J, R, M, C, or D? >> Yes to all.
Is there someone you wouldn’t mind kissing right now? >> Sure.
Do you think your ex will ever want to be with you again? >> There was only one ex who even still mattered enough for this question, and he’s not an ex anymore now, so!!!
Where would you rather live: England or Australia? >> England, I guess.
What’s your relationship with the last person you texted? >> Sparrow is my fiancée.
When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? >> I don’t remember, probably something hygiene-related.
Do you fall for people easily? >> I don’t think so, no.
Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to? >> I mean, I guess in a passing sense, maybe sometimes? Like if they come up in a survey or something I’m obviously going to think about them in passing.
Have you ever kissed someone who was drunk? >> Sure.
The nearest window to you now - what color curtains are on them? >> No curtains, just some busted-up blinds. :|
The shade of the color of your eyes can be described as: >> Dark brown.
When was the last time you drank alcohol? >> Earlier today, I had a beer at the Wayland house.
At what age did you stop believing in Santa? >> I never did.
Do you own a wok? >> No.
Is there a particular type of music you really don’t like? >> I’m not crazy about bluegrass, but I keep an open mind.
Do you like going to weddings? >> I don’t know, I’ve never been to an actual one.
What do you have on your toast? >> I haven’t had toast in ages, but I usually put ghee and cinnamon on it. Sometimes jelly, too.
Who was the last person you know who became pregnant? >> *shrug*
Beach, city, or mountains? >> Yes.
Do you have a stapler at your house? >> No.
Would you rather read a book or listen to an audiobook? >> Read, I can’t focus on audiobooks at all.
Which is larger - your book or dvd collection? >> I don’t have a DVD collection, I literally own ONE DVD, so books win by default.
What is the last spontaneous thing you did? >> I don’t remember.
You get a call at 2:00 a.m. - your first thought is: >> My first thought is supreme annoyance.
What is your middle name? >> Frey.
What are you passionate about? >> Storytelling, my special interests, music.
Do you have any fears? >> Yeah, I developed a kind of delusion-based thanatophobia that I guess I deserve considering all the tripping I’ve done, but I really wish I didn’t have it. I was so much better off without it.
Where are you from? >> I don’t know, space?
What’s your sign? >> Gemini Sun.
Future names of your children: >> ---
What are you listening to right now? >> Nothing.
Do you believe in fate/destiny? >> I suppose I do, but I also try not to put all my eggs in that basket because adhering too strongly to one belief regarding existential matters tends to tip me into delusion more than anything else.
What are your career goals? >> ---
Something you are working on right now: >> Being a ‘good’ (helpful, kind) SO, managing the anxiety from the thanatophobia stuff, watching all my shows on Netflix lol.
Have you ever had a near-death experience? >> Yeah.
Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? >> I tend to procrastinate, but sometimes my executive function pulls through.
TV shows and anime you watch regularly. >> Grey’s Anatomy, Preacher, Vikings, some other stuff more intermittently.
Halloween costume idea for this year? >> ---
Your best friend’s name? >> ---
Do you prefer liquid, mousse, or powder foundation? Why? >> I don’t wear it.
How much does your mother know about your sex life (or lack thereof)? >> Nothing. She doesn’t know me, period.
Do you enjoy watching cooking shows? >> Sure.
Do you worry about gaining weight? >> No.
Have you ever used fake tan? >> No.
Do you ever look at someone cute, and automatically make a move? >> No.
How many times have you been to Walmart in the past week? >> None.
Do you live in a house, apartment, or another type of arrangement? >> Apartment.
Are you kind of a loner? Do you like being alone? >> I don’t think I’m a loner, per se. I like being around people and I like to socialise. I just have low social energy in comparison to other people, so I need more recharges.
Are any of your siblings married? What are their spouses’ names? >> I don’t know.
Does your father have any creepy or scary friends you don’t like? >> No.
What color are the walls in the room you’re in right now? >> Off-white.
Do you watch any shows that you know your parents wouldn’t approve of? >> I mean, I’m 31 years old, I probably do a lot of things my parent disapproves of by now.
Do you have any siblings who still believe in Santa, and are over age ten? >> No.
What color were the last pair of headphones/earphones you bought? >> Navy blue.
Are you attracted to the last person that you fell in love with? >> Yes.
Something you really want right now? >> This survey to be over, ngl, I want to go do something else now lol.
If you could seek revenge on someone, would you? >> No.
How long have you liked the person you like? >> I don’t feel like doing time-math right now, forgive me. It’s late and I drank my sleepytime tea already, lol.
Does any part of your body hurt right now? >> No.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone? >> Yes? Now?
Are you happy with the way things are going? >> More or less.
Would you ever get a tattoo? >> Sure.
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? >> Relationships, yes.
Who was the last person you talked to in person? >> Sparrow.
What plans do you have for tomorrow? >> Nothing unusual, just... same stuff I do every day, I imagine.
Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not? >> No.
What happened at 9:00 a.m. today? >> I think I was still in bed.
Where are your biological parents? >> My father’s in Elizabeth, New Jersey, and who the fuck knows where my mother is.
Do you have any summer plans yet? >> It is summer. No special summer-related plans.
Do you tend to waste a lot of money? >> I don’t think so, but maybe someone else would think so.
What did you last drink? >> Sleepytime tea.
Do you have trust issues? >> I don’t think so.
Do you think this year will be better than the last? >> It’s been good so far.
What are you doing? >> This.
Are you a jealous person? >> No.
Do you think age matters in relationships? >> Sure, in some cases.
Who is the last person you rode in a car with? >> Sparrow.
Did you sing at all today? >> Nope.
Where will you be 2 hours from now? >> In bed, hopefully asleep.
Are your lips chapped at the moment? >> A little dry, is all.
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