noah’s sassy dad pose when some ppl were fighting at a show

[his sighing sound under the cut]

thinking abt that old stream where noah stretched & then said “i’m gonna start wearing crop tops i think” . that is. on my mind 24/7

[clip under the cut]

THEY

feeling normal about them

insane hand placement (example number 47283)

> records like 40 videos of the concert, never planning on deleting any of them

> doesn’t watch any of them ever because u can hear me screeching along SO clearly and it’s mortifying

this week’s OC doodles

ok back to this blog bc i need to be embarrassing without People Seeing. anyway. was recently dragged into the depths of kpop hell thanks to my irl best friend and now my music taste is specifically metal, emo, and some specific kpop songs, which i think is hilarious

all my friends having breakdowns over stupid shit rn and i’m so sleep deprived and swamped by this stupid transcription work i’m

god i’ve been so busy since school started last week this is insane. do people do this all the time. i’m keeping up w classes and doing the homework and socializing & like its good! i have made friends and i’m building good habits & i’m not setting myself up for failure at the end of the semester anymore! but GOD i am tired

i hate living in europe sometimes merch costs like $75 in total to ship 🫠🫠

why don’t banks arcade have more listeners 😭😭

god i love befriending other neurodivergent ppl 😭 i’ve had 372837 convos with the NT ppl i’ve met at uni and i still do not know more about them than like. their name. meanwhile i’ve had like 3 convos with my autistic ADHD friend and we have shared our most embarrassing secrets and so much grade school trauma and we are blood brothers now. like idk i guess i’m someone who cant do friendships halfway and its nice to meet other ppl who are the same

i have a paradise lost seminar starting tomorrow and i was putting off the reading of book 1 until now (midnight the day before) but WTF IT’S GOOD. IT’S ACTUALLY GOOD AND I’M NOT BORED. this is a translation of sorts but when lucifer stood before his army and the text goes “three times he tried to speak, and three times, in spite of his contempt for them, he wept tears like the angels do” OKAY GO OFF JOHN?

last time i ever change blogs idc anymore . i will simply not draw fanart for popular series & will continue to make my silly little zero note posts in peace like god intended. i will not feel guilty about changing interests i will not let shame deter me from being insane on here. amen

wasnt entirely expecting that this username was free i was just typin stuff 😭 usually my Brand™ is anything to do w cacti but u know what. new blog new me. new era. etc. i am now hot roadkill